Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
~ ajc 1705 ~
~ ajc first aid club ~
~ alexandra ~
~ ann ~
~ calista ~
~ cherie ~
~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Thursday, August 30, 2007

    ** dead-ed **

    i just got scolded by my mum cos i didn't help my sister to think of a science fiction story. sianx man. what does she take me as? a wizkid? sci fi aint my cuppa tea man, cummon! do i look like the sci fi type? oh man. guess what's the title of my sis' essay? "Write a science fiction story." like how?!?!

    anyway, met my baobeii for tuition today. it was quite fun cos we talked a lot of nonsense as usual. then we saw adeline and sylvester and stephanie. scare eunice and i. haha. we both noticed syl cos of his shirt (BRIGHT YELLOW) then his face. wahaha!

    off to write the sci fi essay...

    1 hour later...

    OH CRAP!!!! my sis just came into the study room and told me that she was going to sleep. i "WHAT?!?!?!-ed" very loudly at her. then she explained that she will be going to hand up her sci fi essay during the holidays. oh CRAP!!! like... my foot. i was really rushing through the essay la!!! i was doing research online and scribbling the plot away on rough paper. do you know how hard it is to get my brain to working mode at 1230am on a weekday night? oh CRAP!!! my sister owes me many. ARGH~!!!!

    fyi, the story revolves around the male and female protagonists, whom i have yet to name, sir isaac newton, the law of gravity, and some old book. haha. passe story? cummon la, forgive me. for one, it's the best i could come up within such a short time. for two, i am a girl, like duh~!!! sci fi? i don't read up on them. the most i did was to watch movies of this genre... for three, my creative juices ain't that high (i think my apple juice is higher, ok, seriously, NOT FARNI~!!!).

    ok, im going to bed. crafting a sci fi story really really really killed lots of my brain cells. oh poor brain...

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:59 pm |

    Wednesday, August 29, 2007

    ** cummon blogger **

    i think blogger is a bit screwed up. i published my previous post (the one below) a loooong time ago yet it did not appear to me (it only appeared to me after i published this post). i think it appeared to yeewen and eliz already right? sigh... or is it just my com?! whatever...

    we finally had prayer meeting today. how i missed it. it had been oh hold for the past 3 weeks cos the poly people were having their exams. oh man... tim sim was there! heh. and before peijun arrived, huishan and i were the only girls. sad case i know. oh well. we are the roses amongst the thorns. haha!!!!

    anyway,

    >>> yeewen: yea~!!! you are gan dong! wahaha!!! happy me! lolx. you don't know how many smses serkun and i spent messaging each other on the bus to collaborate this "surprise" la. haha. it's quite funny cos we are so close yet so far. cant really talk to each other so must resort to using sms. heh. so many $0.05 spent lehx =P ya, i noe it is cai MIN you. i also don't know why it appeared cai ying you. lolx. when i generated the music player it was like that le. cant change. wahaha.
    >>> eliz: how could you hate keely!!?!??! haha. i think she's pretty =) pretty keely. it rhymes! haha!!

    {{ FERVENT PRAYER LIFE }}

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:52 pm |

    Monday, August 27, 2007

    ** 因为你 **

    >>> jol: er, called a few hospitals already. waiting for replies. but my NUS friend says there's some volunteery thing that can go to NUH la. the situation looks quite bright. haha. and im busy writing resumes to NHG and SingHealth la. hopefully i get a job related to the healthcare industry. keke. what about you? how's your cycling coming along? haha. know what? i cant cycle either =P lolx. high5~!
    >>> yeewen: i TAGGED =P haha.
    >>> fungi: how was your run? zhiwei mentioned he saw you before the run! haha. know wilson got the finishers' medal?! so cool right? haha. proud of him. heh. 为LaMeRz争光~!! heh.

    >>> peijun: haha. now that you can come for Sat lunches, i think i shall remove the post already. keke.
    >>> wilson: YALA~!! your "class get into your CME groups" really... classic too. haha. aiyah. almost everything in 2o2 is classic la. we still mention you and EE at times too. lolx.
    >>> YW, Fungi, PJ, Wilson: ya, i suddenly felt a STRONG sense of nostalgia while typing the 2o2 stuff. i almost cried lor. cos... im really reminiscing the times. sigh sigh... still remember 202'2002 20:02? haha! we lived that moment. all the smses sent to remind one another to breathe during that brief moment cos it belonged to us? heh!! any nice o2 stuff to share?
    >>> mei: STUPID GIRL~!!! come and mess my blog. you better behave yourself or i'll show the world your passport photo. i'll post it. i'll mass send all my friends! and stop scaring me out from no where. very fun meh!??!? lolx.

