Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
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~ ann ~
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~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Sunday, September 30, 2007

    ** thank GOD **

    oh man! i feel that i have benl flooded by tags. so i shall slowly reply. haha.

    >>> fungi: oh man! you like Give Me One Reason too?! WoW!! i didn't know lehx. this is so cool. why didn't you tell me? haha. i will send you the song when i see you online kay? yea, baby!! had a great night out with you guys. haha.
    >>> yeewen: eeeeeee.... i'd rather NOT mention qiang qiang la. so... oh man~!!! can die. haha. *goosebumps* yala~!!! i miss the singing sessions too. the dumb songs, the dumb thing we did. oh man... crap... 回味....
    >>> wilson: oh man! you like Give Me One Reason too?! WoW!! i didn't know lehx. this is so cool. why didn't you tell me? haha. i will send you the song when i see you online kay? ok. it's the same reply i tagged to fungi. haha. kay lame. and you actually went to read the headlines?!?!?! oh man~!!! *faints* wahaha~!!!! i didn't even notice until i read your tag can? observant. obviously army did you good =PpP hope you can make it next year for Lamerz's mid-autumn festival celebration... [[ p.s. wilson~!!!! know what?!??! after typing my post, i refreshed my blog page and saw your britney poll thing. means, we were both online la~!!! means, i could have sent you the song la~!! but somehow we missed each other. ARGH~!!! so lame can?!?! ]]
    >>> jo: aye.... you sound weird. haha. like it's not you. not the language you usually use. what happened? too stressed cos of work arh?
    >>> eunice: haha. starting work already la. how to post more? i will try de la. keke. in the meantime, can you please go and study? 熬 this one more week then you are free already. please go study~!!!
    >>> zhiwei: oh man~!!! you actually come to my blog? wahaha... 难得 lehx. yalor. i also hope next year can have more people. this year de really so lame la. so little people. and so little time some more. it's no wonder that we are lamerz. lolx.

    i have to comment: on the zhong qiu celebration, all 4 of us wore shirts belonging to some organisation. yeewen - NUSSU, peijun - YI camp tee, fungi - AJ badminton tee, me - AJ OGL tee. heh. 默契.

    yea~!!! and so i found a job. means i will blog less le. sigh... sad.
    get this, i will be a Pharmacy Assistant at Woodlands Polyclinic for two (2) months.

    heh~!!! this is such a God-sent can? let me explain the whole story....

    1) I applied for a permanent position as a Pharmacy Assistant. i was worried if they would employ me cos they wanted a perm. i would be going back to further my studies when the next academic year starts. on top of that, i would take a lot of leaves (not 树叶) during December for missions, YI camp and my overseas trip. so i was quite worried that they would not approve of me taking so many days of leave.

    But, God gave me this: the interviewers gave me a temp position as a pharmacy assistant. so i had a job!!! yes. they did not reject me downright. yea~!!! and my contract is for two (2) months!!! means, i do not have to worry about taking leave and all that because i would no longer be bound under the contract!!! wahaha..... yea, baby~!!! isn't that great? thank God.

    2) the working place is at Woodlands!!! well, to be more specific, it's nearer to Marsiling MRT Station la. directly opposite. haha. but yes, it is Woodlands Polyclinic. so if you, choi~!!!, fall sick during this period of time, you may come to pay me a visit. wahaha.... Marsiling lehx. so near my house. haha... thank God.

    3) the working hours are from 8 - 4.30 on weekdays and 8-12.30 on weekends. this means, i end work relatively early. i can beat all the traffic nonsense. and i can go for prayer meetings!!! haha. as in when i travel to luwei's house, i will be early, instead of always being late when i was working over at Linksys. very paiseh lehx... and because of the street E cell will be having, 4.30 is a cool time. if no OT and sudden stuff, i can still meet my dear shuen for prayer walks at 5. heh... weekends? great man! it will not clash with church la! i'll miss lunching with cell at most. but i can still join them to squeeze our way to the front when the door opens. lolx~!!! i won't miss service or anything la~!!! co0l man~!! thank God.

