Didn't know Cruise still reads my blog occasionally. A pleasant surprise! =)

忍住不哭, 我要忍住不哭
望向天空不让眼泪流出

Not blaming anyone here. I just got a little upset when it was mentioned. Ok. VERY UPSET! But then again, I got to leave it up to God. It's not time means it's not time yet. Upset and disappointed. But I am still willing to trust in God knowing that He has the best plans for me. He is the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end. Everything is in His hands. Who shall I trust other than my God?

我不会哭! 我真的不会哭!