    and so the winner of Campus SuperStar 2 (CSS2) is out... shawn tok.

    ok la. no comments.

    actually have la.

    he sang really badly on saturday.

    my poor keely.

    gossips:

    YES!!!! keely and javin hugged~!!!! did you guys spot it? oh man.... this is so scary la! are they really together? all along i thought it was rumours la. but after this, i doubt so. oh man~!!!

    i think javin and zijie are quite cute. zijie cos of his small eyes - my weakness. heh. and javin? dunno. just like him. haha. not cos i like keely and keely likes javin that's why i like him ok? zhiwei likes javin too. wahaha... and so my prediction came true, keely the female champion; shawn, the male champion and shawn the overall champion. haha. im psychic! lolx. lame.

    anyway, i've changed my player. look at the songs, the title got "因为你" or the english version, "because of you". haha!! the 我可以 at the end also got "只因为你" what. haha. the last song is just a random song. i just like it. heh. know any songs whose title contains "因为你" too? please drop a tag. thanks =)

    God Bless.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:59 pm |

    Saturday, August 25, 2007

    ** 2o2 **

    my 202nd post shall be dedicated to pei june.

    dearest pei june,
    i WILL MISS YOU during saturday lunches.
    i seriously will.
    zhen de.
    cross my heart.
    means we'll talk to each other less already.
    sigh.
    nevermind.
    i shall call EVERY NIGHT to haunt you.
    wahaha.
    take care while doing your attachment k?
    i will be praying for you.
    that your superior will not make things tough for you although she is fungi's best friend.
    please remember to wear gloves if required.
    and please dont go around scaring the Nissi 2 girls ok?
    that is like so mean la.
    don't go there and dio cancer hor.
    keke.
    PLEASE UPLOAD ALL THE PHOTOS (fireworks and cell) BEFORE GOING FOR ATTACHMENT~!!!
    i really will miss you.
    lunches with one girl less really means a LOT.
    and it is like one of the very rare times that you are not there early.
    since majority of cell so free, we might organise an outing to visit you someday.
    wahaha~!!!!
    waaaa.......
    sadded.
    you are treasured.
    i love you.

    szern


    P.S. i'm NOT a les.
    P.S.S. i still miss 2o2 after soooo long.

    (8) 02, doing that thing we do,
    Iciclez so cool we all feel so good,
    ever looking so cool. (8) <---- is it correct? sound a lil wrong.

    nevertheless, i think my sec2 year is still one of the most *w0w-ed* ones in my 19 years. the cheering com is the MOST 难忘 event la!! i still have my Iciclez shirt. yeewen, yours become 擦脚布 already, right? heh. still remember Mr Quek and all his E Math rubbish? just let us do the questions then go up to the whiteboard to present without really teaching? and Mrs Angeline Wong. Bio. oh man! give us all the unimportant information that was so redundant during exams. Miss Eu, we love you! Chem became so interesting all of a sudden. Mrs EE (中)... and wilson (發). And this is a classic, Mrs Toh and her B-O-R-I-N-G CME. "Class, get into your CME groups!" it followed us from Sec1 to Sec2 thanks to wilson. and and~~~ Mrs Toh and her zipper!!!! wahaha... oh CRAP. and yes, it is the year fungi and i scolded each other cos of weikang's chinese paper getting "lost" at yikuang's desk. dumb! Animal Farm presentation. i'm Molly =P

    these memories will last a lifetime.

    o2, o2 我愛你~!!!

    ** zhenning isn't the female champion. i can still blog. thank goodness. heh

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:25 pm |

    Friday, August 24, 2007

    ** 换焕爱 **

    yea~! im back to blog. haha.


    im currently watching this 偶像剧, 换换爱 (Why Why Love). don't ask me why the name is so dumb. Why Why Name-So-Dumb?! ok. not farni at all.




    Summary: Tong Jia Di needs a life besides work, paying down family debt, and more work. So her best friend Jiang Xiao Nan sneaks in a “Love” coupon in Jia Di’s raffle box praying that the lucky guy who draws it will sweep Jia Di off her feet. As it so happens, Huo Yan, the compassionate manager Jia Di has secret crush on, is the lucky guy. But, tho' the prince can exchange the coupon for Cinderella’s love, it doesn’t mean he will, especially when his devilish younger brother is determined to exchange his “Master/Angel” coupon for her servitude. --DramaWiki

    Cast: Rainie Yang as Tong Jia Di
    Mike He as Huo Da
    Kingone (seriously, i didn't know this is 王传一's name) as Huo Yan

    yupyup, it is the original cast of 恶魔在身边~!!! hehe. i love. i like. and so, after the first few minutes into the show, i'm already hooked onto it! man, this i must say, 贺军翔 is sooooo handsome lehx... oh man. help me...

