Name: Mary || Epidysenile Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 *** Occupation: part of God's army Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P. Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd
Young adults’ gathering was kinda cool. But I was totally totally TOTALLY drained after that. Adrian talked to me on the car and.... silence. I guess I was stoning. It was until I realized there was a moment of awkward silence that it dawned on me the question was addressed to me. Thanks. And he tried to lame me. But I caught no hint of anything. Zero. Zilch. Brain totally shut down. Thank God for the hot tea (think caffeine – oh yea! This reminds me. I ‘forgot’ how to spell ‘caffeine’ on the car as well.) that kept me awake and energized and able to share during the gathering. Or else I’d just camouflage into the environment.
Special thanks to elvin and Wilson for letting me use the toilet first (ie. Let me cut their Q). hahahah! I wasn’t urgent at all really. I just wanted them to give way to me. WAHAHA~!!!
More thanks to Desmond, my new found friend who can drive. WAHAHA~!!! Why I love fervor guys? Cos they can drive. Cos they are willing to drive me!!! WAHAHA~!!!! O0ps. I think this sounds very bad. Make friends with them for a reason. No no! this wasn’t what I meant. (korean: ker gor ahn knee aye yo.)I mean, erm…. Er.. I make friends with them then realized they know how to drive and so nice they were willing to drive me home! Understand? =P anyways, thank God for Desmond and his car. Or else… I think I’d reach home at 12mn last night. Zzzz…..
stuff i ate the whole day = rubbish:
pre-breakfast at home: milo
breakfast during pharmaco lec break: bread with ham
lunch before microbes lec: waffle
lunch during microbes lec: half a peng kueh
tea break: other half of peng kueh & mr bean soya bean milk
dinner: char siew bun (not bao)
supper: hot tea & 3/4 scone
Thursday
Szern’s believe it or not.
NUS had a fire alarm today!!! Yup yup! My block had to be evacuated. It was during immuno lecture break when the alarm sounded. Fyi, I was napping then. Wahaha! Told ya I was really really tired. Imran, our (very responsible and enthusiastic) class rep told us to grab our stuff and run. Hey hey! This wasn’t what we learnt in school, right? In case of a fire, we’re supposed to abandon our belongings and run for dear life. However, in our case, our bags were on our laps. So just shun bian grab our bags (and lecture notes) and run la! After all, according to liling, if we were to leave our bags on the floor, other people who were running for dear life might trip over our bags and fall! a very valid reason.
Anyway, I feel that weiling, liling and I are not only kiasu, but kiasi as well! we were amongst the first in our class to run out of the seminar room to the assembly area. Hahahaha! Well, I don’t want to die so early. And in school for that matter. Fyi, I was sharing to Adrian and desmond the day before that I don’t want to die so soon. At least let me get married first. WAHAHA! Ok. That’s besides the point. Back to the fire alarm…
We ran to the assembly area and noticed the lab people were wearing the “Fire Warden” neon green and orange vests and were holding on to some name lists. There were also boards that read ‘Microbiology Lab Level 2’ etc. everything was so well organized! One of the fire wardens kept looking at his watch. This lead weiling, liling, Felicia and I to speculate that this was just a drill.
Being girls, and Nursing girls at that, we somehow have this extraordinary power to get more information. Today, we eavesdropped overheard the fire wardens talking amongst themselves and realised the alram was the REAL deal! The drill should be in September! Woah! For REAL?!?!?! We waited a few minutes more and overheard (once again) that some alarm wire thing was screwed and so… you know the rest of the story. Hahaha!
Back to class we went (with our bags and lecture notes) and the ang moh lecturer praised us for our prompt action! ‘A+’ was what he wrote on the white board. Yea! I salute the fire wardens for being so ready and prepared in this ‘emergency’. A really cool experience. Admit it la. How many times have you participated in an emergency evacuation in uni? Haha!
stuff i ate today:
pre-breakfast: milo
breakfast just before immuno lec: half a chicken pie (smaller than my palm)
lunch: waffle
dinner: dinner + potato chips
sze is human and will make the occasional food bloopers. o0ps!
