Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
~ ajc 1705 ~
~ ajc first aid club ~
~ alexandra ~
~ ann ~
~ calista ~
~ cherie ~
~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Friday, March 30, 2007

    ** gatherings... i love. **

    >>> fungi: take pic with mul? er, quite hard wor. keke... and pls, you cant eat grapes say grapes sour. haha.
    >>> jol: l0oks like your mum's office? well, to tell you the truth, i'm your mum.... ah haha! lame.

    so i'm back at the recep's desk for the third time in three days. c0ol.

    yesterday was a super chaotic day. there were so many things to be done. answering judy's emails, mul's emails, the work mul assigned to me over msn, invoices that we have received through Fed Ex... w0w! but i still survived. it was a rare day because i did not slack for long. the only time i slacked was when i went to update lamerz's friendster profile. ah haha...

    there's nothing for me to do today. i've finished replying emails. and that's about all the job i'm assigned to for the day! hee.... i think it's a friday that's why. everyone is kind enough not to give me any work to do. keke.

    well, yesterday was a super c0ol affair after work cos i met up with elea, eliz, ping and jol after SOOOOOOOOOO LOOOOONG. oh man. i'm so gan dong. haha. i'm just happy that everyone tried their VERY best to come for the gathering yesterday. we went to soup spoon and met bel and she was so super nice la! she paid for our meal. i was soooo paiseh... her pay's not like a lot la. supervisor and yet she's only earning $5.50/h. and her bank account's almost dry and yet she paid for our meal without even telling us. wapiang.... i feel so bad lor. THANK YOU BEL!!!!

    ah ping? sigh.... jia you le~!

    and elea's still the same elea. she kept complaining that she has grown fat. but puh-leeeeeeese... i see no ounce of fat on her la!!!! alamak!!!! she has been complaining ever since she was in jc la. from jc til now, i still see no fat on her. she's ideal. argh....

    and liz... same old liz. so nice and all. haha. like the good old jc niang tou fu / fruits-for-break / 10cent wanton / lian rong pau-and-two-nuggets days... oh no. all the dumb stuff. and criticising the western food stall auntie. and gossipping about onion / three pin / cougar / jielun / brown nut ... who did i miss? i cant really remember the rest. haha.

    and jol, who rushed down from her workplace to meet us although it was her last day of work.

    and to elea and liz!!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS~!!!! heh....

    and some weird stuff happened on my way home. haha. but everything has since been resolved.

    fungi, yeewen and i met up on wednesday supposedly to do zhiwei's present but somehow, we ended doing some catching up until we totally hecked zhiwei's present. ah haha.. o0ps.

    zhiwei and wilson are s0 happy to b0ok out. ah haha.. funny guys. so zhiwei can finally return to mainland singapore. he said that he might kiss singapore soil. wahaha... lame. and he wants to eat. he kept mentioning fo0d as though tekong has vegetables only. keke. and he said that the traffic lights l0ok alien to him. and that he did not listen to the radio for so long that he forgot how to sing already. *faints* is it THAT serious? teh said that studying at signal is really bad. there's still oral and he misses jc life. oh no.....

    oh yes! shu fu!!! ddc to all. heh...

    wow! 3 customers in a span of 30minutes. plus one DHL guy.

    i customised my laptop's theme and wallpaper.

    my screensaver.

    the view from the recep's desk. that's the main entrance.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:23 am |

    Wednesday, March 28, 2007

    ** my workplace. **

    >>> liz: i hate PMS days. it's so not me. sigh... being a girl is tough. lolx.
    >>> james: sad arh? cry lor. haha. sentosa's not 24h t0o? so lousy. haha. must call and complain. maybe will have complimentry vouchers. tsk tsk. oh no! i'm so auntie. sigh...
    >>> yeewen: i also dunno why got lian ou lehx. it's supposed to be some hazelnut cake de. haha. but my mum likes lian ou t0o. so... haha. satisfied with the looong entry? keke. yea~!!! meeting you again after so long. eh like not too long ago hor? keke.

    ok. i'm at the recep's desk again. haha. i think it is quite c0ol. i'm beginning to feel like i'm a recep. must have loads of patience and i can NEVER EVER raise my voice at customers.

    and so Finance has 4/7 people today. 3 big shots are overseas. that means i do not have a lot of work. keke. that's great!

    let me post some pictures of my workplace:

    this is the recep's desk. the pantry's behind. turn left and that's the wing i'm in!

    this is my desk. it's quite an open place. i gotta use my body to hide the screen whenever i do my own stuff.

    a close up of all the nonsense i hung up at my desk. fungi, the Mr Bean bear you gave is there!!! that's the Oracle application on my laptop screen.

    my ORIGINAL desk. it has since been given to judy. the chair that has the light blue adidas jacket on it, is karen's seat.

    im falling sick. i can feel it. i don't like the feeling of it. bleah.

    and i ate KFC with jo. and popped pop corn in office together with her. sigh. how to get well soon? how to jian fei?

    oh! i opened 2 Fed Ex packages. haha.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:49 pm |

    Monday, March 26, 2007

    ** you're still the one **

    i really think i am the living past. haha. im hooked onto a new song. shania twain's you're still the one.