    *flowers dropping in the background*
    *snowflakes falling onto the ground*
    *heart-shaped eyes*

    yes. this is it! suspect no longer!

    szern 发花痴了~!!!

    sigh... what can i say?! it's an 偶像剧 what... girls are supposed to go gaga over the guys while the guys are supposed to drool over the girls. haha. speaking of which, Rainie is sooo cute can? oh man. i just feel like running over (as in, into my com screen) to hug her and protect her. oh man. ok ok, let's get this right, i'm STRAIGHT. not a bi. hor... pls pls... must get this point. if im a guy i'll like rainie la. sigh...

    Campus superstar finals will be TOMORROW. i predict, the female winner will be KEELY where as the male winner will be shawn. i want the overall winner to be KEELY lehx... but based on popularity, i think shawn might get it. alamak! go keely go~!!! i tell you, if that zhenning is the female champion, i'll NOT BLOG for a WEEK. stupid man. i bet my last dollar she is going to shake her butt tomorrow again. walao... fyi, rumours are that daren (superstar2) and keely both are interested in each other! oh man! great pair! i will 成全 them. YEA~!!!

    and i finally managed to gather enough courage to read the sports pages le. i've not been reading the sports section of the papers since last sunday. today, today, i flipped to the sports pages... i'm recovering. slowly. sigh.

    and so, there is church tomorroW!!! finally!!! the poly people have ended their exams!! YEA~!!! happy for them. haha.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:42 pm |

    Thursday, August 23, 2007

    ** random **

    w0w. loads of people are going to the zoo zoo zoo, how about you you you??? it's really amazing. the more i find out, the more awestruck i am. and i used to think that the zoo was a boring place. oh well. times have changed. it is a fun place to be. wahaha....

    some photos taken while i was at the zoo together with fungi, wilson and peijun:


    where's wilson? he's behind us =P


    nice photo. nice place. nice people =P


    ok, me just being lame, as usual.


    wahaha. 自恋. seriously, i feel like a jap. heh. FEEL.

    and so, on 23rd August 2007, i blogged my 200th post!!!!

    szern would like to take this opportunity to thank:

    1) my number 1 blog fan, Fungi,
    2) Lamerz for creating this blog for me for my 18th birthday last year,
    3) people who have been coming over occasionally.

    Thanks =D

    May God bless you all.

    so let me random a bit:

    I. i kinda miss the sun. i feel like an ang moh living in alaska. i want the sun to shine for a few hours overhead so that my clothes will dry. ok. i think i sound auntie here. haha. what to do? my aspiration. lolx. embrace the sun!

    II. haha + umm!! = hum!!! haha. nice and crunchy. i like.

    III. 348 days to my next birthday. oh man. that seems so long. i want it to come, yet i dont want it to come. the big TWO. in 348 days and i'll wave teenagehood a big goodbye. oh man. im sure fungi is feeling much worse.

    IV. beard papa cream puffs rock!

    V. i seriously, detest smokers. my neighbour (either staying directly above or below me) smokes. the cigarette smoke really chokes me. i'm quite certain he's a marlboro. oh man. my poor lungs!

    VI. please visit http://www.therainforestsite.com/ daily. just a click will play a part in conserving our rainforests. please click on the other links too like animal rescue, hunger etc. please help others. 祝别人为快乐之本.

    VII. thank You for the cross, my friend.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 3:37 pm |

    Sunday, August 19, 2007

    ** amazing grace **

    don't you ever dare mention anything about it to me.
    i am just so upset right now.
    for a moment, i felt really really empty.
    no one to turn to.
    then i started to pray.
    and i felt really much better.
    though i still feel sad.
    but i still had the strength to move on.
    i am really upset.
    my heart really aches.
    just as i said in my previous post, if i can get so upset, as if the whole world has stopped moving, over soccer, how much more affected will i get if i see things through God's eyes?
    break my heart for what breaks Yours.
    indeed.
    my Father is in so much pain and heartache.
    I'm sorry, Papa.
    i really am.
    thanks for Your grace and mercy.
    as i walk from nothing to eternity.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:18 pm |

