Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
~ ajc 1705 ~
~ ajc first aid club ~
~ alexandra ~
~ ann ~
~ calista ~
~ cherie ~
~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Saturday, March 28, 2009

    picture time!

    it's not your everyday thing when you take out two 10-dollar notes from your wallet and realise their last three digits are the same.

    don't you think this guy looks like Brother Weijian?!

    my VERY good wound dressings... heh.

    keith, no need to visit the polyclinic nurse the next time! rely on your dear friend over here! FOC!

    and peijun, don't you think it looks so SJAB? haha!!! can you recall the home nursing stuff? heh!

    earth hour near my house!


    and i thought Mc's will turn off ALL their lights. bluffers!

    Earth Day is just pure dumbness. it's as if we'll make a significant impact on the consumption of the earth's resources if we cut our electricity usage in that hour. publicity-wise, Earth Day isn't a bad idea. but when it comes to implementing it in our everyday lives... forget it! look at Fullerton Hotel! i am very sure that they will not turn off their lights every evening after Earth Day. so, it will be back to square one! it's pure dumbness.

    JJ's concert was today! sigh!


    >>> peijun: not no faith in you la. just... i think fungi will win. haha!
    >>> fungi: LOLOLOLOLOLOL...
    >>> elea: YEA! i just had to do it! you look so cute in that! heh!!!
    >>> yeewen: you agree with me about chicken losing!? yea! hi5! lol!!!
    >>> eliz: eliz is cheeky as well!! =P
    >>> luwei: you are sooooooo smart! peijun = chicken. and you meant to say she sounds like one too? w0w!!! hahaha!!!!
    >>> alex: FINALLY you tagged can?!?!? Zhao Lin Alexandra Goh!!! haha! YEA~!!! yes. i'm Stressed Szern now! sigh.
    >>> zhiwei: fungi win cos she's more powerful. more potent than the clucking of the chicken. the fungi spores will cause more damage! haha. you want to join forces with chicken? so this will become tor-ken or chic-toise Vs Fungi! LOL~!!!!


    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:13 pm |

    Thursday, March 26, 2009


    HAPPY 21st ELEA~~~!!!!!! =D

    shall blog more about the outing soon!!!

    it's definitely worth mentioning cos... we got to see ah ping again. like finally! after... 2years?! and ah ping mentioned she read my blog! goodness! *faints* and to think i had lost all contact with her for 2 whole years!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:39 am |

    Tuesday, March 24, 2009

    ** Chicken Vs Fungi **

    you know szern is stressed when...

    ...she imagines a chicken and some fungi going to war against each other.

    who will emerge the winner?

    szern predicts fungi will win because the spores she releases will overpower the pok-pok-ness of the chicken. the chicken will get asthma due to the spores. this decreases oxygen availability to the tissues of the pok-pok, causing the chicken to weaken and eventually lose the battle. fungi will suffer some bruises, but will emerge as the overall winner.

    so yea! this is szern's analysis of the war between a chicken and some fungi.

    you know it when szern is stressed.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:53 pm |

    Sunday, March 22, 2009



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    | Standing In The GAP @ 3:07 am |

    Friday, March 20, 2009

    oh my!

    一切完美 (Perfect Cut 2) has just ended its run!

    i'm so upset by it, ok? i feel that it should be longer! 13 episodes is just pathetic. personally, i feel that the short stories are VERY good! most of them are very touching. i felt like crying for almost all the episodes! "almost all" because i missed a total of 3 episodes! 2 because i fell asleep before the show started and woke up after it ended-_-" 1 because i was out! SIGH~!!! i'm kinda suffering from Perfect Cut withdrawal syndrome. oh help me! first it was 豪杰春香. now it's 一切完美. sigh! 犯人。

    no more alex and kelly every weekday at 10pm. this screams SADDDDDDD~!!! and i seriously don't like Win.

    riding on the craze, i found the lyrics for 许愿树 by 郭美美. and i'm posting it here for you guys, edited! cos there were some errors. aren't you glad you visited my blog, you Perfect Cut 2 fan?

    许愿树 - 郭美美

    梦破了沉默便不敢哭
    伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
    你最会解读
    我内心的日记簿
    错一次就像看一本书
    而用心要从泪水提炼领悟
    找到对的地图

    太过倔强
    虽然有苦说不出
    但就是讨厌认输

    * 跑上了山坡尽头断了路
    勇敢就是我的许愿树
    我有梦想
    在天空中飘浮
    海边的日出前都会有雾勇
    敢就是我的许愿树
    用眼光照亮 模糊

    每当我追求完美太顽固
    是你化身我的许愿树
    你给了我
    无限量的呵护
    每当你突发奇想要倾诉
    让我化身你的许愿树
    为你起祈祷着 幸福

    the lyrics are well written. really. i've been playing this song repeatedly for the past hour and somehow, i don't feel sick of it at all! LDMR hasn't started yet! cool! the more i look at the lyrics, the more meaningful i think it is! what's wrong with me?

    will you be my 许愿树?