    4) i cruised through the interview. the interviewers were not monstrous. they were 2 women who did not look scary and demanding. thank God for giving me wisdom on what to say and how to present myself.

    i thank my God for giving me these blessings la. haha. really... shu said this is a God-sent job. it's really His will. i think so too. w0w~!!! thanks to those who prayed for me =) really~!!!

    and i dyed my hair black and highlighted it. the colour isn't really very nice. sigh... oh well. but never mind ba. sigh... give it one month....

    this was how i looked at the hairdresser's.

    it was shevchenko's birthday yesterday. ha! and he had to screw things up for chelsea. lolx. so sad. and the scoreline between portsmouth and reading was 7-4. CRAZY la~!!!! it's been ages since such a scoreline popped out in an EPL match.

    huishan returned from Australia and bought sweets for us...

    daryl bluffed henson that these bits, when put together, will become a pen. henson actually bought it -_-''' oh man.... *faints*

    when henson found out daryl was kidding, he was furious and kept commenting, "you betrayed my trust". oh crap. it was hilarious!!!! then, i told henson that they were actually erasers. henson bought it too... oh man... i have nothing to say le... he finally found out it was a sweet cos he tasted it... sigh... henson arh henson.... *shakes head*

    and yes, we visited poor andros is down chicken pox. those who went to visit all kena before. only henson didn't. but he had the vaccine. so i kept scaring him. i told him that i had the vaccine yet i still kena chicken pox. this is true. i am not kidding. that scared him quite a bit. but he still went... awww... so wei da. haha. poor andros la. his 俊俏的脸 is now filled with poxes. and he is having his EOYs~!!! oh man... poor di di...

    ...祝我开工吉利...

    | Standing In The GAP @ 7:04 pm |

    Tuesday, September 25, 2007

    ** 中秋节快乐 **

    and so, even with the guys unable to make it, the girls of Lamerz still came out together to have our annual Mid-Autumn Festival celebration.

    the whole thing was quite lame. there were only 4 of us -_-"' celebrate what? let me tell the whole story in detail...

    i met Fungi at THAT bus stop and walked to peijun's house. as we arrived, the first words we heard were, "说曹操曹操到". then i started singing, "东汉末年分三国,烽火连天不休..." let me side track a bit, JJ'S NEW ALBUM, 西界, 改版 ALREADY~!!!! please go and buy to show him your support =DDD so fungi, peijun and i waited at peijun's house for yeewen to rush over from her aunt's house. in the meantime, we watched 才华横溢 and gossiped about 万子良. we also ate ice cream mooncake, thanks to peijun's mum. 谢谢谢妈妈~!!! =P

    me carrying a spastic-cum-bimbotic lantern. heh.

    and so yeewen arrived. but the few of us wanted to watch the 9pm channel 8 show, 破茧而出. (Fungi, the second word is pronounced jian4) TV buffs la. haha. think this is one of the VERY FEW activities that Lamerz love to do together. lolx. cos all of us have different interests and hobbies. haha. so cute.

    after the show, we went to peijun "家楼下" to play with the candles and stuff... we lighted our lanterns and tadah~!!!

    mine's the pink one, of cos.

    then, we decided to play with candles. it took us quite some time to decide where we would like to light up the candles. in the end we decided on the slide cos we lighted the bridge last year.

    the slide before the candles were lit.

    peijun and i. the slide AFTER the candles were lit. ok fei hua. haha. Fungi, Peijun, Yeewen, please feel free to gop the photos that you want.

    OH NO~!!! the slide is on fire~!!!!

    RUN, PEIJUN, RUN~!!!!

    nah... just the camera mode. heh.

    that's the moon... it FINALLY came out so that we could 赏月 for that little while =P

    then peijun played songs on her phone. and one of the songs was.... 5566's Without Your Love. yeewen and i started laughing a LOT cos it was one of the songs we kept singing when we were in secondary school. wahaha... 回味... then.... guess what?!?!?!

    we were anointed with "Holy Water". well, someone from above (in the flats) threw ice down at us in an attempt to spoil our mini celebration. like what the?!?!?!? it's dangerous ok? so inconsiderate can?

    here's the evidence....

