Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
~ ajc 1705 ~
~ ajc first aid club ~
~ alexandra ~
~ ann ~
~ calista ~
~ cherie ~
~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Tuesday, October 31, 2006

    ** feel the heat **

    i'm feeling it.
    it's getting to me.
    in 34 hours' time i would be taking my A level paper (gp).
    freak.
    i instinctively took out my IC and placed it together with my entry proof and my personalised entry proof casing, which ms yiak gave to our class as a farewell gift.
    i don't know why.
    there's still one more day.
    but i'm already feeling it.

    don't hijack the question!
    be idea driven, not example driven!
    read carefully!
    come up with your own points!
    do not use the writer's arguments!
    plan well!
    go to the toilet before entering the exam hall!
    sleep early the night before!
    bring water bottles that do not leak!
    bring your jacket!
    stop writing when the "stop writing" command is given!
    be in proper attire!
    no long hair!

    all the best!

    freak.
    it is getting to me.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:16 pm |

    ** dreams... **

    >>> cherie: thank youuuu~!!! and really?! that's couple's hangout is at cck?! oh gosh~!!! *heng* i "migrated" from cck to yck le. are they still hugging and doing all sorts of nonsense at yck?
    >>> jaimz: ah haha. you changed name again. which spelling do you want? keke. xiexie xieweixiang =P since you are peijun's gor, both of you should share similar nicknames =P
    >>> fungi: you have money de lor... ah haha. i know you have it lor. or maybe you can ask serkun sponsor you =P
    >>> yeewen: fungi comes to my blog to listen to the songs la. ah haha. you put a player on your blog that plays goong songs and she'll go there le. keke. and yeewen arh, we must pressurize fungi to rebond her hair. drag for so super looooong le lor. keke.


    yea~! things between yesian, deping and i have been solved. praise God. leaving everything to God is the BEST =)

    i had a sleepless night last night. went to bed at 2am but fell asleep at 3+. the last time i looked at the clock was 3.16am. and when i did fall asleep, i had TWO weird dreams...

    ONE
    i was in the audi doing gp when i turned my head to the left and saw.... DALJIT~!!! (an aj gp teacher) ah haha. she was sitting right beside me doing essay outlines as well. i kept looking over to look at her outlines. ah haha. what a dream. am i too stressed over gp?

    TWO
    first scene: aj again. it's the block 11 classroom block. some stupid duck that can fly decided to commit suicide at the first floor of the far staircase by flying into the wall.

    second scene: somehow the body was gone. only the head was left behind. there were MANY ants and insects devouring the head. gross.

    third scene: somehow i had an elder sister and a brother-in-law in school. bro-in-law was trying to prevent sis and i from seeing the corpse. and...get this... liu qing yun and gu tian le were with me. they were my bestest friends. *faints* what kind of nonsense dream is this?! there's more...

    last scene: i was quite grossed out by the sight. so, liu qing yun and gu tian le brought me away and we went for our cca - FENCING~!!! *faints faints faints*

    my dreams are getting so super random these days. that day, i dreamt that joy, jieming, peijun and i were eating together at some bakery-cafe. so no link.

    what nonsense. HELP~! i MUST sleep early tonight...


    * i got a free pack of tissue from cafe all thanks to henson. lolx.
    * jieming vomitted when he tasted henson's birthday cake. hilarious sight =P

    | Standing In The GAP @ 9:54 am |

    Sunday, October 29, 2006

    ** celebrations... **

    >>> yeewen: i tell u something even more cool kay? i sent the photos into STOMP. ah haha. cos there was a thread about PDA also. lolx. i feel like an undercover reporter. haha. and that's another reason for me to get married and have babies young. =P
    >>> jaymz: wahaha. you used the "new name" i gave you~!! lolx. looks cooler right? =D and really?! the translations on tv are the same as the ones in the vcd?!?! hMm...okaaay... lost a lot of it's original flavour lor... like the "a bowl of shin ramen with egg".

    i feel soooo sleepy. think i'm going to grab a power nap after blogging.

