>>> fungi: i am NOT a bimbo =( why doesn't anyone believe me?
>>> yeewen: my bf-turned-laogong will be my one and only lor. haha.
>>> eliz: the 3pin thingy still kinds of freaks me out lehx. i mean, it's just so... WRONG!!! u get what i mean right?! eeeee.....
>>> shiwei: oh man! thanks for that great analogy. haha. sucks like a vacuum cleaner. thank goodness i did not go for the interview. waste my time. and transportation fare. adult fare le lehx. wait a minute. are you in it already?!


i feel like a big jie jie. comforting all the xiao mei meis who are in difficult circumstances/situations.

but i feel that i keep comforting/guiding/listening to them.... but who is there to help me?

as i am comforting them, i wanna say a lot of things. i wanna tell them things about ME too. but i know it will stumble them. it is extremely tough to keep things to myself. cos i need to vent things out sometimes.

peijun said on saturday to eunice, "她 (me) 不会生气的啦."

but the cruel fact is that, i am not jianwei! (wahaha.) i will get angry! it is just that i suppress it. and when i cannot take it any longer, i will erupt. and it will be a big one.

so come on, who can lend me a listening ear?

i am feeling troubled.

i am PMS-ing. same as yeewen. hi5!

anyway, i really really really do love cell. for all the wonderful things they have done for me. i felt so touched on saturday. haha. then God told me that, "If they can love you so much, what more can I do for you?" it was then that i cried. His love for me is never ending and never failing. He is my dearest friend. i can tell Him all. He is my listening ear. cos i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!!!

oh my! God just comforted me cos that wasn't what i wanted to type. it just came out from my fingers! i am so amazed....