Name: Mary || Epidysenile Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 *** Occupation: part of God's army Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P. Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd
I was doing my assignment. I was paying full attention. I was going at a steady speed.
Then...
A thought stuck me: I am a child of God!
W0ah! I just had to stop my work, stop everything I was doing, and come here to blog about this!
I am so proud to be a child of God. I am so glad to be a child of God. I am so honoured to be a child of God. I am so blessed to be a child of God. I am so excited to be a child of God. I love being a child of God. I am a child of God.
What about YOU?
| Standing In The GAP @ 6:35 pm |
Friday, March 26, 2010
I hate ASA. I hate ASA. I hate ASA. I love APA. I love APA. I love APA.
| Standing In The GAP @ 2:17 pm |
Thursday, March 18, 2010
let's talk about cruise today... Cruise Lee.
#1. Cruise is an encourager! The depressed me was happier when he said, "what only me (messaging you throughout the day)?" It was then that I realised... hey! He occupies quite a huge portion of my life right now! Not a total 100%. I feel that girls who have no friends except their boyfriends are pathetic. Sorry! But I feel that one cannot compromise on friendships when he/she is in a relationship. It just isn't healthy! Friends will always be friends! On the other hand, my boyfriend will not always be my boyfriend... cos he will become my husband one day! HAHAHA! So that means friends are very important cos they do not change whereas boyfriends do! Ok. Out of point. Quirky reasoning. Heh. I just wanna say that Cruise occupies a large portion of my life right now. You are important, Cruise!
#2. Cruise loves to play gooseberry, especially with Theynn. Like whatever! Buay zi dong.
#3. Cruise is getting fatter! Oh goshness! Something MUST be done! Unhealthy! Those basketball sessions do NOT help at all!
#4. Cruise loves me more than I love him, or so I choose to believe.
Ok! That's it! For those who want big, juicy gossips, here you have it! Lap it up! It's seldom I divulge stuff like that on the WWW. It's dangerous! But still, I want to thank Cruise for making me a teeny weeny little bit happier today! =)
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:41 pm |
school's becoming a chore. i've lost the joy. the joy of squeezing up the bus, the joy of rushing around, the joy of being with friends, the joy of lab sessions, the joy of waffles and soon kueys and perngkueys, the joy of skipping proper meals...
sorry guys. i really... just lost it. suddenly. started on monday. i dressed up, in the hope that things would change. but i was dealt with this sudden bout of nausea. and i've been feeling kinda depressed ever since.
i just have no mood for anything. even seeing mummy at home early didn't help. even lame jokes became really lame til i no longer laugh at them. i do smile at some rubbishy nonsense, but that's about it. nothing more. really... depressed. i know i need a break. at least a week. but that will be in july. hurhur. i snapped during Recess Week. i just broke down and cried. i think i'm on the verge of another one.
school this sem sucks. i just lost it *snap!*, just like that!
The Cons of the iPhone:
#1 Hard to ZiPai!
it started off well.
after about 10 more shots, i finally got something decent... at least both faces can be seen now. mei's obviously very unhappy about it.
after about another 10 more shots before getting something somewhat decent. anyway, all i wanted to do was to show you guys that Mei and I were in the same attire that day. Pink horizontal stripes for the tops and black skirts! HAHA! it's been quite some time since this happened... 10 years ago perhaps? keke. FUN! but i regretted it after 5 minutes. i told Mei i didn't want to walk into the shops with her as i was embarrassed. "Your fault!" she retorted. I agree. Sorry, Meizy!
For the first time in my entire life, i finally felt that QuanYiFeng can actually act! Yup! The Illusionist ended it's run today. I was glued to the TV. For those who watched, I think I would rather tune in to Queen of Magic rather than 魔术Go Live. 魔术Go Live is just pure bee-oh-are-eye-an-gee! I still prefer 一切完美 though. cos.. we created a video on that??!?!? =P
can someone sponsor me for a CT Scan? i wanna check my brain. check to see if there is any tumour inside. i've been getting frequent headaches recently. stressed? weather? i don't know! all i know is that one of the signs and symptoms of head injury is headache! cos of the increased intracranial pressure! if not treated, it might result in herniation! my brainstem will get pushed down down down and i might be brain dead! oh man... it's really not too good to know too much!
| Standing In The GAP @ 12:44 am |
Monday, March 15, 2010
STOP STALKING ME~!!!!!!
DON'T MAKE ME FEEL SO STRESSED~!!!!
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all down. one more to go.
oh wells! I'm glad I stood my ground. the gulf just widened. and all the more I thank God for Nissi - G.A.P.. I have to keep reminding myself that I am in the world, and not of the world. The disparities are just too great. It's hard to try to "fit in", to be stuck within that mould that I'm not. That's why... I didn't! And once again, I'm glad I stood my ground! =)
Don't force me to do what I don't like! I say NO means NO! and you better take it or leave it. No arguing with me over it. My "Yes" means a yes and my "No" means a no.
However, no matter how wide the gap is, I know I have to fish. I am there for a reason. I am there to fish. Press on, Sze! Don't give up!
How I wish to sleep, sleep, and sleep! Let me have enough rest please! It's agonizing to think that my rest will come in... July. YES! July! So those having their breaks now... don't gekme! I will really snap at you! Stop asking me when my holidays will be. I am making it clear now... JULY~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Depressed! ='(
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:12 pm |
Sunday, March 07, 2010
YEA!
New player up! With new songs of cos! Cant believe the last time i updated my player was in August 2009! gosh!
Anyway, I looooove these songs ok? Heard them all on 883 Jia FM recently. Anyway, 883 JiaFM's THREE this year! How time flies! Was still working in Linksys when they changed their name from DongLi 883 to 883 Jia FM... haha! If you guys don't know, Candice Du Hui Ping is one of the DJs there! Timeslot.. at night.. 8-1130pm? Yea... FYI la.
love ya!
another crazy week for me! when will it ever end?! =(
after about another 10 more shots before getting something somewhat decent. anyway, all i wanted to do was to show you guys that Mei and I were in the same attire that day. Pink horizontal stripes for the tops and black skirts! HAHA! it's been quite some time since this happened... 10 years ago perhaps? keke. FUN! but i regretted it after 5 minutes. i told Mei i didn't want to walk into the shops with her as i was embarrassed. "Your fault!" she retorted. I agree. Sorry, Meizy!