    also, while we were having fun, this kitty kept coming, wanting to play with us. it's BIG. i think it is pregnant. awwww.... i also want... lolx =PpP

    and before we knew it, it was time to go, cos all of us wanted to catch the last bus (for my case, it was bus then train) home. it was a short celebration. so sad. sigh... happy times always have to end so quickly. sadded. while packing up, we realised we did not drink our 茶 yet!!! well, i bought 绿茶... still 茶 what... heh... so we all drank a mouthful each and proceeded to our respective bus stops. on our way, i realised we did not play with the sparklers yet!!! i handed one sparkler each to peijun and yeewen. i held one myself. the 3 of us lit our sparklers and played with them on our way to the bus stop. wahaha~!!! so lame. keke. yeewen and i ganged up to bully piejun cos "majority wins". wahaha....

    after playing with the lanterns, i ate my apple (provided by peijun's mum). heh. we lead a healthy lifestyle. peijun accompanied me to wait for the bus cos yeewen and fungi took their buses from the same bus stop, leaving me all alone. awww... sweet peijun. yeewen's 190 came first, followed by my 187 and lastly, fungi's 187. BUT, i was the last to reach home.... wa... sadded. i'm eliminated. wa.... sadded.

    heh. so although this Lamerz 月饼节 celebration is a mini all-girl affair, it was still quite fun and memorable. TV, moon, mooncake, (green) tea, sparklers, lanterns, candles, girls... oh yes! we were talking about last year's celebration, where on top of the 4 of us present today, zhiwei, serkun, ah hau, ah hau's cousin and gera were present. alamak!!! that was ONE YEAR ago~!!! how fast time flies...


    wa.. this 883 8 song in a row is filled with nice songs!!! 缺氧, 暗号, 天灰, 天天, 我难过 (wahahah. yeewen... *winks*). now got 记得... SIGH~~~~

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:59 am |

    Monday, September 24, 2007

    ** happy birthday, daryl **

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
    DEAR ASSISTANT LEADER,
    DARYL
    ONG CHONG WEEEEE~!!!!

    i completed yet another 5-star sudoku puzzle. haha. am i good? i think i really am. i'm getting better at this =)


    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:39 pm |

    Sunday, September 23, 2007

    ** emo - it's a sad day **

    allow me to be emo today. haha.

    i woke up crying. as in i opened my eyes then tears came out. AMAZING. haha. then i was suddenly reminded of gigi liang yong qi's 泪光. the lyrics goes "等眼泪变成钻石..". i want to change it to "当眼泪变成钻石". cos if that is true, i would have woken up a multi-millionaire. i would have woken up to a pillow full of diamonds~!!! wahaha...

    anyway, fungi, wilson, serkun arh... i bought that bossini purple colour shirt le~! the one that says "Diamonds are a gurl's best friend". wahaha. i wore it to church yesterday. so peijun saw. when i bought it i messaged zhiwei to suan him cos he did not buy his grey and pink striped shirt yet. WAHAHA.... ok, i shall try not to be so mean in the future =P

    actually, my best friends are not diamonds la. they are humans. heh. but i don't mind having both =P keke...

    oh yes, and i almost cried while listening to 西界. oh man. emo la. emo. i felt so much when i heard the lyrics. then i started writing the lyrics out... 给我一丝光线... notice that half of the words in this phrase have the 丝字旁? wahaha. no wonder i love this song so much. 思 what. heh.

    can i proudly say that i've finally made a decision that is right? haha. i guess so. i know that it is right cos i used my right brain to think. my left brain kept telling my otherwise. but i chose to trust my right brain. now my left brain is ignoring me. and i feel the effects of it's absence. oh well. at most i'll a bit dumber ba. keke. so now everything i order cannot be too big. must be small. cos only one part of my brain is working. means, i cant eat Rendang Double Burger from BK anymore. i will have to switch to Mushroom Swiss Single le. keke... lame. i'm so crappy. so lame. cant stand myself. that's why i'm sitting down now. haha.

