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(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
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    Tuesday, February 26, 2008

    ** PLASTERS **

    PLASTERS!

    friends are like plasters.

    they act as a shield,
    preventing more germs from entering and harming you further;

    they have antiseptic properties,
    showing love, care and concern,
    to heal you from the inside out;

    they are nude-coloured,
    you do not realise they are there until there is a wound;

    they are small and portable,
    they can be everywhere,
    but just a call and they'll be there.

    everyone needs plasters.

    Hansaplast!
    your trusted brand.

    protects,
    heals,
    supports!

    i thank all my handy plasters~!!!!


    Copyright © 2008 by SzeRn aka Xia0^tggeR

    All rights reserved. No part of this poem may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means-electronic, mechanical, digital, photocopy, recording, or any other-except for brief quotations in printed reviews, without the prior permission of SzeRn aka Xia0^tggeR.

    plaster:

    - esther
    - fungi
    - jaslyn
    - peijun
    - wilson
    - yeewen
    - zhiwei

    AI NI~!!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:12 am |

    Sunday, February 24, 2008

    girls, themselves, are scary creatures.

    girls, having PMS, are very scary creatures.

    girls, having a SERIOUS CASE of PMS, are extremely scary creatures.

    emo girls, having a SERIOUS CASE of PMS, are scarier scarier creatures.

    emo girls, having a SERIOUS CASE of PMS, and under spiritual attacks, are the scariest creatures.

    * * *

    i read this book. it's about sacrificing for the greater good of others, especially one's loved ones. i think it is quite true. the more you love those around you, the more you want the best for them. you would just go out of the way, even if it hurts or gives you much inconvenience, for them.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:14 pm |

    Saturday, February 23, 2008

    i wanna thank peijun for ending the whole "squabble" thingy at that inbox. it was quite saddening la. but... LET LOVE COVER~!!!!

    thanks jas... i know you brought it up. thanks for standing up for me... i think that's what TRUE SISTERS do for one another. thanks. ok. i just cried. so gan ren. just read your email. haha. don't worry la. i just needed to cry....

    xiao di will be flying off in a few moments time. sianx. one, i didn't pass the stuff to him. two, i'll miss him. i'll internet sms him, try to spam him. wahaha. three, i cannot go. four, he never return call =(

    i feel that people should not have double standards. like lower expectations for this particular person just because he / she is his / her friend, and set a higher standard for the rest. and i think those in the sky should examine themselves too. their words, behaviour, dressing. how can anyone's mouth be so evil? tame the tongue.

    oh no! no gossipping.

    no gossipping? hmm... then might as well shut down this blog. cos i don't want my private life to be exposed to others, to become a talking point, to STUMBLE others (ie. tempt them into gossipping). and i also don't want to type about things that will seem as though i am gossipping.

    IRRITATING.


    >>> luwei: i will NOT get distracted de la. lolx. xiao di will always be my xiao di. so cute. so concerned. heh.
    >>> jaslyn: haha. luwei always like that de la. xi guan jiu hao. keke. but i like the reminders la. means he still cares about his jie, right xiao di? lolx.
    >>> eunice: you do well can le. that is my greatest wish for you in your physical world.
    >>> peijun: gossips. oh wow! congrats. go find people who are free la. go enjoy. don't waste your chance.
    >>> fungi: ya, if i fa hua chi means i'm ok le. keke.
    >>> serkun: hurry book me lehx! i'm waiting for lamerz to book me but it never materialise. i'm always booked already. next week think fully booked again. wed, thu, sat CONFIRM out. sat night can only. hurry hurry!!! szern is fast-selling. lolx.
    >>> lizzie: i cannot blog about our dinner cos.... NO PHOTOS~!!! keke. nice meeting you once again =)
    >>> wilson: yup, recovered le. but a few days after recovering from stomach flu, i've contracted another type of illness - the common cold. crap man.
    >>> zhiwei: eh, i won TOTO. lolx. $4.50 only la. small small. did you win? haha. i bought together with my colleagues. wahaha....
    >>> yeewen: i eat here and there, still don't think NYNY very nice lehx.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:28 pm |

    Sunday, February 17, 2008

    ** 是我想太多 ! / ? **

    thanks lamerz. i feel loved.
    fungi, serkun, geraldine, wilson, yeewen, zhiwei, peijun...
    THANKS~!!!
    all your tags and smses to ask if i am ok... gan dong man~!!!
    i'm ok le la. really! =)
    see you guys soon.
    miss you all lor.
    so long never see le.
    lamerz deficiency.