    *slap*
    ok. i know this is such an oooooold song. a 10 year song. so it doesn't qualify to be a "new" song. but still, it is a new song that i'm hooked on to.
    Chorus:
    (You're still the one)
    You're still the one I run to
    The one that I belong to
    You're the one I want for life
    (You're still the one)
    You're still the one that I love
    The only one I dream of
    You're still the one I kiss good night

    sweet lyrics, right? haha. i heard this song on 883 today and *tadah* i'm hooked.
    anyway, today wasn't really that bad without james. i think it would be worse without karen. haha. o0ps... better not let james see this.

    i cant stand kongann la. he was supposed to read 1 Corinthians but he read 2 Corinthians instead. argh... my himbotic younger brother.

    and i CANNOT STAND THAT IRRITATING CJ AT WORK~!!!! ask me to go and find uncle (some tiko ah-pek in office) to get something from him. mul never ask me to go. even mul is against it la, please. who are you to order me to go get things from him?!?! you think you are some big shot arh?! you don't have legs to walk there is it? i don't mind helping you get things if you are busy and i am free. but the thing is you are free! go get it yourself! thank God mul stood by me. freak that cj. be careful when you go home. don't drop into a drain and get washed into indonesian waters. wapiang. i'm sooooooooo pissed with cj. BIG BACKSIDE. smoke some more la! wait til you get cancer than you know.

    phew.... i feel much better after letting things out. haha. and fungi is back in office~!!!! yea~!!!! thank God for her.


    some random pictures. Fed Ex packages. haha. lame.

    my ma's birthday cake. it's niceeeeeeeee..... *yums*
    i'm hungry. and it's only 2.48pm la. it's not like i didn't eat lunch. haha. die. i really think it is the weather. hurry... 6pm come come come!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:22 pm |

    Sunday, March 25, 2007

    ** PMS **

    i think i am PMS-ing. i feel so 题不起精神 and very sianx the whole day.

    every little thing just irritates me.

    my mum and dad are PMS-ing t0o. argh....

    it's Whole Family PMS Day.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:29 pm |

    ** life is a roller coaster **

    ok. so many things have happened. i was on an emotional roller coaster ride since thursday.

    well, karen told me on thursday that she tendered on wednesday, when i took half day to go to SIM to submit my application form together with james. she told me she did so cos she did not want me to be sad. oh man. when she told me that, tears welled up in my eyes la. she's just so.... nice. i mean, what she did really made me sadder. i was totally down and out on thursday. so karen's last day is either 30th March or 2nd April. i'm soooo sad. that is on top of the fact that James has already quit too. 最疼我的两个人 leaving / left the company already. i have to endure 2 more months without them. sigh. luckily fungi will be there to MSN me. heh. thank God for her.

    speaking of MSN, i must thank teh for being online almost everyday from 9am to 6pm. haha. he was there to talk to me when fungi was in taiwan. and also, eunice for popping out usually around 3pm to talk to me too. heh. i really thank God for them. if not i think i might just die in office out of boredom. keke.

    speaking of taiwan, i think lamerz is having this taiwan craze thingy. wilson and i were the pioneers to go there in 2005 end-of-year. surprisingly, we met each other there. still got proof okay? to yeewen who is in partial disbelief, here's the evidence:

    ok. i think both of us look really bad here. haha. after wilson and i, it's fungi's turn. and yeewen will be going in may. peijun will be going some time this year i think. that leaves us with zhiwei, serkun and gera. haha. not bad.

    thursday after work was a much better affair. i met up with lamerz (wilson, peijun and yeewen). we went to have pepper lunch at ngee ann city.


    oh yes! 光良's 无可救药. (8) 一天一天越来越无可救药,一生一世爱你到无可救药... (8) sweet song. i still stand by my point that Pepper Lunch's nothing really very "wow!". don't really understand why yeewen and peijun likes it a lot. heh. o0ps...

    then, we went to watch Mr. Bean's Holiday. haha. i laughed until i almost cried la. wrong. i laughed until i cried. i had to bring my thighs to my chest so as to alleviate the pain in my tummy. that was how hard i was laughing. i told peijun, yeewen and wilson to laugh during the not-funny scenes and not to laugh during the super-funny scenes. but i think we laughed throughout the entire movie. from the not-funny to the super-funny scenes. we started laughing from when the names started rolling out during the start of the movie to the end when the credits rolled. ah haha... peijun was the ultimate. she was laughing at some cars driving along some bridge. -_-!!!

    and wilson ate his Bread Talk like less than an hour after we had our dinner at pepper lunch. i think it should be called Pepper DINNER instead. haha. i think guys' appetite will increase after they have been to tekong. lolx. wilson isn't that black la. and he doesn't really lo0k that weird without his hair. more or less the same. and one thing that remained constant..... HIS HEIGHT. wahaha... ok. that's mean. and wilson told us that he has bronchitis. we were all supposed to be sympathetic and all and shower him with love, care and concern. but we did just opposite!!! haha. we were all laughing at him when he told us he has bromchitis. wahaha.... it's was super funny. i don't know why. it just was.

    wilson told us loads of nonsense. about what the guys went through in NS. about him getting bitten by a centipede while sleeping. the commando mosquitoes. the "wth"s, "wtf"s. the DESMOND!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!!!! he saw desmond inside. when yeewen, peijun and i heard it, we almost died laughing la. i think desmond and wilson are 注定 to be together de lor. recall both the sec 1 and sec 2 class photos? here they are...

    oh man.... help me. desmond. *shivers* the scene of him "raping" zhiwei is still deeply etched in my mind. oh man...... it's one of the most traumatising things that has ever happened to me in my entire sec 1 life, secondary life, lifetime. gross.

    oh yes. i think all guys who wear the black, plastic spec frames in NS look alike - like some psyco. haha. lo0k at this... ewwww.... haha.


    i've not seen wilson since january. s0 it's really great to see him again. haha. on my way home with him, i though that it'll be kinda awkward la. but things turned out fine. we never 冷场 throughout the whole journey. haha. oh yes! he told me that NorthPoint's 7-11 isn't 24h. the only other outlet that i know isn't 24h is Newton MRT's. haha. so dumb la.