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:52 pm |

    Thursday, March 19, 2009

    HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY, MAMA~!!!

    i love my mama.
    i cannot believe she is already half a century old.
    and i will be 21 soon.
    and mei's still sweet sixteen.
    argh~!!!
    never mind. i shall embrace my 21 with grace...

    P.S. those people who know my mama or my mama's phone number, can message her! lolx. all i have to do is to tell her you guys are my friends. Lamerz, i don't even need to explain. she has your phone numbers in her phone! lolx! serkun, wilson, zhiwei, told ya she treats you all like her sons! haha!!

    anyway, Perfect Cut rocks!

    放了爱 为了爱
    这不是我 想要的生活
    放了爱 你会明白
    有种拥有 叫作放手
    放了爱 我放了爱

    * * *

    不是我 不说就不在意空等候
    原来 你没想像中那么爱我
    我不能 再从你的怀抱 感觉到什么
    不爱我 别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

    啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
    原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
    我才懂 不是我不心痛
    其实是心没了感受
    你没想像中爱我

    * * *

    放了爱 isn't that nice... so sad. disappointing.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:40 pm |

    Saturday, March 14, 2009

    ** why i love my brothers.... **

    1) love is when timo stood up and took my forfeit for me during ice breakers last week.

    2) love is when adrian drove me to NUS to collect free (LOUSY!!!) NUS goodie bags.

    3) love is when keith waited so long for adrian and i at NUS (it was adrian's fault =P) and did not complain about it.

    4) love is when peijun and i shared our dinner with zhong hua.

    5) love is when zhong hua shared his dinner (erm... WAS peijun and my dinner) with kenneth yeo. "freely you receive, freely you give." how apt! 3 fishballs. one for me; one for zhonghua; one for kenneth yeo.

    6) love is when bryan took 961 all the way to kranji with me.

    7) love is when luwei heard God telling him to comfort me, and promptly did so!

    8) love is when jack sent me this sms when i was sooooo sad... (please don't ask me the reason)... "Just think of it as a special night for them to learn more to prepare themselves for the ultimate prize." so comforting =)

    9) love is when james decided against taunting me...

    10) love is when keith called me to show concern when he heard about the score line.

    to all the brothers mentioned above, thank you! =) you guys (literally) light up my life! i don't have any blood brothers. but God gave me you guys! so ya... thanks!!

    love is NOT...

    when ziyong smsed "Woohoo!" TWICE and called me to taunt me IMMEDIATELY after the match. -_-"

    look at the difference!!! =(((

    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:47 pm |

    Monday, March 09, 2009

    i am so not looking forward to 7pm in the evening =(

    cos... NO MORE CHUN XIANG~!!!! (u)(u)(u)

    sigh... heartbreak.... sobx...

    let's relive the memories...


    extremely handsome... pretty.

    menglong!!!! =((((

    send an sms to comfort szern now!!!


    | Standing In The GAP @ 6:37 pm |

    Sunday, March 08, 2009

    ** A levels **

    Jesus loves me, and I love Him too!

    I almost teared when I heard the story during service.

    Anyway, coming back from the A level counselling, I felt a prompting to write these:

    1) Disappointment

    I would like to share my testimony here. (I’m taking up Pastor’s challenge about using my blog as a medium. what about large and small?)

    My A level results were not too satisfactory. I got BCC, C6. No S Papers. Project work B, Chinese B3. Applied for NUS Nursing in 2007 but could not secure a place. Went to work for a year before coming back to apply again in 2008. I got a place in Nursing this time round, with an added bonus – a scholarship, covering my tuition fees with monthly allowance.

    I told peijun some time back, and zhonghua today, that if God had given me better A level grades, I would not have chosen Nursing as my first choice. I would have chosen Accountancy or Business. People who have known me since secondary school (ya! Lamerz! That’s you!!!) would have known this. It is a blessing in disguise. I got not too satisfactory grades, but secured a place in Nursing (plus a scholarship)!!! And I am VERY happy in Nursing! At least I know I am doing something I enjoy. Something that I like. I just would like to thank my dear God for giving me not so good grades during my A levels!

    To those who have not done up to expectations, do not be discouraged. Something better is installed for you! Just like me! Pray and seek directions from God. Do not wallow in self-pity. I thought it was the end when I received my grades. But God turned it around and I am enjoying myself in uni! Erm... the work load is crazy. But at least I’m studying something I like! Which, to me, is of extreme importance. I can’t imagine studying Accountancy or Business now! I think I would just die. It’s not my interest at all! Totally Ann-Oh! NO!

    It’s amazing how God can turn a situation like mine around!

    Join Nursing =P

    2) Communication Skills

    I remember when I got back my results, I was lost. I didn’t really know what to do. So, I started asking directions from people.