So yea, that’s for today. Somehow today feels like tomorrow. I mean, Thursday (today) feels like Friday (tomorrow). and i ate waffle for THREE consecutive days!!! man!!! Yup yup! Bye!!!!
| Standing In The GAP @ 7:01 pm |
Monday, August 24, 2009
latest news at 5:20pm:
lecture from 5-7 tomorrow. ARGH~!!!!!!! big backside!!!!! ARGH~!!!!! and so, i'll be seeing weiling and liling once again in less than 12h as lec on wed starts at 8. ha. ha. ha.
no school today! really very happy =D but there will be a make up lecture someday. don't know when. but it's ok. at least i'm free today. tomorrow will worry for itself. haha!
ok. i'm here cos i'm really pissed with this Nursing Year 1. i shall not mention her name her. hall of shame... argh! ok. she has already agreed to buy one of my textbooks. price settled. supposed to meet her today in school to pass her the book. but cos lectureSSSS were cancelled, i smsed her to apologise. then... she asked it i could lower the price. this is so so wrong! cos we've already settled the price and even the day, time and venue to meet to pass her the book! everything was A ok! i told her no. i couldn't lower the price cos i really kept the book in tip top condition. and if i were to lower the price, i would be losing out! then she told me she doesn't want the book already. thanks.
i sent a nasty sms to her. i gave her a piece of my mind - that she was being very irresponsible, and that it was very unfair to me cos i rejected at least 5 other people who wanted to buy the book cos i stuck to the first-come-first-serve mentality! since that girl smsed me first, it was only right for me to give her priority, no? anyway, back to the irresponsible part, i told her off to be a responsible nurse. don't you think that it's scary not to have a responsible nurse to take care of you / your family members / your ah gong or ah ma in the hospital? like make a mistake and keep quiet, hoping that the patient will not show any side effects and nothing will happen to her? scary thought, eh? you guys might think i'm blowing things out of proportion here. after all, it's just a book! but hey! your personality will determine your actions! the irresponsible streak will just continue to overflow into her work in the future!
very very unhappy with her cos she backed out the last minute. extremely disappointed in her character. worrying about the patients under her care in the future.
that book will just continue to accumulate dust in my house for another year. argh~!!!! ok. phew.... ok! i feel much better after letting this out. haha! told ya, i can't keep things bottled inside me! and i didn't sleep! so meaning... not S. argh!!!!
ok. back to doing my random stuff!
| Standing In The GAP @ 12:15 pm |
Sunday, August 23, 2009
happy birthday!
it's a joyous day today. though it wasn't me, but i guess i felt happier than i what i felt during my 21st. really. i don't really know why. but really... i am very very glad for that particular person. that his/her whole family came and he/she was baptised with their blessings. i guess this is something that is of utmost importance to me. i talked to this particular guy last night (don't anyhow think) and he said the same thing too! that having his family there to witness his baptism is very important. i love this guy to bits! really a very caring brother. i feel so at ease with him. really thank God for him. and really thank God he really really REALLY loves his birthday prezzie too! =) now, for the third person, yet another guy, thank God that he liked his birthday prezzie! another really nice guy too! and yea, if he is reading this, just wanna let him know that i did seek a second opinion on the prezzie... but the person whom i consulted didn't really help much. haha! yea...
evidence!
it was really really delivered to my house like that!!!! no bluff!!!
really thank God for the 2 guys and 1 girl/guy! thank God for putting them in my life!
fyi, i just cried in front of my laptop. amazing! heard from God. amazing! really. like while typing service feedback, internetsms-ing and msn-ing. haha! haha! haha! really.... first time. thank you, God!
| Standing In The GAP @ 9:36 pm |
Friday, August 21, 2009
九十九次我爱他 少了眼皮会乱眨 要他能心电感应我的想法 每天念着他的名字 哎咿哎咿 一句不差
九十九次我爱他 少了头发会分岔 要他的想念每天准时打卡 爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化....