    let me random a bit. coming to terms with a loss is a tough thing. i just lost something la!!! i'm feeling so sad. i think that's the cause of me emo-ing. sigh. sigh. sigh...... im unable to find it back currently. buy another similar one? cannot!! it's different. i have a lot of 感情 with the old one. it's hard to pretend it doesn't exist. it's harder to pretend it is still with me. CRAP LA~!!! things have sentimental value can? and in a twinkling of an eye, it is gone... so bottom line is, treasure what you have before it disappears - items and humans alike. sad.... i hope i can get out of it soon. i guess i'd be okay in a while... i hope =S

    and yes, i changed my player again~!!! haha. the songs are emo songs i guess. haha. when i'm sad i'll listen to these few songs de. there are super old songs [e.g. fan xiao xuan's qian yi shi(1996)], old songs [e.g. son by four's purest of pain(2000)], not so old songs [e.g. gigi's 泪光(2002), melody's hui zhi bu qu(2003)], and new songs [e.g. yang chen ling's que yang(2007) and fan fan's ni zhi you yi ge(2007)]. the other songs are guo mei mei's gou gou shou(2006), ZOEgirl's gve me one reason(2000), and yang chen ling's zuo bian(2006) .

    anyone emo too? let's emo together! haha. i think the fan xiao xuan song is a classic lehx... man!! haha. nice. nice. zuo bian is... sigh.. nice too la. zhen de! no xi jie this time round, cos.... i think i will really cry. heh.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:34 pm |

    Saturday, September 22, 2007

    ** WoW but seh... **

    >>> wilson: funny photo yes la. but throw face!! haha. but it's ok la. it's meant for me to throw face de. like that then fun what. keke. right? anyway, i really really really am going NOT to wear that shirt already. heh. orange summore. so AA. qiang qiang is B-O-R-I-N-G and S-I-A-N-X.
    >>> yeewen: it's ok la. yalor. we met up on sat ma. so it's ok. haha. can still crap and talk rot. wahaha~!!! can't believe we got the same "illness" la. the eye thing. haha. never see each other for a month then can still catch the same "illness". 默契 man. haha. so c0ol =P
    >>> peiun: you plan de? really? i gan dong wor. haha. thanks. really apreciate it. heh. you heard my heart will go on too?! oh man. so cool can?! haha. ouR hearts will go on... ok. sounds so les. yuck. i'm straight. cos i'm not a crab. cos, simply, i'm not crap. wahaha... nonsense.
    >>> fungi: you think it is 鬼叫?! wahaha... this goes to show that when i sang that song on that day, i really mimicked well. wahaha.... actually, i think it is ok la. quite neutral about it. you and wilson and fight it out to see who wins. i'll just sit on the fence although my butt will hurt really a lot. keke. the super sudoku can be found in every weekday's Today paper. super sudoku plus can be found in every weekend's Today. The Sunday Times also features a 5-star sudoku puzzle weekly lor.

    ok. i think i am quite cool. i didn't come online for the entire of the whole of last week. WOAH~!!! *clap*clap* for sze sze. heh.

    today was really really tiring. cos there was 2 birthday celebrations and a mooncake festival walk. wahaha....

    we celebrated huiyi's birthday before cell group after service. it was a success!!! =) haha. *clap*clap* to sze and luwei xiao di! heh. huiyi was sporting enough to immerse her head in flour. and cell had fun with flour. and huiyi liked her cake! haha. good good man. ooohhh... feel so happy. keke.

    then we celebrated daryl's birthday after dinner. i think we really look like dumb people can? ate dinner so super quickly until i think i suffered from indigestion. then we all ran like mad people with our barang barang and nonsense over to the Holy Place to hide. then we tricked daryl to come, with Syl's help. then the guys tao pok-ed him and tied him up and blind folded him. oh man. poor daryl. we tied him to a chair and sprayed whipped cream on him. and did loads of nonsense. it culminated with us bringing out a WHITE snowskin mooncake as his birthday cake. the mooncake was left in the church fridge -_- "'

    then, it came to the mooncake festival walk. oh man. crap la. we were the last cell cos of the celebration. haha. we walked lor, carrying out lanterns. i think my lantern was the kiddiest. but it was the cutest. haha. like lantern like owner ma =P keke. i carried the lantern for a while then it disappeared to i-don't-know-where. shuen and i crapped with loads of raps of verses from the bible. then that peijun said she doesn't want to carry her lantern cos she was too tired. haha. so lame can? lanterns burnt along the way. haha. it was a great exercise. lolx.

    then, i sent my baobeii eunice home together with peijun and peifen. haha. and then i went home. tired man... after a whole day of activities. keke.

    wan an le....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:59 pm |

    Sunday, September 16, 2007

    ** LaMeRz, ai ni~!!! **

    Friday
    i wanted to slack at home on friday. to prepare for praise and worship the next day then go to bed early to rest... cos i've been sleeping at some unearthly time for the past few nights. and so, when fungi and serkun asked me out for some lamerz dinner i was quite relunctant.

    who knows? it was meant to be a birthday surprise for me. oh crap. i don't want to mention it in great detail cos... it was really... embarassing. yes, it was 1 month late. but still, i appreciate it though it was super duper ultimately embarassing.

