you know? it is getting very irritating.

can all the teasing please stop? to me, it's just two very good friends going out together. we are very good friends who just decided to take things a little further - to spend our lives together. and so, he is known by a special term, "boyfriend". and when we go out together, we are going on "a date".

as i mentioned, we are just very good friends. besties. whatever you call it. as such, isn't it normal for us to spend time with one another? just as how i spend time with the rest of my other friends? so why is it that when i spend time with let's say, Nissi GAP, or Nur girlfriends, or Lamerz, or eliz and ping, other people don't tease me? and why is it when i go out with Cruise, the whole world will turn topsy-turvy?

I am generally a reserved girl. I don't like the limelight. I don't like the publicity. I only share my life with the people whom I want to share my life with. And if I do decide that I wanna share my life with you, I hope that you will respect me, as a friend. What's with the teasing?! Come on! Get a life! Enough is enough! His leader told me, "it's because you both are the newest pair". I held on to that and believed with all my heart that it will die down soon. But it got worse instead. I hate it. I really do. I loathe it. I really do. But whom do I tell it to? After all, it's not my side of friends who are making such a big hoo-ha. It's... well.. mutual friends.

MOST of the GAPpers are clear. Maybe that one.. that one, teases. The rest? my BFFs. His Fs... Don't make me snap. Seriously. I don't want to be nasty.

Just give me some privacy. Just respect my privacy. No teasing, please. And please don't confuse accountability with privacy. I can be accountable to you, by all means! I am NOT afraid. In fact, bring it on! Provided you don't tease me. You listen. You advice. You feel happy for me. You don't tease me. Once you do, I'll slap you.

ARGH~!!!!!

I am so irritated I just feel like crying it all out. I got into a relationship. I am in a relationship. I am blissful in this relationship. If you wish the best for this relationship, please, I'm urging you, please, to STOP teasing me, and return me my privacy. Please do not give me anymore unnecessary stress.

Thank you!