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Sunday, September 20, 2009
** The Wedding **
Friday, September 18, 2009
** when will ever i RUN NUS? **
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sunday, September 06, 2009
I almost teared.
God used me tremendously today.
Ok. I’ve got to say this. I was super Super SUper SUPER upset when I learnt that I could not make it for missions this year. Really in anguish. But God told me something. And it was really a good learning point for me this year...
God told me to bless the people who will be going instead of sulking. He told me that by blessing others, a part of me will go with them as well. I was in absolute awe. I had this major paradigm shift from one of negativity to one full of blessings.
Yesterday, He reminded me about this little box sitting in this little corner of my house and told me to bless Boy A with it. I promptly did so. I don't know how it's gonna help, but I know it's gonna be of use when Boy A goes on missions!
This morning, God prompted me to bless Boy B. I was quite upset initially cos... It would mean that my piggy bank would deplete. I played tug-of-war with God and ultimately, I gave in. God won. After I came back from church, I prayed while bathing (lol. yea! it's cool! try it!), God reminded me about what He told me this morning. Ok! This is all or nothing, I thought. Just trust God. I did what I needed to do and informed Boy B. Boy B was so so stunned. The MSN window was filled with "I don't know what to say". Both parties (meaning Boy B and I) had nothing to say. We were just filled with awe. Awesome God. Really happy. I needed the money. I’m saving up for... ya. Those who know will know. But, I decided to bless Boy B and I felt this overwhelming joy after transferring the money. really so so happy. I don't feel the heartache of 'losing’ the money anymore. In fact, this joy consumed me. A joy not from the world.
Peijun mentioned during cell about her sponsoring her mei to go on MT the other time and the joy she felt. I’m experiencing the same joy she experienced the other time. It’s really really awesome. She’s really my dear sister. Our lives overlap so much!
I’m really in awe right now. If you are reading this, I really hope you will be encouraged too. God is so awesome! I am not sulking now. No longer exasperated with NUS’s earlied recess week (like why can’t our recess week be one week later like NTU's). No longer frustrated about the date of my last exam paper. Why? Cos I’m filled with joy. The joy of the Lord.
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Thursday, September 03, 2009