    my sis rebonded her hair on friday. which reminds me.... fungi, YOU HAVE NOT REBONDED YOUR HAIR YET~!!! you still have time after the As to do so for prom =P

    church yesterday was very fun~! we celebrated henson's and deping's birthday. both of their birthdays fall on the same day~! how cool is that?

    henson's birthday video...




    deping's birthday video...




    we were hiding in the dark when deping, yesian, sonia and peijun came in. haha. what's more, we were celebrating in the nursery. i feel like 8 all over again. ah haha...

    and i realised that being 18 is VERY important. cos sean was there teasing peijun that she was not 18 yet. shuen said at least she was 16 but sean said he was 21 - BIGGER than shuen. then peijun said that i was 18... and sean had nothing to say. wahaha. 1 point for peijun, shuen, szern!!
    and i found that i grew taller (or maybe i can jump higher). i was able to reach jieming's HIGH high 5. ah haha. yea~!

    things got quite bad during discipleship. sigh. my fault la. never exercise self-control and patience. but sylvester made a good point - if people come into the cell, they have to abide by our rules and not us abiding by theirs. hMm... really thank peijun, luwei and rico for comforting. i'm going to hand everything up to God.

    Man U won bolton 4-0. and the BEST part of it all was... rooney scored a hat trick~!! not only did it break his 10-game goal drought for club and country, it was also his second hat trick of his career~!!! w0o~!! and the icing on the cake was that c.ronaldo (not b.ronaldo = bunny ronaldo) scored the other goal~!!! ah haha. my 2 favourite youngsters in Man U. i thank God for answering my prayers. i prayed that Man U will win BIG for this match and that rooney will score a hat trick. ah haha. God heard it! *muacks* to God

    and another good news.... i can go for YI camp and Xmas bash~!! yea yea~! thank God for hearing all my prayers. nothing clashed at all. thank cell for praying for me =)

    now for missions...

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:32 pm |

    Thursday, October 26, 2006

    ** What do the cabbage and hugging have in common?? **

    >>> grace: ah haha... okaaay. haze... can tell the school that the haze is getting better le so it's ok to have outdoor campfire. sigh... anyway, thanks for the compliment =) haha. oya~! you have not told me your blog webbie yet =) haha...
    >>> serkun: yalor~!! loooong time over see you le. ah haha. you still never tell me what's your answer to the xin li ce yan lor. i think you are either green or tansparent. ah haha... cos sometimes you really super funny while you can be trying too hard at times. "colourblind" is NOT an acceptable answer. come to my blog more often to listen to the songs la, like what yeewen said. keke. =P
    >>> yeewen: har? is it because females are exposed to more radiation as time passes that's why it is not advisable to get pregnant too late? haha...


    i woke up to CLEAN, FRESH air this morning... for once in i-don't-know-how-many-weeks i can see the sembawang flats in the distance clearly, without any fog/blurriness. haha.

    on my way to school, i saw this...

    frankly speaking, i was quite disgutsted by what i saw. this lady here looked like a cabbage to me. firstly, she doesn't have the height to carry out this bubble dress. well, she should buy something that stops at her knee or somewhere above them. by donning such a dress that is beyond knee-length, she looked really short. and i don't really understand the black shiny heels but that isn't much of a concern to me. and the worst part is, this lady has fair, flabby arms~!! by donning this dress, it kinda accentuates them further. oh gosh. i can't help but wonder, what if i look like that? anyway, i am not trying to boast that i can carry the dress better than this lady here. the bottomline of my argument is, this lady should wear something that carries out her personality and that flatters her, not something that exposes her flaws for all to see. i don't get her big, brown, straw tote bag either. it doesn't go well...

    and on my way home, i had the priviledge to witness this...

    the public display of affection (PDA) of a couple from a reputable junior college in Singapore. (*hint: there are not many JCs in singapore that has all-white uniforms for guys. for those who still can't get it, the girls have green skirts on top of their white blouses. is that clue obvious enough?).

    this cant stand this couple. they were hugging and kissing and doing all the mushy stuff in FULL PUBLIC view. they were in this state when i boarded the train and they were still in this state when i alighted. well, maybe the air-con is too cold for them. it is amazing that the guy sitting beside the couple can remain in the same position throughout.