oh man. i think 纪存希 is sooooo cute can? towards the end that is. the front part.. totally horrible jerk. indecisive pig. but towards the end.... oh my goodness!!! <*;*> fa hua chi again.
it's been a really really REALLY long time since i fa hua chi over a Taiwanese drama actor. oh man... this is really bad. i'm left with the last episode. saving it for tomorrow. oh man. what would life be without 命中注定我爱你? so sad.... life would be back to normal. one hour a day on Channel U isn't enough!!! =(
i guess i need a week to get over the craze. as usual. haha.
i've yet to try the avocado juice!!!!! ARGH~!!! i promise myself i would do so sometime next week!
can't wait to catch the last episode tomorrow!!!! heh =P
Ans: In Snow White, Cinderella.....
anw, i've just changed my ringtone!!! call me!!! call me!!! but i won't answer. i just want to listen to the ringtone~~~~ ok. that was totally bimbotic! _______________________________________________________________
HAPPY TWENTY-FOURTH, DEAREST ZHONGHUA~!!!
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:42 pm |
Monday, August 17, 2009
haha. ok. i shall have a happy post!
random stuff:
i made the same mistake thrice in less than a month - "conservative" became "consecutive". once with Lamerz in KL, another with cell girls in hotel, the last with mei at home. thanks man. i really hope it will NOT happen ever again. conservative. conservative. conservative.
wow! 2 people returned me money without me asking them for it! and these two ladies are NOT the ones i mentioned about in my previous post! lol. so... the power of an emo post... keke. not really emoba. just explaining myself to a few people whom i felt needed to know what was going on. to the rest, just take it with a pinch of salt. i'm alright =)
got a prezzie from Jack and Keith and Adrian! applause for Jack. i guess he was the one who chose the prezzie (i'm really assuming he had NO help from jiemin. tsk!)
saw yeewen today! so happy! like finally!
saw wane. LOL~!!! she's yeewen's best friend!
saw OYHY and joel! oh my gosh! OYHY on first day of school some more!
saw xavier, qixiang, alan during SEA lecture.
NUS Nursing Class of 2011 has a new blog!!! w0oho0~!!!
95 loves us this semester. i need not wait long for the bus at all. 95 even stopped in front of liling, weiling and i this afternoon! w0o~~~
oh my gosh! tutorial balloting has just closed. i so hope i can get my time slots =/ THANK GOD~!!! I got my slot!!! =D - 21:34
school's getting tougher.
sze's getting blurer.
If you feel down, just praise the Lord! and look at me! i feel so high now! haha. i made a decision to step out of it and God pushed me out. nothing by my own strength. only thing i did by myself was to make that decision. isn't my God awesome? can i hear an Amen for that? w0oho0~~!!!!!
champagne grapes... ok. i ate the grapes. what you see here is the stalk. don't you think it looks very painting-ish?
ok! no more! will random again soon..
| Standing In The GAP @ 5:18 pm |
Friday, August 14, 2009
tgif!!
i cannot believe Week 1 of Year 2 Sem 1 zoomed past just like that. slap me! wake me up! i'm still not used to this. i still wanna wake at 12nn daily. oh and it doesn't help that my timetable ain't that nice. and it's gonna get REAL busy this semester. what a sad case. SIGH~~~
ok. i'm aching now. all over. and i really mean it. from my gums, to my head, to my heart, to my tummy, and back to my head again. just really listless and no mood to do anything this week. a walking zombie. taking time to adjust to new stuff. finding time to mourn for stuff lost. coping with all the aches while jostling on the morning peak hour trains. having to wear uniform to lab today was a killer! the stares. the changing. the heat. the freedom to wear my own clothes... gone! thank goodness they no longer require us to do so. or else... ARGH~~~!!!!