    LaMeRz (minus yeewen, gera and zhiwei) came to my house. they ganged up with my sister la~!!! stupid stupid stupid. peijun la!!! argh... ok. i shall not elaborate. haha. i showed them my neat bedroom and not-very-neat study room. keke...

    they blindfolded me and took me round my house's bus stop and forced me to do some nonsense and super throw face actions. then they brought me to take the MRT to woodlands (oh crap! on my way home wilson told me this big burly indian man kept staring at me. CRAP!). they bluffed me that they were bringing me to sembawang. but they forgot something: i take the train everywhere!!! even if i have to take a bus, i'd still take the train before transferring to a bus!!! haha... then they brought me to CWP. aiyoh... i know CWP very well lehx. really cannot bluff me. peijun brought me to Cold Storage for a walk. i knew exactly where at Cold Storage i was la... peijun was so scared. she thought that i was peeping. but i really wasn't!!! told ya, i know CWP well.

    then she brought me to PastaMania. and then i heard zhiwei's voice. heh. you know, when you are blind, your other senses tend to be more sensitive. like my sense of hearing and smell really perked up. heh. and tadah! when i removed the blindfold, they staRted to sing the birthday song. oh well. the whole thing was so throw face already. so i don't really mind it culminating in another throw-face activity. heh...

    my cake...

    look! the candle and the candle stand are apart! this is super lame can?!?!


    wanna thank:
    Fungi - for using so many smses to message lamerz. xin ku le....
    SeRkun - sorry hor... when i was "blind" i kept touching you and stepping on your boots. wahaha... really accidental. dui bu qi le....
    Wilson - thanks for coming down to celebrate my birthday. and all the throw-face photos... man!! hope you will NOT post them on your blog. bai tuo ni le....
    Zhiwei - for rushing (???) down to celebrate my birthday after booking out. heh. gan dong. also, xin ku le...
    Peijun - for bluffing me and ganging up with my sister. that was really unexpected can?! and holding my hand. jia you le...
    **yeewen and gera, it's ok la. ni men you xin le... =)

    Saturday
    it's really weird not to have shuen and henson in cell. sigh. so i had to work extra extra hard... to live up to henson's legacy. every week is a new challenge to me. cos i have to think of dumb and lame things to say and do. so now without henson, i have to really crack my brain. lolx. ok. please ignore those nonsense. heh. im really crapping le. my craps just come naturally. heh...

    look!! the tartar sauce is in a heart-shape!!!

    we were drawing kenni's super shocking pink board and had to paste smaller cards on the big pink board. we had nothing to stick so peijun suggested using plasters! lolx. lame idea. just as when i tore the seal of a plaster, jaslyn exclaimed she has scotch tape. so oh well... i did the above lame thing.... guess the brand of my watch!!! the answer will be revealed at the end of this post =)

    we celebrated kenni's birthday with water bombs. ok la... girls don't really appreciate such stuff. heh.

    then after church i sent ann home then i went to take bus to BPP to meet lamerz (fungi, serkun, yeewen and zhiwei). so lame right? heh. we saw leona, serene, elvin, boonping, lynn, james. Lamerz laughed at all sorts of nonsense. about cups, 回家, fungi being F, zhiwei being Z, serkun and i both being Ss, yeewen being Y and peijun being AP. if you don't understand, nevermind, inside joke. haha. we saw dranice too. oh man! 说曹操曹操到. and spongy boon, an-chime... oh man. laugh til i cried. Lamerz.... haha. i love them. so long never meet up le. about a month ba. one month without the lameness. oh man... and serkun's last sentence for lamerz "第一次一定会痛的". don't think dirty hor. we were talking about threading. so suggestive. haha.

    i went home with serkun and he lamed me like mad. haha. i really miss going home with him. heh. we would always crap like mad. and start laughing on the bus like nobody's business. ok la. actually, i'm the one laughing la. serkun would keep a straight face. thanks for SMS-ing me to see if i was home, serkun =) Management Committee, we care for you! lolx. still remember our cheesy slogan during the secondary school days? heh....

    yea~! i completed yet another 5-staR sudoku puzzle. ok sudoku reminds me of henson. cos he wanted to say sadako but said sudoku instead. *faints*. hahahahaha......

    so... what is my watch's brand?