    the guy looks nerdy. i cant get to see the girl's face because her face was covered by the guy's head the entire time. oh help... i have nothing against nerdy guys having girlfriends but... look boy, you don't have to act this way in public right?

    i was TOTALLY grossed out by what i saw. the other commuters sitting opposite the couple were obviously uncomfortable with what was presented before their eyes because they were looking in all directions except straight ahead.

    then there was this cute little toddler who kept looking that that gorgor and jiejie. i pity that toddler. what he saw corrupted his young, pure, innocent mind. what values would he grow up with?

    i simply had to blog this down as i can't stand the supposedly "educated" couple. they are eroding our moral values! the very traditions that we were brought up with. (sounds gp? =P)





    Man U won 2-1 =) Thank God~!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:18 pm |

    Wednesday, October 25, 2006

    ** the reason for low sperm count **

    I’ve wanted to hear Heal the World ever since I woke up. Coincidentally, Class 95 played it just a while ago~! Ah haha. Yea~!

    I heard from 883 that scientists have proven that guys who use their handphones continuously for 4 hours everyday will have their sperm count cut by FOUR times. On top of that, the sperms will have less energy and guys will produce less progesterone.

    This reminds me of bio. Clement Ong. Haha. Him and his nonsense about sperms.

    It also means that girls will have less chance to get pregnant.

    Does this explain why there are more girls than guys on the earth today? Maybe guys produce sperms that have more X chromosomes rather than Y chromosomes due to radiation. Haha.

    Cummon bio people, recall your concepts about your option topic…

    Was just thinking, will it happen to females too? As in, will girls have less egg count due to radiation? Or maybe the eggs might become deformed or something? hMm… maybe I’ll just venture into this area of research and discover something. Then I’ll be the FIRST SINGAPOREAN to win the Nobel Peace Prize and everyone must address me as Prof Sze. Ah haha…

    *PIAK…*

    Sze’s back to earth…

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:21 pm |

    Tuesday, October 24, 2006

    ** 8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...*BOOOM* **

    >>> yeewen: wow~! haha. i'm so touched. u treasure our friendship over jianwei. aww... that's so sweet of you =) if you EVER dare to zhong se qing you i'll hit you arh... keke...
    >>> fungi: har? i don't get you. haha. is it the downloaded version of Perhaps Love cannot be played on your com so you hafta resort to coming to my blog to listen to the song? haha. good what... give you more incentive to come to my blog to tag =P
    >>> lizzie: ah haha. i like your "wow"! =) it's going to get more gek (han) lor. tsk tsk. you'll start to wish you could slap hyorin and kick yul back to england. haha.
    >>> james: yea you tagged~!! keke. really? it's Australia? lolx. kay, i think you can add "cock-eye" on top of "stm" as one of the illnesses i'm suffering from le. haha. anyway, random: you can change you name spelling to "jaymz". same pronunciation what =) and it looks more unique.


    and as the second hand of the clock ticks away, my countdown timer reads 8days 8hours. oh freak... this is getting scarier.

    anyway, mediacorp cut a LOT of parts for goong. and the translation is simply LOUSY. the show really lost a lot of it's flavour. eeeeeer.... mediacorp translators should really go and 反省反省.

    and i think i am getting fatter... dammit...

    AJA AJA FIGHTING SZE~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:24 pm |

    Sunday, October 22, 2006

    ** MANCHESTER UNITED 2 liverpool 0 **


    >>> yeewen: haha. strictly speaking, i blogged 2 entries on saturday and 1 entry on sunday (today). keke. this will be my second entry for sunday. haha. it's ok to love hugs la. what's wrong? i can hug you lor... ah haha... provided jianwei doesn't mind =P
    >>> fungi: ah haha... fungi. good idea. i'm sure i will get A LOT of hugs. much more that the guy in the video cos i'm sooo loveable =P


    ok. i'm back (again).

    must blog about kenni. kenni called me to answer some question yesterday during cell. i was so super scared. i was trembling and broke out in cold sweat. but everything turned out fine. shuen was also very scared for me. i found it out when i confided in her. hMm... speaking of how things have changed in the past few months... i would not have told shuen all these kinda things but now... haha. she's my fa hua chi partner in church =P

    the szeern i met on friendster... she's a Christian too~!!! haha. co0l right?! imagine us in heaven in the future. when God calls "szeern", both of us would respond at the same time. haha.