yea yea. as you can see. i'm not feeling to well everywhere! bleah. hope this is just a passing phase and will not last.. will not affect my daily life in the future. i cant eat. i cant eat. i CANT EAT~!!!! munching on all the soft food like niangtoufu, and niangtoufu, and niangtoufu. really... the toufu! i can't imagine the future... still upset. really upset. trying not to show it. trying to get over it. trying... really hard. but the tears still well up no matter how. it's not "don't think about it" and it would get better, ok? i also "don't (wanna) think about it" but it hurts! and when it hurts, i know it's gone! and when i eat, i also know it's gone! i get reminded at least 3 times a day. thanks thanks thanks.
anyone wants to donate generously to my fund? i don't want to use my mum's money anymore. i am a big girl now. i will solve my own problems. don't want to burden my mum too much. don't want to rely on here too much. i can't bear to see her sacrifice so much for me, give up so much for me! after all, i'm an adult! already 21! i should fend for myself. any kind souls willing to donate?
P.S. should i go and pester those who still owe me money? erm, the two ladies, i'm not referring to you both. you both know who you are. i'm referring to another set of two ladies... they've borrowed my money for like... 1 year and 2 years respectively? you know, i'm not that kind to go and ask people to return me my money. i can't bear to do it. i believe in integrity. but then, some people might be forgetful... and it's my money.. and i need the money.... how??? =((
oh! my mum's said i really xiadao! i knew i was traumatised. but i didn't know it was to THAT extent. that i grabbed my mum's hand when i entered. that i cried the moment i sat down. that i teared throughout the procedure. that my palms and feet were sweating... i hope such an experience will not happen to anyone ever. it's so bad! typing this just made me recall all the bad memories. whatever. i want to forget. i really do! but really, it keeps flashing back. the trauma. really... it's scary. very scary. terrified. horrified. petrified. i need to walk out of it... slowly... slowly...
don't worry! i wasn't raped (touch wood!). just... unpleasant things happened to me? yup! don't probe too much, yea? i will open up when i'm ready. and when i do, pls take extra good care of me. handle me with care. i'm fragile. don't trample on me. i will snap and hate you for doing so. you've been warned.
The cunning devil will come and try to pull us down from our faith in Almighty God. Our duty is to just praise God all the time. It is easy to praise God when victory has been won. It is easy to praise Him when you finally get a job after giving up all hope. It is easy to praise Him when you have recovered from an illness that doctors told you there was no cure for. It is easy to praise Him when all the debts that threatened to land you in prison have been cleared. But we are required to praise Him before victory has been achieved, because we should have the faith that He will grant us the victory.
Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see. Hebrews 11:1 (New Living Translation)
yea! i will still praise God tomorrow, despite all that has happened to me! He won't let it happen for no reason! my little insufficient brain might not be able to comprehend it now. but i know, someday, i will! =) really taking tiny, baby steps now. help me, pls. i need it!
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:10 pm |
Sunday, August 09, 2009
mummy's hug is still the best. i love my mummy. so forgiving. so loving. accepting me for who i am. doesn't blame me. standing by me. i love my mummy. thank you, Mummy! i needed that hug yesterday. it wasn't my fault. really... and Mummy understands. so does Meimei. Daddy, being a man, is always so careless with his words. i know he didn't mean it, but i'm still hurting from it. thank goodness there's Mummy and Meimei.
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:49 pm |
Thursday, August 06, 2009
HAPPY 21ST TO ME~!!!! =D
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anw, if you're my 8000th visitor, plsleave me a tag! your cooperation will be greatly appreciated =)
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actually, turning 21 is not as bad as it seems. it's really ok. the major hurdle is crossing the 20th mark... when you are no longer a teenager. not a girl, not yet a woman kinda stage. hMm... i shall embrace my 21st with joy! thank God for creating me 21 years and 9 months ago! fyi, my birth time was 2.15pm. fyi. =)
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:02 pm |
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
** KL with Lamerz! **
i cannot believe this....
like.... SUSHI PERFUME?!?!?! yikessss!!!!