    ** 烟火的季节 **

    >>> fungi & yeewen: haha. this is so lame la. i cant believe blog patrol has shortchanged me of so many page views. sigh.
    >>> yeewen: haha. you quite heng wor. official blog patrol 1o0oth and 20o0th visitor. keke. prezzie arh? er... haha =PpP

    anyway, yesterday at church was a really cool affair. i am a Lily =P

    Ole Ole Ole
    Jesus
    Jesus

    Praise Him
    All the earth
    Praise Him

    i like the part where i was able to jump really high and give my all to God. it was better than celebrating after a Man Utd victory. just as i was jumping, God convicted me that that was how i should be praising God - with all my heart, soul and mind. if soccer means life and death, turning friends into enemies, strangers into buddies, how much more should God mean in my life? 晴天霹雳. really. it really hit me hard!

    ice breakers was really... FARNI~!!! andros la! our 开心果. really made all of us laugh.

    "what's before 20?"
    "19~!!!!!"
    "okay~!!!!"
    "WHERE?!?!?!"

    we took cell photo too cos everyone was present =)

    also, nissi 3 had combined praise and worship. i think it was really cool. haha. everyone 济济一堂. all cramped up and praising God all together. heh. nissi 3 is as strong as the weakest link. and to peijun, "don't be a chicken" =PpP

    then, peijun and i scurried off to meet Lamerz at CityLink's NYNY. we had our dinner and hurried off to catch the fireworks. we got ourselves a not-very-ideal-place behind the esplanade bridge. but thank goodness, we were still able to catch the view. Saturday's fireworks was from China. Made in China. remember not to put anything into your mouth. the dye might be poisionous. the fireworks might contain cardboard. the quality might not be too good either. expect some blurry images.

    the thing started at like... 9.20++pm?? although it was stated on the papers that it would start at 9pm. oh well. Made In China what. what can we expect? as i went for the fireworks display on Friday, Lamerz (namely starting from the eldest, fungi, serkun, wilson, yeewen, zhiwei and peijun) kept asking me where the best spot was etc etc etc. i think it's really cool to have watched both fireworks displays. haha. that's besides the point. fungi, wilson, yeewen, peijun and i whipped out our cameras (er... peijun was the onli one with the camera) and phones and waited patiently for the fireworks display...

    here are some of the nicer photos i took. the quality aint too good cos i used the multi-shot feature. i was taking videos most of the time. must 靠 peijun for the nicer photos already. oh! i have to mention this. peijun was a little lousy la. her camera ran out of battery midway through the display. sigh... oh! did i mention that her phone also "low batt"? sigh... *shakes head* =P


    the videos shall be posted in a while after i do my editing. haha.

    personally, i prefer the Spain display (Friday's ) cos of the varitey. they had the heart-shaped and Jupiter-shaped fireworks!! it was really cute. they also had the "waterfall" fieworks. i like! they had LAVENDER coloured fireworks too~!!! haha. my fave colour! and maybe because i got a better spot. China's (saturday's) was a tad boring (think a distorted flower and a heart that looks like a lump in the middle of no where). also, the interval between China's different fireworks was soooo long~!!! but i gotta give credit to China for the shimmerings and the wider variety of colours.

    after it ended, we had to sqeeze from the other side of the Esplanade Bridge all the way to the Esplanade bus stop. this time, the credit goes to ZHIWEI~!!! he made himself useful this time round. haha. he brought the rest of us (who were already in a beeline) through the multitudes of people. it was quite funny cos i think it was one of the VERY FEW times where Lamerz girls held hands. heh. it's a VERY normal thing for hugs and holding of hands between the SAME gender in church. but somehow, i seldom do it with lamerz's (girls)! haha. cute!

    as i was saying, zhiwei was really good man! he brought us to 川街走巷. as in he weaved his way through the oncoming crowd. we were going against the crowd so things were a little difficult for us. but with zhiwei, he zoomed here and whoosed there and the rest of us followed suit. our "link" broke several times. but still, it was really fun! haha. i was laughing and screaming away. i realised something: the guys were quite gentlemanly. they 包头包尾 and let us girls to be together in the middle. i didn't realise it until i was blogging. heh.

    in a while, we were out of the crowd! zhiwei brought us to 川街走巷 again and we arrived at the Explanade bus stop. so nice, 171 came not long after we arrived. and then, still so nice, the bus stopped right in front of us. then, still still so so nice, all 7 of us had places to sit. and still still so so sooo nice, we were almost sitting together. haha! thank God.

