so much has happened in the past few days...

ping, elea, liz and i had our LAST meal at nyp. i doubt i will ever be stepping into that place ever again.

farewell assembly... the skit put up by the math teachers was HILARIOUS. the encouragement videos created by the physics, chemistry and econs dept were touching.... man... i could have cried buckets. but somehow i managed to hold the tears til i got home. i think i am getting stronger =) miss yiak was so 细心. her prezzie was practical yet i could feel the warmth it brought. ms tan's prezzies were cute. what about pee and mr yong? forget about pee. mr yong... he gives me the ah gong feel. so i do not expect any prezzies from him. i mean, who in the world will demand something from an old man?

had our class dinner at Riverside Indonesia Restaurant. man. it was great. just taking photos and stuff... and running all the way to the mrt station with lizzie... haha... sigh...

the feeling of separation...

church. i am so so glad that ah hau brought her that day. God rocks. one more addition. one more strength. one step closer to achieving our aim. i believe that nothing is impossible. for every impossibility is an opprtunity for Him. when i saw her cry, i cried with her as well. that kind of feeling... no one can ever remove that from me. i am really really thankful that God provided me the opportunity to run away from home to attend church. if i had not been there, i would not have witnessed my sister getting saved... the tears that i shed the moment i reached church was worth it. sylvester prayed for me and told me i did the right thing. i think so too. dad and i are not on talking terms right now. but i believe that things will change for the better. dayna came to church after all the prayers. i thank God for that. i also thank God for shuen's shoulder. it was so comforting. coming to church can NEVER be taken for granted.

and i completed goong. it was really really really touching at the end. i like used 4 pieces of tissue to wipe all my tears during the last episode. it equalled my all time high record when i watched 天国的阶梯 (stairway to heaven). gosh... but to give it justice, it was kinda draggy. haha. i cried during the earlier episodes too... and i kept skipping the unimportant parts. man... chaegyung and leeshin are meant to be. yul is super irritating. i thought him to be more handsome that shin but now, i prefer shin more. not because of his looks but because of his character. haha. hyorin is so kiam pa. when will i find my shin goon?

the show made me realise how important communication is. i mean, all the nonsense started because of a communication breakdown. sigh... guys should express themselves more and not just hide everything inside, pretending to be the hero. if they are a set, it would be best that they fight it together. yup. just giving my two cents worth. don't want to give too much info lest i get accused of being a spoiler =P

and to james... aja aja fighting!! (eh, it's Full House's 口头禅). go go jia you~!!! you can do it de. 13 more episodes!!!

i think after all the crying, im left with about 70% of the water content in my body...