    church yesterday was ok. yet another day to recharge myself. i met up with eunice for tuition. the weather was SUPER hot yesterday la. i was sweating like mad. after dinner, daryl, dana, luwei, timmy, henson, pin guang and i went to prayer walk pin guang's neighbourhood. somehow, jieming took 67 with us. i chatted for the longest period of time with him to date. he is finally turning from a boy to a man. he wants to stop playing already. FINALLY. haha. i think sermon's message's really good. i should love my cell more. i think the love i shower them with isn't enough. i really do love them but i don't show it / express it out. hMm... oh yes. timmy changed a LOT la. he became more crappy. keke. cant stand him. he's so lame until i felt like strangling him... ARGH~!!!!! i thank God for timmy.

    and so henson is known as Himbotic Henson, luwei as Lame Luwei, timmy as Tiny Timothy and szern as Sexy / Sweet SzeRn. then i did something that was totally bimbotic and luwei called me Stupid SzeRn. wapiang.... i felt like crying. haha. then i called him Lousy Lulu. wahaha... i just love spending time with them. love them!!!!!

    i'm back to work tomorrow. without james. sigh... jia you le!

    >>> yeewen: a lengthy post on thur's outing =)


    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:31 pm |

    Wednesday, March 21, 2007

    ** pink **

    ah hahahhahahaa~!!!!! wo hui hao hao guo by li jiu zhe. too bad fungi is not around for me to dedicate this song to her. keke. so sad... if not it'll be the 6th time i'm doing that already.

    so i went to SIM to hand in my application form today. still must pay GST. so dumb. met peijun and her friend, geraldine. c0ol name. haha. another geraldine in peijun's life. something random, peijun, james and i had pink on us today~!!! =)

    i paid 80cents postage for my SingHealth scholarship applications stuff. so expensive la. haha. cant they make it online? as in online application la. save my money. and the NUS supporting documents cost postage 50cents. cant NUS be like NTU? dont need to submit any supporting documents unless they require you to do so. haiyoh.... waste money.

    and so peijun, yeewen, wilson and i will be meeting tomorrow. c0ol man~!!!! such a weird combination cos there is.... wilson~!!!! ah haha. great. have not seem him since that day when we invited us to his house warming. when was that har? i cannot recall. die. STM.

    i'm happy today. cos i don't have to be the recep~!!!! hee.... yea~!!!!! and i think the earth spun faster to day =P

    >>> yeewen: ok ok. i shall not complain. haha. got something better than nothing. heh.... i think we better celebrate zhiwei's birthday once he is out. to make him happy. haha. afterall, we owe him toooooo long le la. nov til now lehx. 4 months 9 days (from date of post). so sad. haha.
    >>> eliz: yes! heng there is internet sms. haha. go go jia you eliz~!!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:59 pm |

    Tuesday, March 20, 2007

    ** i'm a survivor... **

    hahahaahhahahahhaha.....

    it's 5.23pm now. half an hour more to go home. yes!

    i survived today.

    luckily there's henry (ong) to msn me. haha. and peijun. who popped out for a while. and eliz.

    today wasn't very bad la. haha. i got mian jian kuey to eat, courtesy of beechin. and some lame game webbie teh gave me. it's really fun! and i completed episode 1 of jian dao shi tou bu.

    and nicole told me to msn and not to care about what mul says (mul told me not to msn openly). haha. so cute.

    yea~! half day tomorrow!!! go sze go!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:23 pm |

    ** sad sad situation **

    argh. i'm back at the reception's seat today. haha. i don't really mind sitting here as long as there isn't anyone who is rude / angry la. and as long as there is work for me to do. i mean, it's kinda boring sitting here without anything to do, you know? just sitting here and stoning.

    luckily jo transfered jian dao shi you bu onto my com and i downloaded Real player yesterday so i can watch this ou xiang ju. heh =P

    today's quite a sad day. other than fungi away in taiwan, james is not in office, karen is also not in office. even the cleaner auntie is also also not in office. what a sad day. sigh... and not a lot of people are online la. it's a sad sad situation. how i hope that today would end soon. it's only 10.32am la. how many more hours to end of work? i cant count. it seems bad. sigh. even my 883 is against me. it cannot connect to the server. on top of that, soccernet is going against me. i was online to read the article on Man U beating Boro through a Ronaldo penalty (YEA~!!!!!). when i clicked on the link, the logo, goal scorer etc. were all on Man U and Boro, BUT... the article was on chelsea and tottenham. take a look for yourself: http://soccernet.espn.go.com/report?id=215135&cc=4716. ARGH~!!!! how could they!!!!!!!!!!! i must complain.

    luckily there is teh to chat with me. and eliz over SMS =) thank God for them. if not i'd tell mul that my home's toilet bowl overflow and i have to rush home too. bleah. haha. THANK GOD~!!!! I CAN CONNECT TO 883~!!!! YESSSSSSSSSS......................

    let me post some pics...


    the amercian bak kua...

    i punched soooo many holes, i think i developed arm muscles.

    *???????????*

    *yum*yum*
    the ice cream isn't ice cream. it's pure mango puree, freezered.

    my sis and i were discussing about jolin's Mr. Q's lyrics. we were both unsure of the lyrics. the original is: HEY U,Mr.Q 愛你耍Q的指數. however, my sis and i thought it was, "Hey you, Mr Q, are you sua gu, wen your shoe". WAHAHAHHA. so nonsense.

    and i think zhiwei hates it inside. i messaged him yesterday and he replied that he is "sad about my company...very sad...and still got 11 more days to book out...more sad...lol...". aiyoh... po0r guy lor... chatted with teh and he said that having good and talkable friends is important inside. if cannot find then it'll be a sad sad situation. aiyoh... at least zhiwei replied me lor. so unlike that serkun. that ungrateful serkun who totally did not reply my smses. bleah.

    ok. i've just attended to a customer who wanted to exchange a router. a nice uncle.