    Ans: Guess. cos you have to guess the time.... wahaha~!!!!!!!!!!

    ** Fungi, click here: http://dl37.foredu.com.cn/...laoge/huijia.wma there REALLY is such a song titled 回家 =D

    *** 王菲's 执迷不悔 is old (released dec 1993) yet nice!


    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:42 pm |

    Friday, September 14, 2007

    ** several songs... **

    oh man. i just heard My Heart Will Go On on 883. i suddenly feel so... nostalgic. come to think about it, the movie (if you don't know this song was from Titanic, knock your head against the wall. where have you been living in the past decade?!?!) has been out for about 10 years now. oh man... this is sooo... WoW... long ago la. haha. but still, it is one of my all time favourite movies. the song is a classic too la...

    speaking of songs, i REALLY HATE THE SONG 蔷蔷 BY ELLA~!!! upon hearing it for the first time, i kind of like the song. i didn't know ella could sing that well. i also thought it was a sad and so-poor-thing song. but 883 has been playing this song on almost all programmes throughout the day. means i would listen to the song about 5 times a day. i'm so so sooo sick of the song already. please spare me of the agony. today was REALLY EXTREME. i was so so sick of the song that i started getting goosebumps when i heard it. i had to wear my jacket to get rid of the goosebumps. yes, it was THAT extreme.

    anyway, cell went to henson's and pingguang's houses to pray for them for their mission trip to china. so cool man. i wanna go!! but... sigh... haha. i think it would be really... ya... cool. daryl, luwei, sylvester, james all wanna go too. haha. but nevermind la. i'll be going for the thailand missions with my baobeii... haha. YEA~!! this is exciting too. keke. random a bit, baobeii, i really love you ok? don't go do silly things hor... i caRe... =)

    yes yes... about their houses, henson's door bell and room doors are the same as mine!!!! haha. and pingguang's fan is the same as mine!! lolx. just a random discovery la.

    and i went to send off pingguang, henson and my darling shuen yesterday. i crept out of bed at 4.45am. goodness gracious me!! i think it's really commendable of me to be able to do so ok? i've never woken up this early in such a looooong time. wahaha... but yes, i managed to catch the first 858 of the day to the airport from khatib. i was on the overhead bridge when i saw a bus at the bus stop. i had a STRONG gut feeling that that was my bus. so i dashed and almost collided with a cyclist. lolx. but i managed to board the bus. thank God =) heh.

    i will really miss shu la. my darling discipler. haha. my favourite discipler. ok la. i only have ONE discipler. keke. but still. i love her. 真的. and henson. all his nonsense jokes. his spring chicken and spring onion. this week without him will be weird. so, i am going to double my powers to lame cell group. WAHAHA....

    i almost got knocked down by an SBS bus. but thank God for His journey mercy, i'm ok =)

    on my way home, i walked from 888 plaza to my house. fyi, i usually take the bus. but yesterday morning, i decided to soak up the sun and breathe the morning air. the sweet-smelling scent of the flowers, the melodious chirping of the birds, the buzzing of the bees, together with 范玮琪's 哲学家 (a spring-summer song) on 883... oh man... what a great morning! i'm not kidding you. there were really many flowers, birds and bees along the stretch of the road. then, as i was enjoying the atmosphere, i smelt cigarette smoke. this idiotic guy had to walk faster than me. hence the cigarette smoke blew to my face. *cough*cough*cough*. *puke*puke*puke*. *vomit*vomit*vomit*. WALAO~!!!

    i went to tuition my baobeii eunice in the late afternoon. we did many maths questions. from the bottom of my heart, if my baobeii wants to study, she'll make it de lor... so baobeii, jia you!! don't give up. as i told you countless times, i WILL NEVER give up on you unless you give up on yourself...