    * * *

    sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
    the more i know, the more tiring it gets.
    can things return to the way it once was?
    i guess not.
    i shall have to live with it for the rest of my life, and at the same time, prevent others from getting hurt.

    * * *

    i will jian chi dao di.
    no where else.
    i will learn to live with it.

    * * *

    *whispers back to dear jaslyn* : let's not learn from false prophets. keke. i love you too~!!!

    * * *

    i spent valentine's day at home recuperating. HA! how interesting.

    * * *

    on a lighter note, i got a new friend at woodlands. haha. she's a year older than me. she's a PA also. so it's great cos we can alternate duties - means i need not give Q all day! i can go behind to pick and pack =) keke. so fun!!! i thank God for her. but if want to cut Q at the pharmacy, you may still do so. just tell the person giving Q (if it is not me at that time) that you want to see me. heh. kangyu might come. lolx. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Marsiling Primary schoolmate, BPGHS schoolmate then classmate. heh.

    * * *

    and there is a new, CUTE, HANDSOME doctor at the polyclinic~!!! *gushes*
    someone help me.
    i fa hua chi again. lolx.
    really super handsome. and he is just 6 years older than me. keke. so there is hope for me. keke. i can see yi si guang xian....reminds me of JJ! gei wo yi si guang xian, rang ni neng duo kan wo yi yan.... xi jie. i love JJ too!!! haha.
    o0ps...

    sorry for being immature, ya? HA!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:54 pm |

    Tuesday, February 12, 2008

    ** 14th February **

    i'm still at home. i'm still sick. i'm still suffering from the bout of stomach flu. CRAP~!!! when the virus is dormant, life's placid. i'm still myself. but when it strikes, oh man... crap.

    i just wanna thank those who tagged / SMS-ed / called / prayed for me. i really DO feel touched, ok? i really DO feel loved. thanks guys =)

    i don't think i will blog again anytime before / on Valentine's Day. so i shall post this article up as a pre-V day food for thought to all who are here. cheers!!!

    One girl's anti-Valentine sentiment
    Simran Panaech

    I will officially declare it now - I am anti-Valentine.

    After years of denying it, refusing to acknowledge it, I think it's time I officially said it to everyone - I hate Valentine's Day.

    Not because I'm a cynic, not because I'm unromantic, not because I'm single - I just disagree with the whole concept behind this day.

    It boils down to one simple thing - why must there be one allocated day to show your significant other your love? Shouldn't that happen every day?

    Yes, I know some of you may argue then why have a Mother's Day or Father's Day, for that matter. But I think that's different - parents should get a day for themselves. They did give us life after all, it's the least we can do!

    I believe Valentine's Day is an excuse for every business to jack up their prices. It is the one day in the year when it's too expensive to go out to eat or drink, too expensive to buy gifts, chocolates or flowers, too expensive to express something that should be conveyed all the time.

    Love between two people should not have an assigned day for expression. It also gives an excuse for a person to be lax all year and only perk up that one day to show that they are paying attention to their partner. It's also added pressure to live up to all the commerciality of the day and, frankly, it all seems rather forced.

    How many times have we heard of a woman yelling at her man because he did not deliver on Valentine's Day? How many stories have we heard that a woman gets upset that her boyfriend forgot this dreaded day?

    Ok, now I can hear you say maybe it's the woman's fault for having such high expectations. I mean, has anyone really heard of a man crying over the lack of gifts or love his lady friend did not give him on this day?

    So let me pronounce this loud and clear - I am a woman who is anti-Valentine.

    I remember one year when a guy I had a crush on walked past me on the street in our university campus and said "Happy Valentine's Day", only for me to give him a puzzled look. And when it dawned on me what he said, I mumbled the same in return.