"Our sushi scent smells of sticky white rice and seaweed, with a hint of ginger and lemon. Delectable! After all, if it smelled like fish, would you wear it?"
i wanna thank God i am back in S'pore safe and sound... thank God we came back from KL BEFORE the riots took place there. thank God for His journey mercy! Thank God for the times we were able to get a taxi despite it being the peak period. Thank God no one flew off the roller coaster. Thank God zhiwei brought a torchlight cos the hotel room blacked out one night. Thank God the taxi drivers didn't cheat us. Thank God we did not get pickpocketed. Thank God our plane didn't crash. Thank God we had fun! =)
our FIRST meal of the trip!!! Corny dog combo meal with the signature root beer float! ahhhh.... heavenly.
and yea! that's me munching on a waffle! and yea again. i wore that A&W shirt on purpose =P say bye to straight hair!!!
anyway, after A&W at KLCC, fungi, zhiwei, peijun and i walked from KLCC to the Bukit Bintang area where Lot10 and Sungei Wang are located! aren't you proud of us! we know how to read maps ok? speaking about the gift of travelling =P after a fruitless trip at Sungei Wang (ok, the girls each bought a pair of flippers and i bought a RM10 top), we walked back to Chinatown where our hotel is located and walked through the mega pasar malam. 0oh!
this is dinner for Day 1. peijun's recommendation. not nice. haha. i was expecting the char kway teow sweet sauce kinda taste... but it wasn't. it was salty... not sweet. sorry pj! zhiwei loves ke'rer. fungi loves sprite. peijun and i love plain water! no zhiwei... a coke a day doesn't keep the doctor away!
sleep time was ok. zhiwei had a single bed to himself... whatever. while fungi, peijun and i shared a queen bed. the size was ok. however, fungi complained that peijun kept tugging the blanket during the night. lucky me. i was in the middle. so no matter how they tugged, i still had the blanket! =P Sushi peijun...
breakfast on Day 2 was... ok. peijun and i felt so happy with the combination of red (strawberry-very-sweet jam), orange (peach??) and yellow (butter). ok. sua kus.
after breakfast we proceeded to Queen's Park! i cant believe we found our way! we must be geniuses! hahahaha!
our reward! =P i love green teaaaaa....
after that.... it's shopping time!!! espirit outlet, the budget terminal, mango outlet... 0oh! genting peeps! liling, weiling, clara, huiwen, sherlyn!!! i brought tt RM26 MNG jeans!!!! size 36!!! YEA~!!!! =P
then... it's time for lunch!
Xin Wah BKT! main pic: Bak kut teh without any bak kut... we only managed to find them after we were half way through the meal. i love the pig intestines! they were really chewy cos it was multi-layered! like intestines within intestines! 0oh yeaaa.... top: stir-fried potato leaves.. the leaves were at the bottom! covered by the stalks. bottom: Chicken in Wine. oh my goodness! really really wine-y....
we headed over to Sogo to shop for random stuff and managed to get some really good deals! zhiwei's renoma polo tee costs RM33?!?! siao! fungi bought her longer-than-usual polo tees as well! erm... something's not too right here....
fungi, zhiwei and i posing for a photo while peijun was trying on some clothes. btw, she's just behind the mirrored door! so.. let's consider her "in" the photo? (8) 我只是最最无辜的第三者... (8)
and it was Chinatown again after dinner.
going abroad will really feed-fat-you. look at what we girls had for supper at 1am??? SECRET RECIPIE CAKES~~~!!!! =O
Day Three... Sunway lagoon!
i told ya something was brewing!!!! a new romance.... *awwwwww*
a group photo before we set off for the rides!
Sunway wasn't as exciting and thrilling as it used to be. the water rides were like.... orh. ok lor. wow. totally not... WOW~!!! get what i mean? pardon the lack of vocab. but i'm kinda proud of myself that i took this ride again... twice.
yea, the 360 degree viking! haha! i'm a brave girl! thank goodness my erm... upper body is small enough to lessen the pain from the safety shoulder thingy... tsk tsk!
after Sunway, it was off for lunner (lunch and dinner) at Carl's Junior!
the four of us ordered the same meal. so dumb.