    another nice 范玮琪 song that i would like to dedicate to myself (P.S. luwei xiao di, i will dedicate this song to you too although this is a girl song. haha) :


    小眼睛 - 范玮琪

    小眼睛有点无力
    你努力睁开眼睛
    别人却以为
    你还没睡醒

    小眼睛戴隐形眼镜
    想把宝龄球塞进
    高尔夫球的小洞里

    想把眼睛睁大
    用胶带贴住眼皮
    烦恼他经过时
    会不会注意到你

    小眼睛不要放弃
    眼睛小也有它的美丽
    拿下你的眼镜
    放出你的电力
    他已经慢慢注意到你

    小眼睛不要怀疑
    你的眼睛对他最有吸引力
    用力塞进你的隐形眼镜
    他已经毫无招架之力


    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:39 pm |

    Wednesday, September 12, 2007

    ** happy birthday shu... **

    cell celebrated shuen's birthday TEN days in advance for her, cos she will be going for the china mission trip. we dressed her up like that: some people might think we are bullying her. but i happen to differ. i think that she looks like a pretty princess la... at least we didn't draw on her face or anything like that. she still looks pretty lor. heh.

    we brought shu round church blindfolded to say hi to everyone. haha. poor girl. got bullied by so many of them. sigh.... but i think she liked the surprise though it was really early. and... she liked her cake! haha.

    i really thank God for this dear discipler and sister of mine la. she's really... oh man... i love her. haha. at the end of everything, she thanked me and told me that God sees everything i did, whether big or small, and my reward will be in heaven. i was shocked / stunned when she said that. it was random. yet touching. heh....

    look at tim chan!! my ah di!! he's tying a balloon although he is scared of them... haha. so cute.


    some random photos i took. somehow i feel like i'm the birthday girl. haha. so lame. keke... but it was realy fun to put on the party hat and blow the thing. haha. i've not done it in ages. 回味童年.


    and then i went to watch Ratatouille on Monday~!!! oh man. it's a XXXXx/XXXXX show man. it really is not bad. i don't really know how to describe but... go watch it if you haven't ok? it's worth your every cent. the only gripe i have about the show is that it is not really very touching. erm... you know, like... ice age?! where i cried tonnes? haha. if it has that a little bit more human touch to it, i'd give it a straight 5 stars immediately =) heh....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:02 pm |

    Friday, September 07, 2007

    ** this week at a glance... **

    ok. so here i am to blog again. i shall try to make it a short entry coupled with loads of pictures and less words. haha. don't really feel like blogging these few days lehx. don't really know why also. so sad la. haha...

    31 Aug (Friday)
    Fungi, zhiwei and i went to cwp's seoul garden to have lunch to celebrate the end of sispec life for zhiwei. haha. after that, we went to the arcade and played dumb games like spot the difference, math-cum-monkey game and other kiddy games. the only non-kiddy game we played was the 投篮机. actually, only fungi played that. haha. the spot the difference was really really really cool. i love it. ha. 挑战极限.


    5 Sept (Wednesday)
    cell had prayer meeting. but before that, i accompanied luwei to try on his contacts. it was quite fun at first cos luwei was really very kan cheong. nervous ba. haha. it took him all in all about 2 hours to put on and remove his contacts. haha. my xiao di is so cute can?


    6 Sept (Thursday)
    cell had a last minute cell outing. it was planned on 5 Sept (the day before). not bad la. 10 people turned up. daryl, luwei, henson, andros, tim chan, bel, jaslyn, shuen, joey and myself!!! we went to PS and ate ajisen. luwei almost ordered the rice set - rice and miso soup only. haha. we all bombed him. haha. it was hilarious. oh, did i mention jaslyn permed her hair?! but sad case la, she pulled her hair up into a ponytail so i cant really see the effects. i wanna curl my hair too!! i've been wanting to do so for the LONGEST time already. but i never ever had the courage to do so. after dinner, we took loads of photos outside the cathay. actually, it was the girls who were the ones taking photos la. 自恋. haha. jaslyn and i decided to be extra. when we all wanted to take the "smiley" kind of photos, jas and i dao-ed. when we wanted to take the dao photos, jas and i smiled. ok. kiam pa. haha. then, we walked all the way to esplanade (the promised land). it was promised that it would be a land flowing with milk and honey. but we found out that it had BIG durians as well!! kay lame. heh. we went to the roof top and played card games and told super lame jokes. i think i lamed everyone out. heh... so fun... on the train back home, i was half dead. heh. i apologise for not posting more pictures... cos all the photos are with bel.