    Rather embarrassing since the reply came quite a distance away. He couldn't quite figure out why I wasn't pleased with his greeting.

    A year later, when we were together as a couple, he knew better than to remind me of the day. He, of course, was extremely pleased he didn't have to splurge on anything to show me his love. He was also the envy of his friends who thought he was so lucky to have a girlfriend like me who didn't focus on the "importance" of this day. (This is a new idea !)

    We were a couple who always showed love to each other. The best thing about that is it's always a great surprise and it makes it all the more special as it happens on any regular day.

    But I will level with you on one thing. I did have two very bad Valentine's Days with another boyfriend and, even though I already had not liked the occasion that much before, I reckon the anti-Valentine sentiment cemented from then.

    Please don't think "oh, she had a bad one/ got ditched/ never had any admirers" as the reasons behind it. It's just that I can't warm to the fake lovey-dovey-ness of this puke-inducing day.

    So for those of you who agree with me, especially the women, here's my anti-Valentine mantra:
    February 14th is just February 14th. Have a great normal day!

    * * *

    here's another article by Suzanne Sng, dated 11 Feb 2oo8. i am a fan of her girltalk columns every Monday on The Straits Times (Life!). yea~!!!

    Valentine's Day? Bah!
    The last time I observed Valentine’s Day, I did it by dumping my then-boyfriend.

    Yes, call me a heartless b***h, but Feb 14 is just a normal day to me, and as good, or in this case, as bad, as any other for breaking up.

    It didn’t hurt that we both didn’t believe in celebrating what we referred to as “that pagan holiday”, even when we were madly in love.

    Now, I’m as much a romantic as any other female. I adore long walks on the beach at sunset and I would never turn down presents of roses, chocolates and other clichéd tokens of love.

    I draw the line, though, at candlelight dinners. I like to see what I’m eating, and preferable without singeing my eyebrows.

    But while poring over the Valentine’s Day special in Urban last week, purely for proof reading purposes since I’ve never paid such close attention to this sort of gift guides before, I found myself stifling gasps of horror every 10 seconds.

    Not only was there a V Day package for a candlelit dinner at the Night Safari, the meal was going to be served on a moving tram. The first thought that popped into my head was “fire hazard”. The second was “motion-sickness”. (So true !!!)

    Then I noticed the price - $450 per couple. It included a free flow of alcohol, so I presume you can quaff your money’s worth, but getting completely wasted kind of defeats the purpose of a romantic night out.

    But if I thought $450 was a wee bit exorbitant, I was wrong. It apparently is the market rate for packaged sweet nothings.

    A trip on the Singapore Flyer comes with only a glass of champagne each, no food except for a box of chocolates (so have your dinner beforehand), a rose posy and a goodie bag, and costs $390 for a half-hour ride.

    The capsule does come with themed décor, presumably featuring heart shapes and / or half naked cherubs, piped-in background music and – this is the part which made me shudder and cringe simultaneously – an LCD screen to display lovey dovey messages.

    Even if you are in the mood for some sweet lovin’ from the very conducive environment, you will have to behave because there will be nine other couples sharing your romantic moment in the same confined space.

    To ensure complete privacy, prepare to pat $3,990 to book the entire capsule.

    For a cheaper ride, how about booking a London cab which comes it’s very own violinist to serenade you?

    For $250, you are presented with three roses and will be ferried to anywhere your heart desires.

    Just make sure it’s not to a hospital’s A&E department from having your eye poked out by the violinist wielding a bow within the tight confines of the vehicle.
    (WAHAHA~!!!)

    Grudgingly, I have to admire these savvy and creative marketeers for knowing exactly how to package a concept as nebulous and deeply personal as romance.

    I’m not sure what it is about these special Valentine’s Day packages that makes me break out in hives – the opportunistic jacking up of prices for the day or the ridiculous gimmicks which make love a parody of itself.

    Perhaps I’ve become more cynical over the years, as the grand gestures of amour become even grander, and cheesier.