    i watched the Man U vs Liverpool match online and mind you, it was super cool~! i saw sir bobby charlton presenting the 500th appearance plaque to paul scholes. and i saw paul schole's goal~!!! what a way to mark his 500th appearance for the club. i was sooo happy for him i almost cried. haha. *knock my head* watch soccer also can cry.



    and the second goal came from rio ferdinand, a defender! it was only his 4th goal for the club and what a match to score his 4th in a Man U jersey AGAINST LIVERPOOL~!! haha. w0o~!!

    did i mention that the assistant referee's flag BROKE?!?! haha. it was super hilarious!

    and crouch got booked for a dumb tackle on van der Sar. did i mention that i looove van der Sar? haha. he's a good dad. anyway, back to the game, it was like a 2.01 m yellow bean pole (crouch) and a 1.97m long green bean (van der Sar) getting entangled together. kudos to van der Sar for keeping another clean sheet.

    the attendance for the match was 75828, a record United crowd. how i wish i was there...

    i thank God for letting Man U win. haha. i was praying so hard the whole day to make sure Man U will win. haha. nothing is too small nor too insignificant for God, including letting Man U beat liverpool. yea~!!! MANCHESTER UNITED, sarang-hae *muacks*


    | Standing In The GAP @ 9:03 pm |

    ** ahnnyeonghigasaeyou 17o5 **

    went to kongsheng's friendster to find photos for lizzie to show her that kongsheng really really looks like shin but... sigh. cant find any shin-kongsheng photos. some othet time lizzie =)

    and i found out that there's this girl called "szeern (yup... EXACT spelling) tan" who viewed me. speaking of coincidences... haha... and she's wearing braces, from a UG and has single eye-lids. sounds familiar?! co0l... she's from st. hilda's sec. haha...

    http://www.friendster.com/szeern

    kay, shall upload lame photos =)


    us taking photos after our VERY LAST econs (extra) lecture...

    (clockwise from top left) wenhui, lizzie, ME, huiqian, elea

    ME and wenhui.
    econs groupmate. orientation 1 dwelling mate.
    joanna EXTRA!!!

    joanna EXTRA AGAIN~!!!

    huiqian and ME.
    pw groupmate. chem groupmate. drop-bio gang member.

    lizzie, ME, elea, Mr Yong, jol, ping and our ping-jo-maos. haha.
    we look really silly...

    our ever-messy locker.
    remember the locker war?! haha...

    the clearing of our locker...

    our locker looking neat for once... when it's cleared.
    we left the bottle of new water there...

    no more luo han spotting....

    us at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant

    seventeenohfive... SIXTEEN ladies and SIX guys.
    can you find me? clue: i'm always right.

    the uniform group (UG) gang

    PW groupmates forever. we were all wearing some form of white =)
    PW would have been sucky if not for such wonderful groupmates.
    no quarrels. no fights. no backstabbing. no personal glory.
    us doing our favourite action.... go cougar go~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:42 am |

    Saturday, October 21, 2006

    ** i love church... **

    >>> fungi: but Lamerz gave me this blog what. haha. so must ask your permission first =) anyway, NOT ALL Lamerz like goong lor... peijun watch til she fell asleep!!! cos she watched from nowhere. ah haha. hit her! and gera also never watch. wilson? er... haha....


    yea~!! i'm back again.

    i am sooo happy that i am able to go to church today to praise and worship God. i thank all those who have been praying VERY hard for me like peijun and luwei. i really thank God for them. i mean, they've been so super encouraging. peijun even called me yesterday night to pray for me... aw... so sweet right? i'm so touched.

    i tried asking my sister to come to church today cos she does not have cca. she kinda agreed to come yesterday but today when i asked her again, her reply was "NO"! i was quite upset by it. as i was changing, i kept asking God why... God did not reply me. but i got the answer when i came to church...