    on the bus, serkun and i were messaging each other about doing something to surprise yeewen. in the end peijun thought of what to write, i typed the message out and messaged serkun for approval. the green light went up and serkun messaged the rest of the people (fungi, wilson, zhiwei, peijun). and we all mass sent yeewen the same message! wahaha! i think we are so lame. really cant stand what we did. but it was FUN~!!! times with lamerz are just unforgetable. heh. really very 难忘. all the squeezing and shoving and zhiwei leading all of us... wahaha.

    and so to zhiwei: THANKS~!!!!

    it was the first time i took 171 from Esplanade ALL THE WAY back to Yishun. crazy ride. but i managed to catch some sleep on board the bus cos i was really really exhausted after a whole day's activites (esp. the 人济人 part). fungi, serkun, zhiwei and yeewen went to wilson's house to stayover while peijun and i both went back to our respective homes.

    once again yeewen,
    HAPPY 19th~!!!
    hope you like the celebration and the prezzie =)

    (8) 牵你的手去感觉烟火最迷人的季节
    照亮幸福的瞬间好让我们看得更远
    牵你的手去感觉烟火最迷人的季节
    点亮生命的一切
    绽放我们的喜悦
    在爱你的每一天 (8)

    so passe.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 3:45 pm |

    Friday, August 17, 2007

    ** 左边 **

    ** ATTENTION **

    dear blog reader,

    please take the effort to scroll down to below the tagboard to check the page counter.

    if you are REALLY the 2,000th visitor as the counter displays, kindly identify yourself by leaving a tag on my tagboard.

    thanks a million =)


    >>> fungi: man. haha. i thought you were scolding the 4 letter F word too!! haha. what were you scolding? i tell you a secret: i love a 4 letter S word. guess what it is. haha. i will reveal it soon. lolx. random. keke.
    >>> yeewen, fungi, james: ok, seriously, i don't really know what is happening to blog patrol ok? i mean, all 1998? that's crap. haha. i'm 1999 la. hMm... so, since yeewen is 1998, fungi should be 1999 and james should be 2000, right? then i'm 2001. haha. so lame. blog patrol siao diao le.
    >>> yeewen: don't be so sad la. i still remember, you are my 1000th visitor =D wahaha. anyway, the AUDIENCE blind la. all those dumb guys who love booty-shaking zhenning keep voting for her la. plus she's from RGS wor. all the alumni and nonsense will still vote her in what. sigh... the dark side of the competition.
    >>> yeewen, fungi, james: so nice to be talking to my 10o0th visitor, my blog fan and my 2o0oth visitor respectively all at the same time. wahaha...


    daryl made a big boo boo yesterday that made peijun almost shed her tears and made my tummy much flatter (i was laughing like mad). i shall not elaborate much la. but... yup. haha.

    i love peijun.

    go go nissi - peijun people who are having exams

    go go nissi - peijun people who are in sec school

    go go nissi - peijun people who are working

    go go lamerz girls who are starting school/have already started school

    go go lamerz guys in NS/PA

    go go 17o5 people who are starting school/have already started school

    go go jol. we can 熬过 this together.

    seriously. i wanna go to school. i want to experience all those examing woes again. sigh.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:43 pm |

    Wednesday, August 15, 2007

    ** 爱你不是爱给别人看 **

    ** ATTENTION **

    dear blog reader,

    please take the effort to scroll down to below the tagboard to check the page counter.

    if you are the 2,000th visitor, kindly identify yourself by leaving a tag on my tagboard.

    thanks a million =)


    >>> luwei: haha. YA! u actually remembered some E math! haha. congrats! means u actually learnt something from sec school. heh. side side side. so lame la!
    >>> jol: YES! DEFINITELY! soccer is more than just seeing handsome guys running about on the field chasing a black and white ball. handsome guys just adds more incentive to watch the game. wahaha... it's not too late to get hooked to soccer you know? cummon, join Man Utd =P wahaha...

    after watching camous superstar on monday, i suddenly got very nostalgic. it all happened because of this song (老歌回忆):