    after reaching home, in my half-dead self, i got to know some things... i almost died. i was sooo worried can?! really very very worried. on top of that, i could not really think... plus the worrying, i couldn't really express myself clearly. so many thoughts were running through my mind. thank goodness... things should be okay by now =)

    >>> fungi: yea baby!! i sure am happy!!! haha. thanks thanks for that cheer. i felt it =P
    >>> yeewen: haha. thanks thanks thankS!!!! im overjoyed la =) notice you and fungi tagged one after another? keke...
    >>> eunice: keke. baobeii, i love u too. don't so sad about your memory card already ok? you are not suay la!!! haha. don't so sad. *bao*bao*


    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:55 pm |

    ** the green light... **

    MY DAD ALLOWED ME TO GO MISSIONS~!!!!!

    ALL GLORY TO GOD.

    ALL PRAISE BE TO HIM.

    THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME OVERCOME THIS BARRIER.

    well, my parents are very worried for my safety that's why they don't want me to go missions at all. since last year. the reason this year my mum gave was the same. yet, i didn't give up. continue to press on and pray daily. really really pray. i even asked Eunice, Peijun, Luwei and Shuen to pray for me.... our prayers worked. God answered our prayers. oh man. i am still in shock. haha. cummon peijun, save me, what to do when i have shock?! oh man oh man oh man. even my fingers are so jubilant la. they cant really type properly le. keep having typos. haha. oh man~!!! my DAD lehx. said YES. not mum lehx. mum is usually the softhearted one. haha. i love my dad....... oh man.......

    and i love my Papa in heaven too......

    i feel like crying le. really really really happy.

    thanks to EUNICE, PEIJUN, LUWEI, SHUEN..... really. i cant thank you guys enough. really. i can only love you all more....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:30 pm |

    Monday, September 03, 2007

    ** *yum*yum* **

    Maggie Mee never tasted this sweet before...
    and i got a little shock of my life today.
    the rain was so heavy.
    i now prefer space shots to merry-go-rounds cos merry-go-rounds will cause quarrels.
    ok. all quite no link.
    no mood to blog.

    >>> leona: thanks =)
    >>> zhiwei: goodness! once in a blue moon lehx. haha. you are always there at the Lamerz blog but not here. lolx.
    >>> fungi: sigh... u better 说到做到 wor. haha. my number 1 blog fan is busy... so... go go jia you to you =)

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:52 pm |

    Sunday, September 02, 2007

    ** merry-go-round **

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    yesterday (before 12am) was a very happy day. kongann, joey, sonia, rico came. i love them. i really do. i was so overjoyed and elated that i cried. i just kept crying. PnW time the tears just kept coming. i was crying throughout. i couldn't stop it. it's been quite sometime since this happened. and i found God once again. thanks for the cross, Jesus. it was a love-filled affair. and i realised that i have the capacity to love cos He gave me that capacity. i just am so glad they came. my sonia you know? all the regret and despair turned into love and determination. i felt that i had added strength. kongann lehx... this one break record. i held my tears for about 12hours before letting them out. everyone knows i cant control my tears. i just cry. but that day, that very day, i held them for 12hours. i love him. joey. i love her too. although i know i have that capacity to love her more. rico.... like duh! of cos i love him la! he was there when i first came. he took good care of me. now all i can do is to take good care of him back. all the prayers worked. thank God for drawing them back to church. all glory to God.

    and thanks to peijun and daryl for being such great leaders. still cant believe daryl said that i am like this mother. alamak!

    thanks to shuen too. my darling discipler. if it weren't for her, i would not be what i am today. im really blessed to have such a good discipler. i really love her too. all her nonsense, her encouragement, her advice, her understanding... i learnt a lot from her. how to be a better discipler. not to blame myself for things that have happened. to really have faith and pia all the way with God by my side. cannot change discipler. i will cry.

    thanks to xiao di luwei and baobeii eunice for praying. i love them. i really do.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:26 pm |