    I have nothing against couples who choose to sip champagne on a giant ferris wheel or ride in a cab with the strains of violin music in their ears, if they can afford it and it is truly meaningful to them.
    But what makes me weal on the knees is someone cleaning my house, doing my laundry and ironing and then cooking me a (non-candlelit) dinner. Hardly anyone’s idea of romantic, I’m sure.

    If I’m starting to sound like I’ve eaten some extremely sour grapes, let me assure you that I’m not some bitter old maid who had never been showered with Valentine’s days gifts.

    I was one presented wit an abnormally large plush toy dog. It put all the other stuffed animals and sheepish boyfriends I saw while lugging it around Orchard Road that Valentine’s Day to shame. I’m not kidding about its size – it took up an entire seat on the MRT ride home, much to my chagrin.

    Similarly, I’ve been embarrassed by a very pink gift box topped with the ubiquitous teddy bear branding a heart, large unwieldy bouquets which gave my arms a strenuous workout and enough Ferrero Rocher to make me hate the taste of it forever. (Hilarious !!!)

    To those who brought the above items for me to show you love, I did mean it when I said thank you. In fact, I mean it more now that I have finally woken up to their exorbitant prices on that one day a year. How can 36 roses cost $600?

    To put things in perspective, one of the best presents I have received cost nothing at all.

    It was scrawled on a yellow Post-It and said simply: “I got you nothing because that’s what you wanted. XXX”

    When someone knows you well enough to know you are not acting coy about not wanting to celebrate “that pagan holiday” and you are secure enough with each other that your relationship is not determined by that one day on the calendar, well, that is better than chocolates and flowers.

    Truly, the best present is that gift of your heart.

    And I do apologize if the next cliché I’m about to trot on out gives you an attack of hives – if you love someone, every day should be Valentine’s Day.

    AMEN !!! isn't it so true? these two articles reflect my view.

    what are your opinions on this issue? drop me a tag, ya?

    actually, i kinda thank God that Mr Osgodby was my form teacher ( English teacher as well). i also thank God that i took Literature, even if it is just elective. i learnt to appreciate the humour as well as light sarcasm in articles. i also learnt to sift out the ironies and paradoxes whenever i read such columns. i learnt to be discerning and have a mind of my own, rather than believing an article hook, line and sinker. of course, GP helped a bit.

    * * *

    The definitions of gossip:

    dictionary.com - idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal or private affairs of others: the endless gossip about Hollywood stars.

    merriam-webster - a: rumor or report of an intimate nature; b: a chatty talk

    webster's - (noun) Light informal conversation for social occasions.
    (verb) Wag one's tongue; speak about others and reveal secrets or intimacies

    oxford - casual conversation about other people

    therefore, according to the above defintions, if i have not met A for, let's say, 3 months, can i ask, "Hey! Do you know what's A been doing? i've not met her in ages!" and if this conversation continues, is it considered gossip [since gossip = casual conversation about other people (Oxford)]?

    i always thought that gossip means talking about someone BEHIND his / her back.

    now, i am taught that gossip = WHISPERING.

    it was until 5 minutes ago that i conducted my mini-research, that i realised what i thought, and what i was taught, are WRONG~!!!
    things are getting quite confusing now. so, what actually is gossipping?

    i just know that WHISPERING ISN'T GOSSIPPING. it's so totally wrong!

    once again, happy Valentine's Day.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:35 pm |

    Sunday, February 10, 2008

    ** take care, guys. **

    ok.

    im sick.

    CRAP~!!!!

    i want to go to marco's house~!!! i want to give him a surprise together with cell~!!!

    i want to see joey~!!!! i want to say my last goodbyes~!!!!

    i want to have steamboat with lamerz this CNY~!!! i want to see them~!!! it's been ages~!!!!

    but, i have to fall sick this CNY. sianx man.

    thank goodness it is not on chu1. at least i celebrated chu 1 and chu 2 happily and healthily. i thank God for that. heh....

    so many regrets this chu 3. sianx man....

    someone told me next year will be a better year. i hope so. haha.

