oh man. it is my last day in Linksys. haha.

i feel quite liberated, cos i know that i have more time for God, more time for myself, more time for friends / cell, more time to clear up my VERY study room, more time to shop (damn the GST hike), more time for family...

on the other hand, i feel sadded, cos well, i have feelings for this place. haha. the people, the friendships forged...

but i'm glad i learnt a LOT in finance. i learnt what to do with a PO, PR, problematic invoices, how much a big bottle of water costs, how much a privacy filter cost, how much a piece of ceiling board costs, how much the rental of the office space costs, stupid Carat Media, EGL, receiving... alamak! so many things. i gained a lot of experience la. and i think working in finance made me change my direction in life totally. lamerz, do u guys still remember i was so on in going to accountancy and / or business? it's NO LONGER the case. i want to be a nurse! haha. i think it is something like liz la. she changed her direction in life from food chem to business. haha.

no more weijian to crap around with in office. church? i hope so. but time is very limited. sigh. will miss him la. all the crapiness. lolx.

ok, i love eliz! =P

and i love elea! she called me yesterday to tell me loads of nonsense. oh man. i almost died-ed la. CRAP. *faints* it's about.... this teacher la. i cant reveal much. what if some association comes to this blog and decides to sue me?! i just find it gross. it defies nature. it is just not natural. God condemns this thing. it is not right. *shivers*

i've decided to buy the Samsung ultra II 10.9. i'm so high. haha. i went to have a feel of the phone yesterday. it fits my hand! my main concern was that it would be too big for me. but it turned out fine. and i thought the bottom would protrude out a lot such that i would have difficulty typing the bottom row of the keypad. thank goodness i didnt have a huge prob with that. now.... for the other flaws, fingerprints and short battery life. the fingerprints are... goodness... there! but i think i can live with it. short battery life. oh well... must conserve battery lor. keke... i want the phone~!!!!

my bank account is depleting. i am quite upset. sigh.

and yes, i got rejected. im feeling quite sad la. but what to do? i have xin li zhun bei already. so im nt sooooo upset as last time. qi wang yue gao, shi wang yue da. ya... haha. maybe God allowed this to happen so that i can have more time ba. and maybe to serve as an encouragement to jol? i dont know. for His ways are greater than mine. but i shall trust in Him forever. i love my God. i shall tap on God's strength to tide me through this sad period.... which will not last long.