    >>> yeewen: yup. fungi better zi dong. haha. and what do you mean no more darren?!?!?! keke. he's cute ok? =P

    i'll go watch my jian dao shi tou bu le...

    before i go, dedicate dang ni and ma de li bu si yi to to all...


    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:25 am |

    Monday, March 19, 2007

    ** hello, Cisco Systems - Linksys... **

    i'm the receptionist AGAIN~!!!!

    haha. it's a pretty co0l job other than being scolded by ONE stupid uncle. i can't believe i still offered to make coffee for that uncle. haha. i think i am a good recep. =P

    anyway, fungi is out of the country. it is kinda sad cos my working khaki is gone. no one to bimbo/be childish with online already. haha. i think fungi is going to be very bhb and say "YEA~!!!!! i am soooo important~!!!". bleah. i helped fungi call her boss cos she forgot to tell him that she will not be coming in for the whole week. i had to put on this really mature tone and use all the proper working adult words cos her boss' an ang moh. "May I speak to ..., please? Hi, good morning, this is.... calling on behalf of FONG EE. this is to inform you that FONG EE ..... " haha. i almost said fungi la!!! luckily i held my tongue in time. keke.

    i went to the food fair at suntec yesterday. i ate and ate like nobody's business la. haha. man. i will NEVER jian fei chen gong if i continue at this rate man. bleah.... i took a SUPER nice photo. i think i will post it tomorrow cos i didn't bring my thumb drive today... argh... super forgetful. i left it on my study table ok?! STM.... haix...

    it's long juan feng now.... haha. dedicate this song to all who's reading this. old jay songs are nice.

    lemme reply to tags...

    >>> fungi: yes, you are mushroom's friend. it's true what. mo ku.... haha.
    >>> jol: oya~!!!! ok. i'll post them asap ok? haha. paiseh la. i really forgot. keke. STM. argh... and yes, 883 is SUPER nice. haha.
    >>> james: haha. true la. i think us girls will laugh at zhiwei if he says that he's scared la. but after that, we'll forget about it and sympathize with him lor. nothing already. keke. it's still.... a GUY thing.

    zhiwei has no hair now. let's try to imagine....

    WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
    HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHA
    AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:35 pm |

    Thursday, March 15, 2007

    oh yea~!!!! i finally changed my player~!!!! there are more engligh than chinese songs inside. haha. i'm back to the engligh song fever cos of 883 Jia FM. the revemped 883 is GREAT ok?! the chinese songs are nice and the english songs are those that i loooove so looooong ago la. haha. listen to 883 ok? i'm an advocate of 883 =D heh.

    so jol, i changed my player~!!! hee...

    and to fungi, there's li jiu zhe's wo hui hao hao guo. listen to it~!!!! v nice. keke.

    enjoy

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:29 am |

    ** bye bye, zhiwei... **

    ok. and so zhiwei is in tekong now, i think. haha. jia you le for him. i messaged him an encouragement message yesterday. i think that's what i can do for him so far. haha. nothing else. just make him feel better about that place.

    teh, fungi and i chatted yesterday and teh told me that zhiwei's REALLY SCARED about ns. hor, fungi? haha. i think it's kinda farni, and sad at the same time. quite poor thing. i mean, cant he just admit he's scared? haha. then we can share his burden what. ah haha... guys.... act tough. i think it's STUPID. but it is a guy thing.

    enough of zhiwei and tekong. let me reply to tags.

    >>> fungi: i know you feel very honoured that i mentioned your name in all the paragraphs in my previous post except two. so this time round i'm gonna mention your name in two paragraphs only. haha. lame.
    >>> yeewen: you another one who feels honoured. haha. so lame. you so kian peng la. skippy peanut butter and "liption" tea?!?! you make de arh "liption" tea. haha. careful arh, they might be expired or nearing the expiry date. haha. they always so xia jian de.
    >>> jol: oh no.... heng i didn't get stopped by a police before after 11pm. keke. that means i look guai and mature la =P poor yeewen. looks pai gia and young. wahaha....

    and so i am wearing james' jacket now cos i forgot to bring my jacket to office. argh. so forgetful of me. bleah. i think it looks like pyjamas on me. it's SOOOOO big. haha.

    i have registered for NUS and NTU and one nursing scholarship. i am going on to register for SMU and SIM and one more nursing scholarship. that is a LOT of money ok?!?!?! more than my one day's pay... i can't believe it. work one day just to pay off APPLICATION fees. wapiang. exorbitant. why so expensive?!?!?! *faints* how am i going to save enough money for Uni fees?!?! i don't wanna use my mama's money la. i want to be independent, right, fungi? haha. this is the second time i am mentioning your name here (in a paragraph la. replies to tags not included). so NO MORE ALREADY~!!!!! haha.

    fung... i mean, mushroom's friend told me yesterday that ESPN is going to televise a new sport
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    SCISSORS PAPER STONE~!!!!!

    i almost died. i was laughing away in office la. and there's still more...

    daniel ong was saying, this guy confirm will lose if he plays this game.... can you guess who he is?!
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    THE ROCK~!!!!!!

    wapiang..... i almost died of internal bleeding la. i laughed the zhiwei laugh. the laugh-very-vigorously-without-sound-laughter. haha. it was soooo super farni, can? man.... so lame.