    RARRRR~!!!! ARGH~!!!! so i am stuck at home now. updating my blog. bleah...

    really really really sorry marco, joey, lamerz, in this order of celebration yesterday. sobx.

    jia you le to all.

    don't fall sick.

    jaslyn told me a lot of people are sick. so sad. but i feel kinda comforted that i am not alone. i'll never walk alone. lolx. ok ok.... i cannot believe i said that. but that sentence just popped into my head. keke.

    wishing eunice baobei and daryl a speedy recovery as well.

    oh yes! daryl mentioned that he has a sun burn. NOT a sun tan. he just cannot get tanned. wahaha~!!! so cute lor~!!! just like me. i'll at most get a sun burn. i'll never get tanned. but it's ok. fair is good~!!!! =D

    i had my 2nd lou hey of this CNY just now.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 3:02 pm |

    Saturday, February 09, 2008

    ** more birthdays. **

    happy birthdays to wanxin and james chia.

    wanxin is such a sweet thing. haha. random.

    happy birthdays to:

    2 Feb: Ayron
    4 Feb: Hui Qian, Wei Hui, Gerry
    5 Feb: Wei Xuan, Alison
    6 Feb: Victor (i already wished you!)
    8 Feb: Min Si, Ching Hong

    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:11 am |

    Thursday, February 07, 2008

    ** xin nian kuai le **

    XIN NIAN KUAI LE~!!!!!

    gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ah! gong xi gong xi gong xi ni!

    tok tok tok qiang, tok tok tok qiang, tok tok tok qiang tok qiang tok tok qiang....

    qi ge long tong qiang tong qiang, shang jie qu bai nian....

    to all those who are reading this,

    HAVE A BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!

    i would like to thank:
    - weiting
    - dennis (looooong time no see)
    - shi hern (surprise!)
    - kaleen
    - mul
    - timothy chan (WOAH~!!!! surprised~!!!)
    - ka siang
    - BROTHER weijian
    - jaslyn (smiles)
    - wei jie
    - tracy (ha! weijie and tracy together. keke)
    - luwei xiaodi !!!
    - james
    - rebecca (ex-woodlands polyclinic)
    - peijunE
    - gera (lamer !!!)
    - wilson (this one a little inauspicious arh... black =P)
    - tini
    - serkun (i miss your lameness!!)
    - victor
    - ching hong
    - maggie
    ... for all the SMS greetings this CNY.

    i played mahjong with my family. we played for 3hours from 10.30pm to 1.30am and we've only played 1.5rounds. the feng always bu dong cos the banker kept winning (that's me and my dad =P). or we held on to each other's tiles til cannot game. this is a once in a year, healthy sport. no monetary incentives. and i am proud of that. YEA~!!!!

    it's amazing how ONE YEAR has passed. in a flitting of an eye... wo0sh~!!!

    xiao mei guo nian zhen gao xing,
    chuan shang xin xie chuan xin yi,
    chong tou dao jiao da ban hao,
    shang jie qu bai nian....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:40 pm |

    Wednesday, February 06, 2008

    half day today~!!!!

    o0oh... so so happy. lolx.

    went home and had reunion dinner at.... 4pm~!!! so early, right?

    so full...

    HAPPY BDAE VICTOR~!!!!

    it's the month again. the month where everyone is having their birthdays. where my sms will burst because of these people. lolx. joking la. but anyway, it's really CRAZY that almost everyday in February is someone's birthday. bleah.....

    i was doing a little bit more spring cleaning at home when i found these:

    seriously, i have NO idea what this was for, ok? it reads: Credits: Ng Sze Ern, Chia Pei Jun, Chen Yee Wen, Quak Ser Kun, Yip Fong Ee. 38/40. V. Gd. what in the world was it for? CME? i have only the credits page with me. the rest is still missing. what project did the 5 of us do together?! can you guys recall? (bottom) ticket stub of B.A.D. Concert in AJ Audi. OH CRAP~!!! come to think about it, why in the world did the manager of B.A.D. allow them to come to AJ? oh CRAP~!!! i almost died when i saw this ticket stub. so throw face..... bleah.

    wilson ng~!!! Mamma Mia~!!! haha~!!! yeewen, you went too, right? who went as well? dranice?!

    (background) my Marsiling Primary exercise book. don't laugh. i still have it with me. keke. i can still remember the school song~!!