    yesian came today and sat beside me during service. throughout the sermon, she kept asking me what pastor was talking about. i admit that at times we talked about things that were not related to the sermon but... haha. yesian has a short attention span so sometimes i think it's ok to talk about things other than the sermon, but not for too long. i tried my best to explain the stuff she asked to her. then, it struck me that if i brought my sister, either yesian or my sister would have felt left out~!! it's amazing how God works =)

    my sister promised that she's going to come during christmas. haha. yea~!!! the theme is retro. same as aj prom's theme this year. haha.

    i took a good look at kongsheng today in church. erm... that sentence sounds suggestive. ah haha. no no. don't get me wrong. peijun, don't get shuen to disciple me kay? =P i really REALLY find that kongsheng looks like shin!!!! gosh!!!

    shuen and i were VERY high during ice breakers when we talked about shin. ah haha. too bad andros went to malaysia. if not, i'm sure the three of us would have had a wonderful time talking about goong and kongsheng and shin. ah haha~!!!

    coming to church cannot be taken for granted....

    Man U vs Liverpool tomorrow in a crunch match. haha. Man U is going to win win win~~!!!! paul scholes will make his 500th appearance in a Man U jersey!!! oh gosh!!!! and rooney is set to make his 100th appearance for Man U~!! co0l! heh. aja aja fighting Man U~~!!!

    Dang shineum (2nd song on my player) is really super nice. it's the listen-until-can-cry type of song. haha. i suddenly felt like crying after listening to it... kay, it's just me...

    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:50 pm |

    ** hugx.... **

    yeewen sent me this...


    if i was in America, i would have signed that thing IMMEDIATELY....
    i love hugs...
    that's why i love to "*bao bao*" or "*hug hug*" when i send my smses. haha...
    hugs are so comforting and reassuring...

    but my preferred is still "ai ni~!" =P

    | Standing In The GAP @ 3:12 am |

    Friday, October 20, 2006

    ** new skin~!!! **

    oh yea~!

    i FINALLY changed my blog skin to goong~!

    enjoy =)

    i will revert back to the old one once the little helium (goong) ballon bursts.... don't worry lamerz!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:11 am |

    Monday, October 16, 2006

    ** random... **

    >>> grace: orh... okie. thx for ur info. hehe... =)


    sis watched the last episode of goong today and cried. she used one piece of tissue. i almost cried again la~!!! oh man... haha..

    and i just realised that my STM's REALLY bad. it's like i cannot even remember the right chronological oder of the major events that took place in goong. i had to bug my sister until she was soooo irritated with me. haha.

    i'm suffering from a bout of SERIOUS post-goong symdrome. i'm like sooo addicted to it le. the songs are super nice too =)

    and i find that shin looks like jj from a few angles. haha. i loooove goong... shin. chaegyung. yea~!

    the haze's back. irritating. drink more water people. stay indoors... watch goong =)


    my bestest budds from 17o5...

    sigh... must treasure everything we have. as what i always say, do not live for regrets....


    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:02 pm |

    Sunday, October 15, 2006

    ** *sobx* **

    >>> grace: im waiting for your news...
    >>> yeewen: haha. i thought what... 原来 is you change blog skin. good for you =) saranghae
    >>> james: haha. told you i am good le. finally got to show you my powers =) i slept at 6am (sunday morning) and woke up at 11am to continue to pia lor. keke. feel so proud of myself =) my stamina's improving... you go go jia you~!!! don't go play bball la. haze's back.


    dad's talking to me =) yea~!! thank God....

    ok...i rewatched the last episode of gong. and... i cried again~!!! haha. it's just me.

    and i feel that shin looks like kongsheng. or is it the other way round? haha. and the best part is that shuen agrees with me too~!!! keke... this is cool~!

    shin looks better when he is just acting cool - not smiling. he looks a little like bae yong jun when he smiles and that makes him look bad. haha. well, i'm not a bae fan.

    i was super high the WHOLE day. sorry to peijun, serkun, gera and yeewen cos i wasted a lot of their smses =P

    the slow song of goong - dang shineum - is NICE~!!! im hooked onto it le. it's playing on my phone, on the computer, in my head.... oh help...

    the helium balloon is slowly coming back to earth...