    爱你不是爱给别人看 - 叶良俊

    也许下次 见面的时候歌
    心中会有一丝茫然恍若隔世
    毕竟我们 从不曾分别那么久
    月光正明亮把我们分隔两方

    *每次相爱 我总不设防
    无能为力面对任何谣言和中伤
    你去回想 过去我对你怎么样
    让你去猜疑是我最大的遗憾

    #冷冷夜色总是教人彷徨
    我不相信那是因为太孤单
    爱情世界可以是很简单
    我不相信相爱下场是如此荒凉

    + 我爱你 不是爱给别人看
    何必去管别人怎么讲 
    别让世界教你迷惘 
    我爱你 不是爱给别人看 
    何必去猜别人怎么想 
    在你心中留个地方 
    容许我坚持向你证明 
    爱真的可以地老天荒 

    重唱 *,#,+,+,+

    爱你不是不是爱给别人看

    keely really did EXCEEDINGLY well (think EE = Exceed Expectations = PW... !$&$#*%%*). i almost cried while listening to her performance la. haha. and my marcus is gone. so sad. for once, i think boy boy should have been out. haha. the cute element has worn thin. sooo sad. ans that stupid zhenning isn't out yet. for goodness sake, she cant sing. get her out of the competition man! wasting time and resources. so what if she knows how to shake her butt? sigh. guys.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:48 pm |

    Sunday, August 12, 2007

    ** yes~!!! **

    Hallelujah~!!!
    The English Premier League is back.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:39 am |

    Monday, August 06, 2007

    ** 祝我生日快乐... **

    生日快乐,我对自己说...

    nice cake. nice day. nice birthday person =P
    SzeRn's Strawberry Sweetheart

    SzeRn thanks those who wished her a happy 19th...
    You know who you are...
    You, that's right, YOU~!!!
    THANKS~!! =D

    it's my last teenage year.
    somehow there are mixed feelings inside of me.
    one part, i don't wanna grow up. to face the problems of life. to be exposed to politics and money issues... 我不想,我不想,不想长大。
    another part, i have to grow up in order to get married...
    矛盾.

    this blog is one year old.
    once again, thanks lamerz =)
    感激不尽.

    今天是我的生日
    让你为我唱一首歌
    陪我度过美丽的时刻
    播不停的音乐
    唱不完的好歌
    933醉心频道祝我生日快乐
    祝我生日快乐
    祝我生日快乐
    祝我生日快乐
    祝我生日快乐~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:59 pm |

    Sunday, August 05, 2007

    ** thanks nissi peijun **

    THANK YOU, NISSI - PEIJUN~!!!!!

    thank you, sister wanping for ganging up with cell to scare me.
    thank you, rosalind for ganging up with sis wanping to "talk" to me.
    thank you, peijun for bringing me to church and cell.
    thank you, shuen for being my discipler and praying for me daily. i really learnt a LOT from you.
    thank you, huishan for suggesting to hide my slippers above the speakers.
    thank you, jaslyn for being such a sweet sister whom i can talk to.
    thank you, bel for hugs.
    thank you, joey, for coming back to church~!! goodness. this is GREAT~!!!
    thank you, luwei xiao di for organising things. 辛苦你了. i really appreciate it. 真的.
    thank you, timmy chan ah di for buying the TIGGER cake.
    thank you, daryl for helping me 鼎 the smashing of the cake on the face.
    thank you, joshua for going to buy the 旺仔小馒头 and milk.
    thank you, andros di di for bluffing me about almost EVERYTHING. thanks arh... keke.
    thank you, pingguang for putting my slippers above the speaker and taking it down for me eventually.
    thank you, tim sim da di for staying to sing me the birthday song before leaving.
    thank you, bryan for singing my birthday song.
    thank you, henson for all those lame lame stuff that make me wanna pull my hair out.

    I REALLY FEEL LOVED BY ALL OF YOU~!!!!

    ok. lemme describe what happened during cell yesterday.

    we went to the basement as usual. then after settling down, we were supposed to introduce ourselves to minglong. as my turn came, SIS WP came into the room and requested to see me. i was like "oh my gosh~!!!! what did i do wrong this time round??? she saw me holding a butch's hand? she saw me smoking outside? she saw me queuing up to get a tatoo?? WHAT?!?!?!" (** disclaimer: i did NONE of that sort!!!!) my heart was beating so fast until i felt it was going to jump out of my mouth.

    then she brought me up and talked to rosalind privately for a while. i was like... this is getting suspicious. then rosalind came out and talked to me about nursing stuff. i was... oh ok. sis wp is good la. so nice. so 热心 in helping me solve my problem. keke. as i was talking to rosalind, sis wp kept disappearing to answer calls/reply smses. i thought nothing of it. until i saw SHUEN and LUWEI TWICE. alamak~! i went... hMm... this IS suspicious. they going to something for me la. i know it sounds bhb but... haha. ya. =P

    then after talking, sis wp asked me to go back. she even accompanied me back la. i was like... wah... comfirm got thing going on. this is so suspicious. haha. then, when sis wp opened the door.... **TADAH~!!!** whole cell sung birthday song and gave me 旺仔小馒头 and choc milk. i don't know if it is coincidence or they really know but... choc milk is THE ONLY type of milk that i drink. wahaha... so happy =) yup yup. i was soooo 感动.

