>>> datao: har? who are you?! anyway, thanks for the complement. =)
>>> fungi: ah haha.... yalor. so sad. so i must help you find a boyfriend soon. what's your criteria? =P

ok. so i'm back blogging.

i got my results back today. seriously speaking, i'm not very happy. haha. think you guys can see. but then, something in me prevented me from feeling really really sad.

thank you guys for all the prayers and all...
thank you peijun for being there when i needed you.
thank you eliz for the hugs and all you gave me.
thank you shuen, luwei, andros, muen, daryl and timmy for being so concerned about me.
thank you bel and henson for calling me to make sure i was alright.
thank you james for sacrifising your study time to talk to me and comfort me.
thank you fungi, serkun and zhiwei for not really comparing results in front of me and just being my friends to comfort me.
thank you papa, mama and meimei for not scolding me / giving me too much pressure cos i did not do as well as i expected.

last but not least, i thank God for loving me so much and bringing me through this whole tough period.
i thank God for protecting me and restricting me from doing silly stuff (e.g. gorging myself with food, jumping down, crying til 12midnight ... ).
i thank God for giving me that peace and calmness from within.
i thank God for my parents.
i thank God for my friends.

what is over is over and cant be undone.

i'll just to plan my road ahead. my future is still a question mark for no one knows what the future holds. but i really really want my future to be shared with my family and friends and my own family. *winks* =P

did i mention that i cried cos i saw liz cry? haha. i hugged her while she was crying and i cried too. haha. crap la. i think i just needed to release some salt.

ping, liz, elea and jol did well =) congrats to them =)

joel did like exceptionally well la. AAAA Merit B4 and he was crying. i was like.. what's his problem?!?!?!!? man. i felt like going up to him to slap him la. i think james feels like doing this to me too. heh. okay, i know different people have different expectations. maybe he expected AAAA Distinction A1. whatever. but a guy... CRYING?!?!?! over results?!?!?! please, be more man. argh~!!!! .... joel.

did i mention that i didn't watch Letters from Iwo Jima yet?!?!?! bleah.

i could have done worse. so,

ALL GLORY TO GOD. =)