    "love, friends, family"

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:13 pm |

    ** TEARS LIKE THE RIVER... **

    so much has happened in the past few days...

    ping, elea, liz and i had our LAST meal at nyp. i doubt i will ever be stepping into that place ever again.

    farewell assembly... the skit put up by the math teachers was HILARIOUS. the encouragement videos created by the physics, chemistry and econs dept were touching.... man... i could have cried buckets. but somehow i managed to hold the tears til i got home. i think i am getting stronger =) miss yiak was so 细心. her prezzie was practical yet i could feel the warmth it brought. ms tan's prezzies were cute. what about pee and mr yong? forget about pee. mr yong... he gives me the ah gong feel. so i do not expect any prezzies from him. i mean, who in the world will demand something from an old man?

    had our class dinner at Riverside Indonesia Restaurant. man. it was great. just taking photos and stuff... and running all the way to the mrt station with lizzie... haha... sigh...

    the feeling of separation...

    church. i am so so glad that ah hau brought her that day. God rocks. one more addition. one more strength. one step closer to achieving our aim. i believe that nothing is impossible. for every impossibility is an opprtunity for Him. when i saw her cry, i cried with her as well. that kind of feeling... no one can ever remove that from me. i am really really thankful that God provided me the opportunity to run away from home to attend church. if i had not been there, i would not have witnessed my sister getting saved... the tears that i shed the moment i reached church was worth it. sylvester prayed for me and told me i did the right thing. i think so too. dad and i are not on talking terms right now. but i believe that things will change for the better. dayna came to church after all the prayers. i thank God for that. i also thank God for shuen's shoulder. it was so comforting. coming to church can NEVER be taken for granted.

    and i completed goong. it was really really really touching at the end. i like used 4 pieces of tissue to wipe all my tears during the last episode. it equalled my all time high record when i watched 天国的阶梯 (stairway to heaven). gosh... but to give it justice, it was kinda draggy. haha. i cried during the earlier episodes too... and i kept skipping the unimportant parts. man... chaegyung and leeshin are meant to be. yul is super irritating. i thought him to be more handsome that shin but now, i prefer shin more. not because of his looks but because of his character. haha. hyorin is so kiam pa. when will i find my shin goon?

    the show made me realise how important communication is. i mean, all the nonsense started because of a communication breakdown. sigh... guys should express themselves more and not just hide everything inside, pretending to be the hero. if they are a set, it would be best that they fight it together. yup. just giving my two cents worth. don't want to give too much info lest i get accused of being a spoiler =P

    and to james... aja aja fighting!! (eh, it's Full House's 口头禅). go go jia you~!!! you can do it de. 13 more episodes!!!

    i think after all the crying, im left with about 70% of the water content in my body...

    | Standing In The GAP @ 3:53 pm |

    Wednesday, October 11, 2006

    ** LAST TIE DAY **

    *winks at hann*

    i wore the AJ school tie for the LAST time in my entire life....



    Every man should marry.
    After all, happiness is not the only thing in life.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:48 pm |

    Monday, October 09, 2006

    ** LAST PE LESSON **

    >>> yeewen: i siam your *whack*. haha. i didn't go cos i was scared that the haze would come and irritate my throat. as you know, i have not fully recovered yet lehx... keke. i knew you missed me right? i miss u too *muack* =D


    pe today was fun~!! we (the girls) played monkey-frisbee with Jielun and Weibo. we (liz, ping, jol, joanna, shiwei, cali and i) kept ganging up to make Jielun and belinda the monkeys. haha. Jielun is ... he is so... aunty. the way he snatched the frisbee from the girls in order not to be the monkey was terrible. not gentlemanly at all... not long after, we (ping, jol and joanna espcially) learnt to snatch the frisbee with him. the girls naturally won. we beat Jielun hands down. and joanna invented the discus-frisbee throw. all i can is that we need practising. keke.

    oya~! i got hit right smack on the face by the oncoming frisbee during pe. haha. my cheeks hurt but it was for a fleeting moment. i am still as pretty =) keke. i still love playing frisbee...