    ok, lemme show you guys some random pics...

    it's really bRrRrRrRr..... in office now even with james' jacket on. my my....

    and liz started her first day of work in this new place today. go go jia you for her =) haha.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 9:15 am |

    Wednesday, March 14, 2007

    ** AI WO~!!!! **

    >>> eliz: ah haha. so qiao lor. hi5~!!!
    >>> yeewen: ok. ok. for the benefit of mankind, i will blog. ok? lolx... i agree that we should have more dinners together. they are super random and farni. ah haha....
    >>> jol: THANK YOU~!!!!!! i really appreciate it =)
    >>> fungi: i'm blogging now, yeah? haha.

    for the benefit of yeewen and fungi, and due to overwhelming response, i've decided to blog. ah haha...

    saturday, lamerz met up for zhiwei's farewell dinner before he goes in to NS. fungi and zhiwei wore Lovers' Wear. o0o0o0o0oh~!!!! ah haha... i was very very glad that i was able to attend la. cos i was having stomach ache and all in church, then peijun had to attend to her Leaders' Meeting... so delay here and there.... but in the end i managed to meet them. whole lamerz was present except serkun (who didn't know it was zhiwei's farewell dinner) and wilson (who is permanently absent). we talked loads of nonsense and took loads of random random photos la. actually, it's loads of ARTISTIC photos....

    i think i will miss zhiwei when he goes into NS. haha. zhiwei told me in jan that he wasn't really very scared about NS and all. just go in and come out only. but based on his actions and all, he still misses the outside world. this is such a guy thing la. don't want to admit. act tough. bleah. haha. but still, i won't expose it in front of him la. cos this is yet another guy thing. EGO. bleah.

    i went to NUS open house with fungi, jolyn, liying and jingyang. haha. jingyang couldn't recognize me in home clothes. haha. i don't blame him la. i think the only words i've ever spoken to him throughout my entire JC life are "hi" and "bye" whenever eliz sees him. keke. jingyang said that i was "low profile" unlike fungi. i infer that he meant "i'm more demure and less talkative than the loud and noisy fungi" =P i think fungi is going to kill me. ah haha....

    we saw loads of people there la. like beeluan, tony and his friend, roxanne, tingting, vanessa (but no elea =C ), yeow an, christopher, hui shan (i didn't see her cos i was asking about nursing stuff), fungi's AC friend, gera and her friend (WOW! so qiao!!!)....

    and somehow, i have a boyfriend. this guy from some community service club asked us to sign up for some camp. and so we did. fungi and i were waiting for 963 to go to BP plaza to meet zhiwei to pass the brochures to him. somehow, this same guy boarded 963 with us~!!! fungi and i were quite surprised. so we tried to predict where he would alight. i predicted bukit panjang while fungi predicted bukit batok. in the end, he alighted at the same bus stop as us (bp)!!! then fungi and i continued further. we tried to predict which road he would cross. i got it right again~!!!! and so, because i got it right on both occasions, that guy became my boyfriend. haha. lame.

    somehow, when we meet zhiwei, we kept talking loads of nonsense. haha. we said that fungi and put the NUS music school as her first choice cos she can use her hair as a harp and play. it's such a cost-effective instrument. we also said that fungi can be the conductor and shuai her hair. it was so super farni that the french fries flew out of my mouth. wahaha..... it was quite throw face for me. spoil my yu nv / demure image. =(

    oh yes~! fungi, yeewen and i went out on San Ba Fu Nv Jie, supposedly, to shop for zhiwei's loooong overdue birthday present. but we went out bimbo shopping instead. haha. so poor zhiwei. anyway, the three of us had GREAT fun. we laughed a LOT, as usual. and as always with lamerz, i laughed til i cried. i also forgot what we were laughing at. we went to taka and saw... JOSHUA~!!!! serkun's class' joshua. harmoc president, joshua. that joshua.... when i saw him i was like... "aye?! aye?! AYE?!?!?!?!?! serkun's class de...." then joshua nodded his head and smiled. i don't know if he recognized me but.... anyway, i recognized him. haha. fungi, yeewen and i were living the high life... going to shop directly after work. haha. we bimbos unite!!! coincidentally, three out of eight lamerz were present (3/8).... San Ba Fu Nv Jie (3/8 Fu Nv Jie). haha. it was really our day =P

    something funny happened on fungi and yeewen's way home... i took the train so i missed out on all the fun... =( this is courtesy of yeewen's blog...
    fungi and me were waiting to cross the road when 190 came, so i ren bu zhu and shouted "AHHHH OUR 190!!" when the Green Man started flashing this guy in office wear beside us started screaming in chinese "EH STILL CAN! FASTER RUN!!! GO GO!! RUN FASTER!" so the 3 of us ran like crazy (fungi was wearing heels lol) and when we were reaching, another guy in office wear standing on the steps started shouting "KUAI DIAN! NI KE YI DE!" omg it was damn funny la! HAHA. and it turns out tt both of them are FRIENDS! chao gao xiao haha.

    it was SUPER farni, can? when fungi told me over MSN, i was controlling VERY hard not to laugh. i mean, i was in the office and could not laugh out loud what. i think my lungs almost burst and my face was as red as a tomato. haha.

    i went to watch 300 on monday. it was not bad. haha. at least it was more worth it than ghost rider. i just don't understand why people find it nice lehx. i think it is just me. maybe i prefer war movies, that's why... beware... spoilers ahead....

