>>> jas: YEA~!!! good food rocks! think i got influenced by my colleague. she will scout around the island with her boyfriend to find good food de lehx. she will try all sorts of new stalls and come back to report to me her findings. wahaha.... she is super on about food de lor! heh.
>>> syl: sorry la. never give you credit. haha. THAT PAP THINGY WAS FROM SYLVESTER'S BLOG~!!!!! =D is this better? hee....
>>> luwei: haha. soon soon. once i end work TOMORROW we will have chances to hang out le =)


oh help~!!! i'm blogging again. someone, save me!!!

• random - i got my bank book back! yes! happy!

ok, actually i just need someone, anyone to hear me out...

i am super sad. super duper sad. it doesn't help that ni de yan jing is making it more melodramatic now...

it will be my last day TOMORROW~!!!!

i know i will miss my colleagues.

- all the fun
- laughter
- lame jokes
- qian bian wen da ti
- life stories
- work
- scolding demanding patients behind their backs (o0ps!)
- identifying drug addicts
- getting scolded by patients
- giving out service star forms
- giving Q
- packing medicine
- topping up medication
- keying in prescriptions
- downtimes (dread it! but i learnt a LOT)
- free samples (YEA~!!!)
- roll calls
- 5S
- stock take
- plan gatherings to see our MPs to complain about our workload
- chalet-cum-BBQ-cum-karaoke
- team-building day
- "how many patients left?"
- "miss tan / shanti / hweeling, there's a walk-in."
- "mr muru, SOS!"
- "i need a keyer!"
- "where are all the packers?!"
- "ARGH~!!! no more med~!!!"
- "mr muru, last box!!"
- "Six thousand!"
- "what happened to that number? why is it still hanging?!"
- "don't care that patient la. he siao de."
- "susah la!"
- "that patient really got problem lehx...."
- "Teresa, ok le!"
- "the payment counter will give you your next appointment date."
- "your MC will be endorsed over at the payment counter later."
- "high fever. expedite!"
- >80yrs
- baby
- "have you gone up to Room 26 yet?"
- "our Q numbers are not in sequence, sir / mdm."
- "RTC."
- "tunggu number."
- "where is hydrochlorothiazide loose?"
- "where is 8249? eight-two-four-nineeee?"
- "Dr C*** K** **n got complained again."
- "the yellow colour, small small tablet, is it?"
- "don't want your cholesterol medication, is it?"

ARGH~!!!!

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i don't want to type any further. i don't want to cry. yes, there are politics. and there was once in April where i contemplated quitting my job because i could not stand the patients and the way i was treated. but overall, i like my job. i might complain about it. but i love my job, ultimately.

i really learnt a LOT from this job. customer service, medications and their uses, work ethics.... many many many...

i know i will have free time for others, and myself. but still, i know i will miss my job. when i wake up on tuesday morning, i will realise that things will not be the same.

my colleagues have asked my to extend. to continue. but i am adamant on leaving. i know that this is a break i truly deserve after working for... EIGHT MONTHS~!!! ARGH~!!! conflicting feelings all inside of me...

oh well, i'm a big girl now. i cannot be so emotional. i must be strong! but yet again, if szern isn't emotional, she isn't szern anymore. i feel like i've lost my identity. hmm... removing my label? haha.

Mr Muru said that he will throw his shoe at the patients on his last day. ha! should i do that?

if i cry tomorrow, someone please pass me that piece of tissue and lend me that shoulder. thank you.

Bye bye:

• Miss Shanti
• Miss Tan
• Hwee Ling
• Mr Muru
• Angie
• Tini
• Ah Han
• Li Hong
• Kat
• Teresa
• Kak Zu
• Kak Rabiah
• Noora
• Siti
• Ana
• Jit
• Aunty Ah Huay
• Aunty Jaya
• Kak Rose
• Cheryl
• Adeline
• Ann
• Sean (haha. you'll leave one week later!)