    did i mention that the track was filled with bird shit, coupled with feathers? man. aj is overcrowded enough. now we even have to fight with the birds for space.... oh help...

    today's the LAST MONDAY of normal jc schooling day for me. it was also the LAST PE LESSON in my entire life. i assume that there would be no pe lessons in uni. oh man. i don't know how to feel.... let's hope that i will not put on weight...

    i waited ages for my gp consultation with ms tan. but she told me that she had to attend an urgent meeting and was unable to attend the consultation session. so poor me, who waited for 2hours in vain, dragged my tired body home.

    i should have ponned today. sigh... but yet again, if i had ponned, i would not have played frisbe. keke. think i should do a Cost-Benefit Analysis (think Econs and GP).


    I was born intelligent - education ruined me.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:31 pm |

    Sunday, October 08, 2006

    ** guilty... **

    >>> grace: oh. jiajie is the commander. haha. admin dept is the secretary right? who is the head of training and logistics? there's no deputy commander? hMm... PD is public duty right? haha. i'm losing touch with everything le. keke... when is bp shifting? as in the exact date. heh... maybe i'll go back. afterall it's a once in a lifetime thingy...


    i lost the necklace someone gave. dammit. i'm really upset. i dare not tell the person cos i think he/she'll be upset. argh.... how could i be SO careless... dammit.

    it's like back to the time when my whole shoebag got stolen. on top of the monetary value of everything's that inside, the sentimental value was too high a price for me to pay. it's the same in this case.

    oh help.... i'm feeling really really bad now....

    anyway, the haze cleared today. the psi reads 32 as of 2pm.



    top: today, 2pm.
    bottom: yesterday, 12.30am. the flats in the distance cannot be seen. even the lights are gone.


    Behind every successful man, there is a woman.
    And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:03 pm |

    Saturday, October 07, 2006

    ** bananas and mooncakes **

    >>> grace: orh orh... haha. how's st. john nowadays? who's in the committee now? die la. really VERY long never go back le. when is the day where bp will shift house arh? i feel like going. haha. i miss bp.....
    >>> james: haha. ok ok. i'll water parade myself de. keke. gimme my prezzie~!!!
    >>> yeewen: the guy in the video arh? haha. some nonsense guy lor... in AJ!!!! can die right?!?! keke. he looks perfectly normal in real person. dunno why he is doing such a thing....
    >>> cherie: oh my darling!!!!! haha. long time never tag me le hor? keke. VERY happy to see ur tag =) i also dunno wad the water will do. haha.


    church was cute today. they gave out bananas. haha. and shuen finished hers in a blink of an eye. rico, andros, peijun, dayna and i were eating it during discipleship time. when i asked shuen where hers was, she said that she had finished it. i really have no idea when that took place. cos before that was ice breakers and praise and worship and we had no time to eat the banana. oh man.... shuen's good. haha.

    and i seriously hope that dayna will NOT put the video she took of us (me, andros, luwei, rico, daryl, edwin, peijun and shuen) doing forfiet - us putting our nice butts to good use - on youtube or something.... throw face...

    and to james.... i really really wanted to apologised to you here de. as in put a BIG BIG "sorry". but now.... haha. but i've decided not to do so... at least tell me what you got for me even if u don't want to give it anymore ma.....

    oya~! and thank you luwei... for giving me the tigger pen. haha. it's really really sweet of you lor. keke. think peijun's very jealous. haha. she keep saying that the pen was "very cuteeee.....". keke. take care arh... don't let the haze get to you....

    it lights when i write =)

    my VERY messy files in the background.


    speaking of the haze, it is REALLY bad. i kept coughing. the psi hit the 150 mark at 9pm today. oh man... i really hope that school will stop. haha. then we'll have a chance to put the Class Emergency Evacuation Relay Calling System into good use. keke. anyway, i really have no idea who to call in such an event. oh no....

    yesterday was zhong qiu. haha. i had a good time.

    in school, elea, jol, ping, liz and i held our mini mid-autumn festival celebration. each of us brought some mooncake to school to share. haha. cute isn't it?! all thanks to ah ping.