    i don't see why 300 is M18 la~!!!! fungi and i concluded that it is because there are boob-y scenes. i feel that those scenes were really redundant. haha. the pictures are not that gruesome lehx... and i don't see why the queen had to betray her own body to save the king. im sure there are other ways to do so, right? assuming if the king returns safely, if he got to know that the queen has slept with another man, he would be devastated, right? haiyoh...

    and some STUPID ticketing auntie don't believe i am above 18. whatever. i feel better than yeewen. some police or whatever didn't believe that yeewen's above 17. he wants to see her IC cos she was out after 11. haha. sooo sad. argh.... i think whole lamerz only fungi looks above 18 lor. she's 81 what. ah haha......... kay, very bad.

    so that's all folks. will upload those zhiwei and peijun unglam photos soon =P

    fungi gave me this company's link. look at the bottom left hand corner....
    http://www.mynasoft.com/

    for your information, you guys know that i like to say "ai ni", right? there's something new for zhiwei now~!!!! it is.... "AI WO~!!!!!" ah haha. imagine zhiwei saying that, with both his hands moving the tan kok hua way (ie. both palms facing out and moving in circles). *faints*

    i will miss him. this i know... haha.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:10 am |

    Thursday, March 08, 2007

    ** happy international women's day~!!! **

    >>> jol: haha. ok ok. i'll change it asap, okay? i'll change it over the weekend cos all my songs are at home. not in office. ah haha...
    >>> fungi: ok la, i also knw not a lot. but it's a lot ever since i started work what.
    >>> yeewen: ah haha. i thought that all council people have to wear blazer and go on stage or something. keke.... i think too much le.

    something funny happened yesterday. i wanted to buy Taiwan sausages for my sister. when i was at the stall...

    ( please translate the following conversation into Mandarin, please.)

    "Uncle, two Taiwan sausages."

    " We don't have Taiwan sausages. We have Singapore sausages."

    *faints*

    then i ask the uncle to give me a plastic bag.

    "We don't have Singapore plastic bags. We have Shanghai plastic bags."

    *faints (again)*

    the uncle is soooo humorous la. ah haha. funny person. i think i might go back o the stall again - if i feel thin. but the thing is, i seldom feel so.

    ok, so i'm going gai gai with yeewen, fungi and peijun later. haha. yea~!!!! long long time no see yeewen already. haha. i miss her. long long time no Lamerz all-girls outing already. ah haha. i miss it man. no guys. yes~!!!!

    speaking of no guys, i carried 3 boxes of SUPER heavy documents from the floor in my office's storeroom onto the shelves all by MYSELF~!!!! i feel so proud of myself.

    give me one clap
    *clap*
    two claps
    *clap*clap*
    eleven claps~!!!
    *clap*clap* *clap*clap*clap* *clap*clap*clap*clap* *clap*clap*

    no guys required. we are nv zhong hao jie (wonder women). so here's wishing all girls out there...

    HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY~!!!!!

    i kinda hate the chinese name for this day, san ba fu nv jie. so discriminating. san ba... bleah.

    mul's not in the office today cos she is going for her check up. haha. so i'm not so worried about being caught blogging / reading soccer stuff / chatting / checking mail / internet sms-ing. ah haha. yea~!!!! but i have decent stuff to do. ah haha... oh well. still, no mul =)

    nursing. yes. up to now, only cell, lamerz girls (peijun, fungi, yeewen), and jol approve of me becoming a nurse. haha. more people are approving. and i thank them. seriously. as i said, support is VERY important.

    and... MAN U beat Lille 1-0 through a Larsson goal. yea~!!!!!

    and mul's back. so i hafta go off already. sigh... byebye ='(

    | Standing In The GAP @ 9:50 am |

    Monday, March 05, 2007

    ** no Monday Blues... **

    >>> fungi: don’t worry about you job ok? I’m sure they’ll call you soon de =) and hor, really meh? Iwo Jima not very nice. Ok only meh? Sobx sobx. Xi wang yue da, shi wang yue da. I’m so sadded now la. And yes, I think I blogged a lot too. Haha.

    Yea~!!! It’s Monday. Ok, I think I sound bimbotic. I was thinking so wearing blue to work today cos most people will have the Monday Blues. But I vetoed against it cos I think it’s kinda dumb. Ah haha.

    So fungi is not at work today. But thank God she is online to accompany me. Keke.

    Seriously, I have nothing to do at work already, cost that old woman (Judy), snatched all my work. Oh well. Haha. So I’m demoted to do all the rubbishy work again – filing and all that stuff. Ah haha… so sad.

    There are so many super nice songs on 883 today…
    - yi ge ren sheng huo – lin fan
    - gou gou shou – guo mei mei
    - fa xian ai – jj & jin sha
    - liang shan bo yu zhu li ye – cao ge & zuo wen xuan
    - tie sheng qing ren – zhang zhi cheng
    - kao an – lin yu zhong
    - ai qing bu neng zuo bi jiao – pin guan (I prefer baby’s rendition)
    - yi xia xia – tong en
    - wo men zen me le – SHE
    - yong qi – liang jing ru (oh yea~!!!!)
    - shan hu hai – jay
    - jin tian ni yao jia gei wo - tao zhe & jolin
    - i think i - fan wei qi (yea~!!!!)
    - yu shang ai - yang chen ling
    - my way - zhang jing xuan
    - yuan lai - jj
    - may i love you- zhang zhi cheng
    - yi bu yi bu - tension
    - gou gou shou - guo mei mei (AGAIN~!!! yes~!!!!)
    - wu yuan - tao zhe
    - i still believe - cao ge & xu ruo xuan
    - yi shou jian dan de ge - wang li hong
    - fly away - liang jing ru
    - lian ai ping lu - xu zhi an & xu hui xin
    - zhi yin wei ni - zhang dong liang
    - tui hou - jay
    - shu fu - du de wei (YEA~!!!)
    - yi ge xiang xia tian, yi ge xiang qiu tian - fan wei qi
    - ma de li bu si yi - jolin

    when office knew that I wanted to go nursing, all of them were like… “Are you sure a not?” “Do you have better options?” Oh man… It’s super demoralizing okay? Sigh sigh…. Whatever la. Heck care them.