4D, anyone? 3137? 4348?
fungi's looking at zhiwei lovingly. but zhiwei doesn't reciprocate. peijun chose to be out of this loving squabble.
I tell you, it was a KILLER after lunner (rhymes!). we went FOS and... i spent my money like siao! ok? really! like siao!!! oh my gosh!!! i really siao already! szeeeee!!!!! nevermind... it's my 21st. and it's the holidays. and and it's cheap! value for money. can't get that those for the same price in Singapore!!! ok. justified~!!
then, it was back to Chinatown again again after FOS! crazy. we love Chinatown! stay 3 nights, shop at Chinatown 3 nights!
now... for something hilarious.....
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!!! zhiwei tried to dry his surf berms and swimming trunks. the black plastic bag on the floor was meant to "catch" his swimming trunks should it fall. what a crime scene. GEK1021. Crime Fiction in EL & CL -_-"
let's take a closer look... yes! it's the "Fragile" tape the Singapore Airport counter guy used to tape my luggage before check-in! zhiwei's quite innovative to use that, eh? so now we know zhiwei's swimming trunks is fragile! LOL.
and look what i caught on camera!!! someone leaving the crime scene!!! no prizes for the correct answer. the question is, what was she doing there? trying to steal something? *tsk*tsk*
peijun became Tempura Sushi on Day 3 night.
Day 4: You know, eating the same thing for three consecutive days can be really boring. so i decided to spice things up a little during breakfast...
(8) show you the shape of my heart.... (8) there are four hearts btw.
Mary Brown at the airport! btw, zhiwei arranged the items on the tray so that it'll look nice. *claps*
zhiwei loves Mary Brown.
the plane! sorry for the lousy photo. was too near to get a good shot.
a picture of bliss....
with that, i rest my case...
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:45 pm |
Sunday, August 02, 2009
ok peeps! i'm back from KL! yes adrian! i went KL! lolx. and yeewen, i went KL with Lamerz, Genting with Nursing peeps! haha.
KL pics will have to wait. sorry arh. a little very the busy lately. hee...
here's the long overdue Spaceshot video!!!! =P
ok! stop laughing at me! haha. it was really scary ok? at least i'm better than Adrian... WAHAHA~!!!
i just wanna say i really love my fellow GAPpers ok? so cuteeeeee!!! really miss ewan and roger and the fun they bring! i also love shuen! i really do. we always think the same way. we are very similar despite being different! haha. ok. oxymoron. wonder who came up with that word. a moron without oxygen? therefore, oxymoron? whatever. English.
some random G.A.P. pictures....
roger's so engrossed in....
doing a manicure for shuen!?!?!?!?!?
and here's a video of roger during arm wrestling... SO CUTE!!! zhonghua commented that roger had the constipated look. haha! really really super the funny! pls tune down the speaker volume! you've been warned!
ok. that's all folks! will update again soon about the KL trip =)
P.S. someone's getting me the Man U jersey already! so pls... don't buy that for me! heh. if you really want to, you may save the money and buy it for me the next season! i don't mind! lolx. it's really funny. 4 different groups of people wanted to buy me the jersey! let's up that to 5. anyone? keke. thanks guys! i really love you all! pls love Man U too! =D
| Standing In The GAP @ 6:28 pm |
Saturday, August 01, 2009
Doctors save lives. Nurses save doctors.
HAPPY NURSES' DAY~!!!! =D
P.S. Chiling and I caught the same movie (Ice Age 3) at the same cinema at the same time~!!! so cool, right?!??!?!?! =P
our reward! =P i love green teaaaaa....
going abroad will really feed-fat-you.
fungi's looking at zhiwei lovingly. but zhiwei doesn't reciprocate. peijun chose to be out of this loving squabble.
let's take a closer look...
Mary Brown at the airport!
the plane! sorry for the lousy photo. was too near to get a good shot.
a picture of bliss....