    then after school, fungi, zhiwei, serkun, yeewen, geraldine and i went to sakura (bpp 2nd floor... i ALWAYS thought that that was a japanese restaurant until yesterday) to have dinner before going to peijun's house's downstairs' playground (direct translation from "佩君家楼下的 playground") to play with candles. haha. jiehau and his cousin, jason joined us too~! keke. quite happy that jiehau came cos i can spend more time with him rather than just saying "hi/bye" in school =)

    it was actually night time. about 9pm. don't know why it turned out to be so bright. haha.

    jason, ah hau, a boy boy (jie hau led the boy up. we do not know the boy at all. haha), zhiwei and serkun.

    we wanted to wait until peijun comes home from her leader's meeting but the meeting ended SUPER late. so, fungi, zhiwei, serkun and i left at around 10.10pm, leaving yeewen, gera, jie hau (aka kiat hau. yes, he is the kiat hau that caused an uproar within Lamerz last year. remember the classic video?! haha. too bad my phone got stolen. if not i'll surely upload on youtube de =P) and jason at the playground.

    i do not know what happened after that. all i knew was that when i called peijun at 10.56pm, peijun was at home with gera and jiehau (playing the guitar). yeewen went home. jason? it still remains a mystery. keke.

    One should love animals.
    They are so tasty.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:26 pm |

    Thursday, October 05, 2006

    ** ARGH... it's back **

    i spoke too soon...

    my fever is back. irritating. just when i thought that i am going to recover, i got to suffer a relapse. nonsense. oh help...

    sometimes, some people just say it best when they say nothing at all.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:26 pm |

    ** feeling better.. **

    >>> fungi, yeewen, cali (yeewen and cali say hi to each other *winks* =P), eLIZARDbeth, luwei: THANK YOU GIRLS & GUY.... i feel so loved by you all. *muacks* =D
    >>> grace: orh... this grace. i took you when you were in sec 1 la. not sec 2. keke. hihi!! long time no see! 2 years already~! gosh.... how time flies =) how did you find me anyway? keke.


    yea~!! i think i'm finally feeling better. i'm coughing less and there's less phlegm in me now. but i am still suffering from a runny nose. oya~! no more fever too =)
    haze, haze go away~!!! i cant stand the acrid smell in the air these days. it's really irritating my throat. argh.... RICO~!!! it's all your fault la *winks* ah haha...

    school's been really boring these days. it's either timed practice or going through prelim papers. and the timed practices are really killers. it really drained me of all my energy... i feel VERY tired after them. sigh...

    and so tomorrow's Mid-Autumn Festival and i am going to celebrate it with lamerz. haha. i am really looking forward to it. body, get up and F-I-G-H-T the viruses... get well soon so that i can go tomorrow.... jia you~!

    and gera sent me a lantern, a candle and a mooncake-shaped bookmark by snail mail. haha. that was so sweet of her.... thank you, dine =)

    yea~! my blog counter reads 419.

    If your father is a poor man,
    it is your fate but,
    if your father-in-law is a poor man,
    it's your stupidity.

    just for laughs....


    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:22 pm |

    Sunday, October 01, 2006

    ** ILL... **

    i have fallen sick.

    man i hate this feeling. i cant taste nor eat anything and i am forced to drink all sorts of bitter tea my mum cooked. oh help. i don't mind if the drinks are sweet... but the fact that they are bitter really puts me off.

    and i have been taking countless types of medinice for throat inflammation. oh help....

    i am not able to speak. think my voice box's torn apart. my sweet voice has left me, for the time being, i hope. shuen and luwei bullied me yesterday by recording my voice on their phone. they somehow forgot that they themselves are sick as well. i cant really taste anything nor smell anything now... oh help....

    jol called k box and it seemed as though we really got cheated on ah ping's birthday celebration. yuck.

    liverpool lost to bolton in their third consecutive away lost this season. haha. cool.

    and tomasz kusckak (Man U's 2nd choice gk) has the highest scoring scrabble name in the Premiership. haha. random.

    the Y.I. wedding's today. haha. so cute. on children's day. jia you le... the start of a journey together, forever... *smiles xin fu-ly*

    something to laugh about....



    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:34 pm |