    i'm quite a happy girl today. no Monday Blues. yea~!!! *flashes the 'V' sign*

    bimbo.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:56 pm |

    Sunday, March 04, 2007

    ** support is VERY important **

    >>> eliz: thank u. thank u. thank u, liz =) from the bottom of my heart, thank u =)
    >>> jol: i don't think i did well either. but i feel that even if i feel happy or sad, life still goes on. there is nothing i can do to change my grades. so instead of brooding over it, i shall let it pass and plan my road ahead. also, there are loads of people out there who did much worse and are really really wishing that they got our grades. so.. compared to them, we are better off la. you might say that we should be competing with ourselves instead of others... come to think about it, our A level grades were better than our prelim grades, right? =) we improved~!!!! don't brood over it already ok? focus on what is ahead of you. jia you~!!! =)
    (in addition, jol... CHEER UP~!!!! i'm sure you find something you will like. i'll pray for you. don't worry okay? smile~!!! =D )
    >>> yeewen: ah haha. blazer?! why in the world are you wearing a blazer? haha. welcome la. you are my darling friend what. so it's only right that i sms you. heh. i still thought that you heck-ed care me lor =( but it turned out otherwise =D

    i want to blog about so so so many things...
    i shall start on 23rd Feb 07.

    23rd Feb 07 (Friday)
    it was my day off. i went to dana's house to 拜年 and played with her dog, vivi. vivi's really cute. she's super super shy of the guys (henson, luwei, timmy). ah haha... and henson is afraid of dogs~!!!! ah haha. his expression and actions were really really super funny that day whenever vivi came close to him. keke. i had not seen dana in a long long loooong time already. so it was GREAT to see her again.

    after going to dana's house, we went to luwei's ... erm, i think i shall not reveal too much ba. but andros took my phone and took this photo:

    peanuts and 黑瓜子. like that also can take photo. *alamak!*

    and henson used my phone to take this picture. sigh... so sad.

    i took muen's van to choa chu kang mrt station. oh gosh. help~!!! it was a really really bad ride. he kept braking so all of us at the back were swinging back and forth. by the way, he did that on purpose... bleah. muen. haha.

    25th Feb 07 (Sunday)
    cell group went to timmy's house. timmy's parents looked sooo young la. i would have thought them to be in their late 30s, early 40s at most. timmy's mum is 44 this year. when i first saw them, i was asking tim, "that's your mum?!?!?!" haha. quite paiseh.

    timmy's fan / book / rice cooker / chocolate fondue chocolate are the same as mine~!!!! haha. i feel so happy. just like when i found out that serkun's tv and mine are of the same model after knowing serkun and going to his house for more than 5 years. ah haha. WOLS.

    tim's mum cooked a mountain of food for us la. we felt so paiseh. haha. his mum is a GREAT cook~! haha. i aspire to be like her, if not better, in the future. keke. but the highlight was the chocolate fondue. oh man. it was G-R-E-A-T la. it was so awesome. oh man... keke. we took videos and pictures to show shuen cos she did not come. for your info, shuen loves to eat. ah haha~!!!!! and C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E some more. ah haha.... poor shuen. she missed out on all the fun and food. i ate and ate until my tummy almost burst. ah haha. then, we watched Over The Hedge. the guys (henson, luwei, daryl, rico, andros) were so gentlemanly la. they sat on the sofa and left us girls (peijun, bel and i) to sit on the dining chairs. ah haha... thank you, guys. bleah.

    right: peijun and timmy's mum. andros has great photography skills =P


    right: what's that in daryl's hands?!?!

    this!!! timmy's ah ma's hamster. haha.


    even andros loves to play with it. we named it Munch-King cos it loves to nibble. haha.

    while daryl was playing with Munch-King, henson suddenly exclaimed, "IS THAT HAMSTER DROPPINGS?!?!" indeed it was. everyone evacuated from that area immediately. and i mean, IMMEDIATELY. poor daryl. he came into contact with Munch-King's droppings. wahaha~!!!! it was such a hilarious sight.


    andros and i. andros wanted to take the photo from this angle. i don't really know why. haha.

    we watched Jet Li's The One and henson asked if there was "The Two". and henson said that the Red Hot Chilli Peppers should be called Blue Cold Tomato Salt instead. -_- himbotic henson. haha. HH. nice initials =)

    we continued clearing the food tim's mama made. oh man. we even played dai dee la. the number of cards left equals the number of pieces of bak kua we have to clear. haha. out of all the times we played dai dee, i won all but one of the rounds~!!! wahaha... i'm pro man~!!! *clap*clap*clap* all guys and one girl and i won them all~!!!! zhen shi jin guo bu rang zu mei. haha.

    then, i went home to 捞 yusheng. man. it was such a FULL-filling day. *burp*

    3rd March 2007 (Saturday)
    we had chocolate fondue in church.... *yum*yum*. oh man... it's so so sinful la. do you know that a LOT of oil has to be added to the chocolate to make it smoother and more flowy so that the chocolate would flow in the machine?! man. i didn't know about it until i was preparing the chocolate for myself. argh... but the fondue was irresistible.... *slurps* the chocolate tasted like Nutella~!!! i'm serious~!!!! haha. argh... sinful...