    then the usual stuff, ice breakers and praise and worship and offerings. lemme elaborate on ice breakers. haha. henson and luwei and really dumb can? so so cute la. we played blow wind blow. both of them, when it was their turn, stood there and said the blow wind blow sentence and continued standing there like a statue instead of scrambling for a seat. ALAMAK~!!! i laughed until i cried, as usual. haha. so funny~!!! huishan even better. she said "blow wind blow, blow those that never pangsai." no one moved. she blow for nothing la~!!! then we all laughed at her. then she tried again. i thought that she learnt her mistake. but it turned out otherwise. she went "blow wind blow, blow those never shit." we were like... HUISHAN~!!!!!! i continued to cry. joey laughed until tim chan commented "she very scary". lolx. so cute.

    yes, then it was DINNER. peijun and i got scared by someone. it's ok. we are nice people. we forgave the person. 我们大人有大量 =P throughout dinner, i kept expecting a cake. cos shuen blurted it out THREE times. wahahahahahha.... my darling shuen. so so so blur can? my discipler. lolx. =D if you think im blur, sorry. *points finger to shuen* =PpP

    so as expected, the cake came out. when i saw the cake design, i was soooooo happy =D TIGGER cake~!!!! wahahahahahahahahhaha. wahahahahahhaha. ahahhahahahahah.wahahahahahah. i've liked tigger for soooo many years and this is the FIRST time i am having a TIGGER birthday cake. wahahahahahhaha. overjoyed. excited. touched. high.


    one year ago... look at henson =P

    i had cake smeared on some parts of my face thanks to huishan. but nevermind la. be sporting a bit. lolx. one year once onli. heh. shuen prayed for me on behalf of the cell. thanks dearie =D then as i was cutting the cake, cell screamed/shouted. cos i was cutting the head of tigger. wahaha. they are sooo cute can? haha. and i ended up serving the cake. wahaha. as usual. so cute. it really came to pass that i had to serve the cake on my bdae celebration. it's ok la. keke. i don't mind. really. i think it is a joy to serve the cake. wahaha. silly, it sounds. but it is true.

    and so luwei and shuen smashed the cake up daryl's face. wahaha. it was a funny scene la. the cake dropped on some not-very-nice places. wahaha.... ya... daryl said that he could smell the cake although he washed himself clean cos shu stuffed the cake up his face and into his nostrils. wahaha. poor thing... so funny. oh man man man....

    yup. for all the good times spent,
    CHEERS NISSI PEIJUN~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:14 pm |

    Friday, August 03, 2007

    ** my week... **

    im sorry to my dearest fungi... my blog fan... sorry for not updating... miahnae...

    this week at a glance....


    Monday
    i slacked the day away. i forgot what i did actually. STM. sigh. this is bad la... i only remembered that i got out of the house at night.
    Tuesday
    i went down town to have lunch then go home again. lame i know... but, it's those days where i don't mind too be alone.
    Wednesday
    i crashed huishan's class... NYP. the place that was so near AJ last time.. as i alighted at yio chu kang, i had that gloomy feel. it's the AJ syndrome that eliz, elea and i so really love to hate. yio chu kang, i hope not to alight there ever again. serious. i shall not comment on huishan's classmates. i shall comment about the Free Access Labs. the monitor screens are Samsung~!!! w0o h0o~!!! Samsung rocks~!!! keke... and it's flat screen. however, the school blocked the students from accessing youtube. the Free Access Labs look quite cool. it gave me the laboratory feel. really a LAB. if you get what i mean... the place where peijun killed her rat? ya, those labs. AJ’s?!!?!?! FORGET ABOUT IT~!!! it's like comparing heaven and earth. green tea with jasmine is nice. kay, lame.


    zhiwei booked out to see a specialist. and so i SMSed him to keep him company lor. i was quite worried la. what if it is something serious? so scary... but thank God it wasn't.

    then huishan and i went for prayer meeting. it was quite fun cos i got to see cell mates once again. times with them area always fun and w0o la laaa~!!! haha. lame. henson as usual made all those lame-until-i-want-to-pull-my-hair-out kind of jokes. ARGH~!!!! keke. so farni...