    Marsiling, you are dear to us,

    Oh how we gaze with pride and joy,
    To a future bright, as we move along,
    Striving to work hard for our school.
    Marsiling, we love you so,
    You are here to lead us through.
    May we always be loyal,
    Tolerant and courteous too~!!!

    SERKUN~!!!! can you still remember this thing? the amazing race questions. lolx~!!!! we were at the National Stadium stop, remember? keke. i read it the other day and kept laughing to myself lor. Some of the questions were:

    1) Who does Ong Kun Kun's nickname originate from?
    2) What are the 2 animals on the cover page of the Bio textbook?
    3) Is Tan Kok Hua lame? Yes / No. Explain.
    4) What female group did zhiwei join recently?
    5) this is the ultimate: IS GRACE CHONG STABLE? Explain.
    6) Name a plate that knows how to sing Ai Qing Hai.
    7) What is Salim's sex? M / F
    8) What is the last cheng yu in the green cheng yu book?
    9) List 3 female-teacher-cum-girlfriend wilson has.

    The dumb things we did.

    and peijunE still remembers this... some bio peoject on making a leaflet about healthy lifestyle or something of that sort. keke... so lame, can?

    a PORTION of my food at sakae, where we treated joey cos she will be leaving for Australia for FIVE years. CRAP~!!!! sigh.... those present were: huishan, shuen, joey, myself, luwei, daryl and tim sim. AMAZINGLY, we met andros as well~!!! he was with his brother and was on his way for reunion dinner. even more AMAZINGLY, we met rico, who amazingly met andros (as in bu yue er tong) beforehand. cool, right?! so happy. haha.... what a coincidence. all the pictures we took are with joey. a little randomness: andros' bro is handsome ok? just no height only. haha. o0ps. *fa hua chi*

    *yum*yum* we collected money the fastest on that day. as in returned money to huishan after splitting joey's bill la. it was MUCH faster than normal saturday caterings. keke. so cool man~!!!

    and this is dear ann and i. we're the little misses. seriously, i really wore my name on my sleeve that day. in this case, wore my name across my shirt. i thought i left my ez link at Mac's when actually it was in my pocket all along~!!! WAHAHA~!!! o0ps... stm. scatterbrain. szern.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:37 pm |

    Sunday, February 03, 2008

    ** so tired..... **

    oh man. i am sooo tired. sooo sooo drained.. soo sooo worned out.

    yesterday on my way home on 187, i fell asleep la. from bukit batok all the way until marsiling. and today from admiralty, all the way to jurong east. and on 187 today, all the way back to marsiling. i seldom sleep on buses. even if i am very tired, i will just close my eyes. but really sleeping? w0w~!!! i even fell asleep even though i was in pain la. until someone had to wake me up by tapping gently on my shoulder. walao~!!!! so paiseh.

    and i've been eating very little the past 2 days. i ate like bread and McChicken student's meal the whole of yesterday only. and for today, i ate 2 chocolate balls with nuts inside and 3 small chunks of chocolate-covered pops and dinner which consists of rice, vege and prok rib soup (all in small portions). i am soooo goood. ha. i think this trend shall continue so that i can eat more during CNY. i shall eat an apple for lunch tomorrow. YEA~!!!

    oh mannnn...... i need more rest. last time i was still lamenting that i need more free time. now i want more REST. sigh....

    ok. i just wanna thank a few people here:

    - HENSON: for standing beside me while going downhill on Bukit Timah Hill once you knew that i am afraid of heights and rolling down the hill cos i was wearing sandals with NO grip at all. that was a SUPER gentlemanly act, ok? THANKS~!!!! i was very touched.... hmm.. think i shall praise you over at cell email. heh.

    - LUWEI: i dunno why i want to thank you... but.... haha! jia you le, xiao di! oh yes! i wanna thank you for being encouraging =)

    - PING GUANG: for asking the girls to go buy food first. keep it up!

    - SHUEN: WAHAHA~!!! for all the nonsense. and for understanding me. like whatever i share with you, you'll keep it a secret and will totally understand me.