    I approached this guy, whom I shall not name, for advice. He asked me what I intended to apply. I told him, “Nursing.”

    Upon hearing my results, his reply was, “Sure cannot get in de la!”

    In the end, God proved him wrong. I didn’t have to say anything. God stood for me! Wo0h0o~!!!

    The moral of the story?

    When people approach you for advice, please really give them the advice they need. Speak in a tactful manner cos some of them are already quite disappointed. Do not rub salt into their wounds. Do not hurt them any further. Instead, as brothers and sisters in Christ, we should say things that are edifying, that would build each other up, and not tear one another down.

    I have since forgiven the guy who hurt me back then. Forgiven, but not forgotten. Cos I learnt a very important lesson from it – to be tactful in all circumstances. not being a fake person. Tell the truth. But in a nicer manner that is not as harsh. Especially to girls. Even when it is a joke, do not go overboard cos you might hurt someone unknowingly.

    Was sharing with Adora (Nursing) last week about last week’s sermon, the part about “SzeRn is patient. SzeRn is kind.” She shared with me that for every hurting word you say to someone, it requires 16 “good” words on average to restore the relationship. Cool, huh?

    Hope you guys learnt something from this =)

    So... anyone interested in Nursing? =P

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:50 am |

    Thursday, March 05, 2009

    ** of Ups and Downs. **

    i renewed my music player! =D

    random picture:


    i almost died yesterday.

    lectures started at 8.30am for me. and... i had Econ CA from 6.15 to 7.45pm. and mind you, the questions were soooo tricky! the lecturer, Roland, is really.... cheeky! xiao li chang dao. looks friendly, kind and approachable. deep under, set so tricky questions! man! never ever judge a book by its cover, i'm reminded once again.

    anyway, after the CA, weiling, her bf jinyi, his friends and i waited for the stupid 95 for 20min. when it finally came, it was so packed it skipped our stop. thanks man!!! so we took a shuttle bus to science (we were at MPSH) and i waited for 197 / 97 at AYE. i tell u... i waited for like 15 minutes! by the time the bus came, it was already 8.35pm! thanks man.

    by the time i got home, it was already 9.38pm. i bathed in record timing (15min. WOW!!!!) and rushed out with a few minutes spare before Perfect Cut 2 started!!! =D

    Perfect Cut is really good! the current story is close to heart. it touched on the mother-child relationship and it made me teary a few times throughout the show. and oh! the xiao en, i think she looks like me when i was young. haha! single eye-lids. chubby. almost same name. but my mum said i was prettier! erm... i AM prettier. lol.

    that was my not-so-good-day yesterday.

    today was much better.

    i checked my Physio results today. it was not bad! in fact, i improved! =D it's really nothing compared to the Pharmacy and Dentistry students (like duh!) but I improved! competing with myself. and i made it! YES!!! i really want to thank God for this. there were 3 topics tested in this CA. i took a total of 5 hours MAXIMUM to complete the Gastrointestinal Track notes in total! 9pm-2am, with my paper at 8am that day! and this was only the SECOND time i touched my GIT notes ever since the lecture. great, huh?! i know that i could not have done it using my own strength. it was really really God. yups! =) thank God!!!

    also, i went for my Hep B antibody test today. the nurse who drew my blood was really really nice! i aspire to be like her! really! i was soooo scared before the drawing of blood. i was tensed. i turned away from the needle. i shut my eyes tight. and before i knew it, it was all over!!! YEA!!!

    lastly, i went for my dental appointment in school and the dentist WAS SOOOOOO HANDSOME~!!!! oh my goodness!!! he has this ang moh accent. but he looks local. he looks quite young and... YA! HANDSOME! oh man! somehow, he eased my fear of going to the dentist! haha! just by his looks! oh my goodness! really so handsome! i'll be going back a week later for a filling... til then we'll meet again, handsome dentist. so guys (i mean girls), go for a dental appointment at NUS on thursdays! Dr Thai i think. *winks!* no harm dentist-gazing while he cleans your teeth! heee.... *gushes!*

    szern fa hua chi again!!!! *faints*

    and to jol, this is for you =)


    WAHAHAHA~!!! i think i will buy the DVD some time soon! how was your exams? good?

    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:32 pm |

    Wednesday, March 04, 2009

    CONGRATS TO YEEWEN ON BEING ACCEPTED INTO UCLA PROG!!! =)

    love ya! really happy for you!!! =D aini~!!!

    so, this means, lamer-empty-lamer.... hopefully someone will not be so bo liao to choose that empty seat! keke.

    Victoria Beckham's my fan.
    her fault for snatching becks from me...
    wait a minute... i don't really like becks anymore...
    you may have him, victoria.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:12 am |

    Monday, March 02, 2009

    MANCHESTER UNITED

    CARLING CUP CHAMPIONS~!!!!!!!!

    YEA~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    THANK GOD~!!!!!!!!!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:47 am |