    Thurday
    i went to popular sales @ expo. i asked cell what they wanted to buy out of GOODWILL. in the end, i got bombed by peijun, shuen and andros. they called me auntie. sooooo sad la~!!! andros was the worst~!!! he called me "Aunty Mary". as if aunty wasn't enough. ARGH~!! but never mind, i shall choose to forgive my di di =P lolx.

    speaking of the sales, it was LAME ok? it was big yes, but with little variety. they do have their selection of books but i had no time to sieve through them. assessment books were mostly primary school ones. there were loads of Chinese novels. i saw a few cook books and wanted to browse through them but i was rushing for time so... ya... i gave it a miss. i went to the sales wanting to buy papers. those big big type that cost $1.50 per piece? you know? i think you do if you visit popular regularly. haha. they do not have it la!! i wanted to buy pens too. but.. so sad~!!! they didn't have any pen brands except Papermate, blu (or something like that. it's a brand i've NEVER heard before), and Faber Castell (if you consider this to be a pen brand). yup. that was about it. NO pilot, uniball, zebra, stabilo, those-two-tip-pens... walao~!!! so sad la. sigh. but those things that were on discount were really cheap la. tim cham wanted ring files so i got them for him. 6 for $12.90. dividers were going at 1 for $2.90, 4 for $9.50. i bought a clear file that cost $1.50 and some i-dont-know-how-to-explain file at $1. haha. but that's about it. i very little variety. sigh. luwei and andros had to rub it in by saying "wasted trip". so sad la. my xiao di and di di like that say me.... sad. keke.


    then i went to tuition Eunice. haha. talked loads of nonsense. then some misunderstanding aroused but it was cleared. haha. i think it was a funny misunderstanding. nope, it's not between me and her. lolx. top secret. but i think it is VERY funny =P


    Friday
    i went to Queensway to meet fungi. i almost died on 961. it was a looooong journey. i sat until i was a little queasy. we walked walked there and Fungi paid for my purchase. it was a present on behalf of Lamerz cos fungi wanted to save Lamerz the trouble of wrecking their brains on what to buy for me. haha. i think this is a good idea. although there isn't any element of surprise, it's ok la. as long as i can get something i like and can save them some brain cells, why not?
    and so, i received my FIRST birthday present of the year. keke. i doubt the rest of Lamerz know what it is la. i'll just let fungi do the informing. haha. so... THANKS LAMERZ~!!! lolx.

    we went ikea after that...
    fungi and i just love this layout la. it feels so homely. the bed looks so inviting. what's more...

    there's a baby cot~!! doesn't it look cute? aWwW...

    fungi and i love this kitchen layout too. i like it mainly because there is a lot of storage space. there are so many drawers. i also like it cos i have space to bake all those stuff i like. there's also space for an oven and a microwave oven. i too like the part where i can sit to have my meals.. o0h... the kitchen =) it's important.

    i always spend at least $1.90 everytime i go to ikea - the colour pens. WAHAHA~!!! i bought measuring cups ($1.50) and ziploc plastic bags ($0.20 for a pack of 10. YES, it is NOT a typo. 20CENTS. don't you think i am good? baRgains. i got them. WAHAHA~!!!)

    the bus ride back was another challenge. thank goodness i made it home safely =) keke.


    >>>wilson: thanks arh wilson. keke. glad that you like your prezzie and the video. spent quite sometime getting the hang on how to make a video. keke.
    >>> luwei: ya, joey got come. she will appear again tml. i hope =D
    >>> yeewen: i agree that the credits are super lame la. keke. nothing better to do ma. and must do something that brings out Lamerz's characteristics =P
    >>> fungi: you didn't know... you never know... nobody knows.... (8) nobody knows (8) - ann kok. nice song...
    >>> peijun: WAHAHAHA~!!!! lemme consider ba. i think i will one year later =P jia you for your exams =)


    ** SOMEONE asked me about Relative Velocity and i dug out my nicely preserved A Math textbook to recap.

    there... it still looks so nice. i am so proud of it. keke. no dog ears. nicely wrapped with bear bear wrapping paper. w0o0o0~!!! hee... ok. speaking about relative velocity. HELP~!!! keke. i need more recapping. i gave up after about 10mins. cos my brain simply wasn't working after the 961 bus rides. they killed my brain cells today. and RV isn't really my favourite topic, you know? i shall try it again soon. afterall, my brain needs some oiling.


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