    - JASLYN: for understanding me too~!! since the both of us are working, so we understand each other's situation more than the rest ba. like i totally understand how tired you are... and you will totally understand that i am dying... office politics, we can see, understand, and will encourage each other not to get involved. co0l~!!! you are also placed in my life to be my encourager =)

    - PEIJUN: this girl, i just wanna thank you for handling the case (you know which one) so well. i also know you are caught in the middle. but i cannot help you this time, because i also have a few things against her. my encourager and listening ear.

    - HUISHAN: ok. i love this girl a lot. i just cried yesterday while praying for her. i feel so relieved that things are taking a turn for the better. i shall not elaborate here cos i want to protect her privacy. but still, i thank God that she's so much better and that You touched her once again. THANK YOU, FATHER~!!! my disciple lehx...

    i will sleep early tonight....

    wilson is coming back soon~!!! YEA~!!!! home sweet home, friend~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:20 pm |

    Friday, February 01, 2008

    ** bye bye Hougang =( **

    and so, i left hougang... i left behind all the happy moments. i left behind all my friends... ARGH~!!! i just miss them all... all the friends, all the nonsense that we talked about, all the "fighting" against the older workers, even all the politics. haha.

    i miss u:
    - weiting (my dear attachment friend... i really thank God for u)
    - tracy (haha. hello kitty. WAHAHA~!!!)
    - fanny (thanks... really!!!)
    - jiaqi (smiles)
    - kaleen (you where got fat?! if you are, what about me?!)
    - xueling (you and your bf nonsense. pink. CAI FAN~!!!)
    - cindy (polka dots!)
    - lily
    - sharon
    - karen
    - linda
    - kamsiah
    - zaleha
    - uncle amran
    - uncle ahmat
    - uncle steven
    - margaret
    - miss sanisah (boss!)
    - salimah
    - dennis
    - samuel (stop making me feel dumb!)
    - suzanna

    and so i wrote them ALL cards.... even the unlovables. i put into practise what i learnt over the last weekend. speaking of which, i love my xiao di ! we are in the same situation. it's the chemistry that we share. jia you le xiao di~!!! we must encourage each other along! =)
    oh crap~!!! i just love kaleen. she bought wen nuan pai breakfast for me - FOC. my last breakfast at hougang... so sweet of her, right? i feel loved. sobx... i miss her... she is so pretty. seeing her just makes me feel prettier as well.. lolx. sorry guys, she is taken.
    this is the last box of buffer drug i packed over at hougang - Simvastatin 10mg, pack size 56 and 112. i think it will be completely empty by the end of tomorrow (saturday)...
    i decided to be lame and film the toilet over at hougang. heh... the cubicle that i filmed is my favourite. YEA~!!!


    and i had my first lou hei of the year... (actually, it should be "of this CNY". i only eat lou hei during this time of the year. keke). i lou-ed with my woodlands colleagues - ms tan, ms shanti (boss), tini, angie and cheryl. quite funny. and quite ex. but the food's nice... how i've missed it over at hougang. keke. just a random piece of news, the last lunch i had over at hougang was chicken rice. it's nice. it rhymes! keke.
    i cannot believe it! this year has been hectic for me. maybe because i rushed everyday during work, that's why i feel that everything is so rushed. on top of that, there were many activities going on, such that i'm FULLY BOOKED every weekend so far, this coming one included. thank goodness i bought a planner / organiser / whatever-you-call-it. i need to plan everything.

    i went to Chinatown with my mum last sunday. i have to comment on this - everything is getting more expensive~!!! all the CNY goodies are so super ex can?! and the quantity has been reduced by quite a lot also. oh man... this is it... inflation. and the clothes are like so ex can? i looked around and the nicer ones are more ex than the previous years'. the same brand of clothes increased so so much. sianx.... i like a $69.90 spaghetti dress. it's white with baby pink flowers. it looks so so sweet. but i cannot bear to part with my money. it's about 2 days' pay. so NO NO~!!! i'm saving money.... for missions =D YEA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    another busy weekend. might not have time to blog. sorry to my blog fan, fungi. jia you le to all~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 6:57 pm |