    i thank timmy and his parents for driving me home. they are so super nice people la. haha.

    i thank God that my 5th praise and worship session went on smoothly cos daryl was my VERY last minute stand-in guitarist and i did not practise with him at all~!!! and it wasn't a coincidence that prayer meeting, sermon and my message theme was all about faith. God's saying something!!!

    i thank God that aaron responded to everything so well.

    i thank God that He spoke to me.

    i thank God that He prompted shuen to pray for me. whatever shuen prayed for me about was really spot on. i doubt it was a coincidence. God prompted these things to her. think we discipler-disciple really very... good. cos when shuen was facing a decision-making process sometime back, i prayed for her n it was spot on too. i really prayed for what she needed. and i realised that shuen really really REALLY loves dark chocolate. heh. just like me. and we both don't really like white chocolate. but we both agreed that when offered, we'll still eat them no matter what. ah haha. C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E-S~!!!! irresistible =P

    a lot of people in church knew about my results. i was quite surprised when they came up to me to ask if i really wanted to go into nursing. w0w~! haha. i thank them for their concern. even kenni came and talked to me. haha.

    from this result-taking, i realised that support from family and friends is super important. it felt really horrible not to have the support of my parents and a few people about my decision to go into nursing. for those who supported me, THANK YOU~!!!!

    so, if my parents do not approve of my boyfriend when i bring him to see them in the future, i'll really really REALLY cry....

    random photo.
    shuen's house? no la. this photo was taken on the day church had our CNY steamboat. we were on the hot and stuffy and noisy coach.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:25 pm |

    Friday, March 02, 2007

    ** i thank God **

    >>> datao: har? who are you?! anyway, thanks for the complement. =)
    >>> fungi: ah haha.... yalor. so sad. so i must help you find a boyfriend soon. what's your criteria? =P

    ok. so i'm back blogging.

    i got my results back today. seriously speaking, i'm not very happy. haha. think you guys can see. but then, something in me prevented me from feeling really really sad.

    thank you guys for all the prayers and all...
    thank you peijun for being there when i needed you.
    thank you eliz for the hugs and all you gave me.
    thank you shuen, luwei, andros, muen, daryl and timmy for being so concerned about me.
    thank you bel and henson for calling me to make sure i was alright.
    thank you james for sacrifising your study time to talk to me and comfort me.
    thank you fungi, serkun and zhiwei for not really comparing results in front of me and just being my friends to comfort me.
    thank you papa, mama and meimei for not scolding me / giving me too much pressure cos i did not do as well as i expected.

    last but not least, i thank God for loving me so much and bringing me through this whole tough period.
    i thank God for protecting me and restricting me from doing silly stuff (e.g. gorging myself with food, jumping down, crying til 12midnight ... ).
    i thank God for giving me that peace and calmness from within.
    i thank God for my parents.
    i thank God for my friends.

    what is over is over and cant be undone.

    i'll just to plan my road ahead. my future is still a question mark for no one knows what the future holds. but i really really want my future to be shared with my family and friends and my own family. *winks* =P

    did i mention that i cried cos i saw liz cry? haha. i hugged her while she was crying and i cried too. haha. crap la. i think i just needed to release some salt.

    ping, liz, elea and jol did well =) congrats to them =)

    joel did like exceptionally well la. AAAA Merit B4 and he was crying. i was like.. what's his problem?!?!?!!? man. i felt like going up to him to slap him la. i think james feels like doing this to me too. heh. okay, i know different people have different expectations. maybe he expected AAAA Distinction A1. whatever. but a guy... CRYING?!?!?! over results?!?!?! please, be more man. argh~!!!! .... joel.

    did i mention that i didn't watch Letters from Iwo Jima yet?!?!?! bleah.

    i could have done worse. so,

    ALL GLORY TO GOD. =)

    | Standing In The GAP @ 8:43 pm |

    Thursday, March 01, 2007

    ** weird dream **

    it's my 123rd post~! wow~!! haha.

    i had this really really weird and got a link but somehow no link dream. difficult to comprehend hor? but it's really so...

    i dreamt that boon ping and i were working in the same company. don't laugh. it's true. i mean, it's true in my dream la. we were on this escalator up in some building. apparently, we were going to buy james' birthday present. i remembered what i was wearing - this below-knee black and white skirt and a black blouse. haha. i don't know why i looked so nice inside (kay, stop vomiting) cos i don't look good in below-knee skirts as i have short legs =(

    anyway, i asked boon ping if he brought enough money. then he opened his wallet and showed me one stack of new five-dollar notes and another stack of new ten-dollar notes. maybe he wants to bao ang bao. haha. lame. then somehow i need to return him money. but i don't know why, he returned me two new five dollar notes instead. i was sooooo super happy.

    then somehow, James happened to see this scene. you know, like in the movies, he saw us but we didn't see him, that kinda scenario... ah haha... and James was kinda angry cos we went out to gai gai but didn't call him along. ah haha... it's so super funny~!!!!

    and somehow, somewhere, i don't know when, fungi was walking alone in the building... and then... i woke up. haha.

    ok, i think it is a LAME and kinda no link dream. haha.

    so the new Accounts Payable person came in today. she's called Judy. she's old. sigh. and she is sitting at my place~!!!!! now i have the lousy seat. i cant blog / chat / internet sms publicly already. BLEAH~!!!!!!!! wa~!!!!! sobx...... i'm sadded. sigh...

    there's loads of nice songs on 883 today. the 8-songs-in-a-row VERY nice lor. i wanted to go to the restroom but vetoed against it cos the songs are just so nice. ah haha.

    people, jia you for tomorrow....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:31 am |