Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
~ ajc 1705 ~
~ ajc first aid club ~
~ alexandra ~
~ ann ~
~ calista ~
~ cherie ~
~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Sunday, December 30, 2007

    ** WAHAHA... **

    szern's at Taipei international airport, SIA lounge.
    Szern will be flying back home in a while.
    Szern misses her friends and cell group members and church people.
    Szern will be back soon.
    try to miss her more.
    Szern signing off.
    Please pray for journey mercy for her and her family.
    Thanks.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:34 pm |

    Tuesday, December 25, 2007

    ** Lamerz overdose?! NO WAY~!!! **

    ok. wow. many thing have happened the past few weeks. it's amazing and a great break from the monotonous work life i had for the past few months. this is life. and i'm loving it. papa la papa... ok... i hate Mac's. it makes us fat~!!! random... let me random a bit in this post...

    lamerz went out to celebrate Xmas eve (and Xmas) together. it has been our tradition ever since we left BPGHS. oh man. how i've missed my secondary school days. they are just so fun~!!!

    we watched National Treasure 2. i tell you... it is extremely good la. i think the storyline could have been a little thicker. like not let the characters solve the clues so easily. throw a little bit more obstacles in their way. nevertheless, it is still a great movie. i was gripping my thighs all the way. and to be fair to peijun, i did scream. haha. i was totally enthralled by the movie. entirely sucked into the show. it didn't really matter that i was sitting right at the corner of the second row from the front. go watch it~!!! it's worth your money~!!!

    and so yea... here comes the pix... courtesy of Wilson Ng Kok Jung.. our famous Lamer who had his 1oseconds of fame... us having dinner at Central's Wakaru. this is the nicer picture. we all look more glam. for the unglam pic, please go to wilson's blog. *covers face with hands*
    doesn't this look like a tea candle? nah. it's.. GARLIC~!!!
    man man. look~!!! the spoon is as wide as my little pinky~!!!
    sorry fungi, but i HAVE to say this... this potato-cum-cheese thingy (nope, it is not called rosti) is superb..... the melted cheese just dissolved readily in my mouth. the potato isn't overdone (not too mushy). and it is in a relatively small portion so you wouldn't get too jelat. it also simply smelled heavenly. it made my mouth water. strongly recommended by szern. sorry fungi...
    Central's Xmas tree (left) in the day, (right) at night.
    i love them~!!!
    i love my guy friends too =)
    us after our gift exchange at peijun's house. fungi got yeewen, yeewen got serkun, serkun got fungi. wilson got zhiwei and vice versa. peijun got me and vice versa. and so the tradition is broken~!!! i did not get zhiwei this time round~!!! wahaha....
    i must comment on this. zhiwei gave wilson two pao zhu-s (fire crackers). *faints*
    i think my chinese festivals are TOTALLY screwed up, except Chinese New Year. i eat mooncakes on Dragonboat festival and dumplings on Mid-Autumn festival. now, i'm seeing firecrackers during Xmas. *faints*
    oh! i got peijun a toothbrush holder. a koala toothbrush holder. it's cute =) hope you like it, girl.
    and wilson's holding up peijun's lappy. it reads "this is geraldine" on the screen.
    Lamerz Day'2oo6. a striking resemblance... i'm standing at the same place. CRAP~!!! photo courtesy of peijun's friendster.

    CHANGE POSITION~!!!! zhiwei's still sitting on the chair...pooh's seriously spastic-looking.

    after the gift exchange and laughing at nonsense. we proceeded to zhiwei's house to play mahjong and to laugh at more nonsense. i admire this ability of lamerz - to laugh at things that are 1o1% fiction, assuming that they are 101% non-fiction. some lousy and really not funny jokes can make us laugh throughout the night. Szern FM. Szern being the producer/scriptwriter/actress/costume/make-up/lighting/camerawoman... a 100% Szern show. fungi's butt being able to disintegrate non-biodegradable stuff, resulting in her sitting in the middle of the road. oh crap. sorry fungi, yet again. i'm laughing terribly as i'm typing this. WAHAHA~!!!!!

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    Lamerz celebrated peijun's birthday on the ACTUAL day~!!! wow~!!! v nan de that lamerz can actually celebrate someone's birthday on the actual day wor.. peijun, you should be very touched. you MUST be very touched.

    serkun: "AJ, AJ, i love you~!!!"
    hiding behind the disgusting AJ tee is peijun's prezzie. a lappy pouch. and just nice, she needed it~!!! wahaha~!!! hi5, fungi~!!!

    had dinner at Ichiban Boshi. and take a look at the menu... a plate of tomatoes costs $3.5o. like CRAP~!!! don't you know how many tomatoes you can buy at the market for the same price?! oh man~!!! this is daylight robbery. in this case, nightlight robbery. o0ps... er, paiseh har... the aunty part of sze is out...

    my BIG name, a tick, 7:30pm, 7pax.

    my food. yum, yum~!!! my tummy was huge after the meal. worth your money, ichiban boshi.

    us against a nice backdrop - Suntec's Fountain of Wealth.
    us against another nice backdrop after watching Warlords. don't watch that movie, please. don't waste your money like that. you may give me your money. no Warlords. yes National Treasure 2.

    replies to tags:
    >>> Wanzi: welcome~!!! haha. surprised to see you here =D
    >>> xiao xiao wanlin: haha. paiseh la. got da wanlin and xiao wanlin already ma. so label you as xiao xiao wanlin lor. keke =P don't be offended la. it's good to be young. don't wait til you are my age then regret =((
    >>> yeewen: hi5~!!! Charles rocks~!!! maybe i shall name my child Charles. wahaha. i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA why i kept the math file until now la~!!!
    >>> fungi: wahaha. actually not a lot of shoes la. my shoes wear off very fast. cos i stand and walk a lot at work everyday. quite sad.
    >>> zhiwei: yea~!!! brings back loads of memories. haha. i'm quite surprised that your memory of sec school life is coming back~!!! haha.
    >>> luwei: yea~!!! but God can do equally great things here in Singapore only if we allow Him too~!!!
    >>> peijun: i have NO idea why i gained weight too ok? someone told me i gained 5oog of muscles~!!! haha. i prefer to think of it this way. yea... console myself. haha. and NO~!!! i don't like climbing 6 floors~!!! =(
    >>> esther: 5 days more to what?!?! i blur. haha.

    MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL~!!!
    understand the true meaning of Christmas.

    thank:
    - josephine (linksys)
    - shihern
    - zhonghua korkor
    - mummy
    - luwei xiao di
    - joey
    - geraldine
    - jaslyn
    - ann lin
    - joshua ng
    - xuan wen
    - james
    - esther ah ger
    - zixin ger ger
    - kasiang
    - wanxin
    - khairul
    - weijie
    ... for sending smses to wish me a merry xmas =)

    | Standing In The GAP @ 8:55 pm |

    Saturday, December 22, 2007

    ** Mission Trip'o7 - Day 4 (3o.11.2oo7) **

    did i mention that i stay at the SIXTH floor during camp?!?!
    i think i am good. i stay at the 5th floor at home and i take the lift.
    i climbed up and down the flight of stairs at least 6 times a day.
    THIS IS MADNESS~!!!!
    and.... i did NOT lose weight. in fact, te reverse occurred~!!!!
    yes, i GAINED weight. oh HELP~!!!
    this is CRAP~!!!

    ok, i shall continue to blog about mission trip =D

    DAY 4 (3o.11.2oo7)


    part of our breakfast.... eggs =)

    We went to this vocational school. It was quite scary as there were many shims. you know? those... ya... for every 10 students, there will be one. i was feeling quite disturbed. but i learnt a lesson. God still loves them even though they are like that. so, being His daughter, i should learnt how to love them and not have any prejudice against them.

    i acted in Choices together with joshua, jason, jonathan, bryan and ian, and brother weijian shared his testimony.

    and after everything, these 2 girls came forward and wanted to be prayed for. and so the few of us girls laid our hand on one of the girls to pray and suddenly.... she fell under the Holy Spirit~!!! it was sooo cool la~!!! it's like the FIRST time i laid my hand on a person and she fell under the Holy Spirit~!!!

    then i prayed for the second girl (above) and she started to cry. i wanted to cry as well.
    (8) Your love it surrounds me, forever.... (8)

    Mission Trip'o7 - teams 8 & 9

    next, we went to this primary school and played lao ying zhuo xiao ji. the mother hens were brother weijian, henry, xiao di luwei and ah hau.

    We're keeping the faith.
    We took this photo cos we were bored from watching the movie AGAIN for the FOURTH time.

    lunch was marcaroni~!!! oh man~!!! how i've loved marcaronis. haha. there's no picture to show you guys cos... i gobbled EVERYTHING up. wahaha.... hungry ma...

    another girl of mine =)

    the hong nam infested with swarms of mozzies. goodness.

    after leaving the school, we bid farewell to jeremy and went to a village to track and gather people for the night rally... look at the sky. nice eh?

    xiangxiang, joshua, ian and i in Reconciliation.

    a miracle~!!!!
    this guy had VERY weak muscles. he was limping when he came in. but after rounds of prayers, he could walk normally and energetically~!!! he could also lift the 1.5litre bottle up effortlessly~!!! thank God~!!! it was awesome~!!!

    the view from outside of our room.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:54 am |

    Friday, December 21, 2007

    ** i'm a survivor~!!! **

    Who's running, Who's singing
    Who's living the life worth living?
    We are, We are
    We're shining the light of salvation.

    Who's dancing, Who's loving,
    Who's breaking the doors wide open?
    We are, We are
    We're shining the light of salvation.

    Man, i just came back from YI camp. it was breath-taking and awesome and life-changing.

    and i have to say this, i ENDURED a CAMP~!!!! thank goodness.

    thanks to:
    - zhiwei
    - fungi
    - wilson
    - ka siang
    ... for encouraging me. haha. your messages just made me smile. thank you guys for remembering me! heh.

    i took home a LOT from this camp. and yes, the day i broke camp (yesterday), i had to apply what i had learnt. it's that fast, that serious, and that real.

    i will STAND FOR MY GENERATION~!!!!

    i kept seeing jiemin and mingna throughout the camp, especially the toilet. BPian gathering. wahaha~!!!

    and thanks to:
    - shuen
    - jaslyn
    - huiyi
    - huishan
    - joey
    - bel
    - my angel (i already know it's Marco)
    - xiao xiao wanlin
    - samuel wong
    - zhonghua korkor
    - lora
    - suyin
    - joshua ng jiahao
    - esther ger
    - ann lin
    - jocelyn (archers)
    - bryan
    ... for writing me encouragement cards.

    and thanks to:
    - shuen
    - jaslyn
    - peijun
    - esther
    - ann
    - luwei

    - henson
    - daryl
    - ian
    ... for comforting me and making sure that i'm fine cos i cried. i was EXTREMELY touched that ian and daryl tried to comfort me. i mean, they are GUYS.. not that luwei and henson are not la. haha. it's just that luwei and henson always care about me what. so now, when someone who seldom comforts me does so, it means a lot la. haha. thanks to the girls too~!!!

    Red tribe is really great~!!! though we were not the winning tribe, i think we bonded more. as a cell, and as an area. the flag is super nice. i like the shiny part. We're to be feaRED. the cheers were also exceedingly creative. we had MORE cheers but did not perform all cos... i don't know why. the following are copyrighted. WE WILL CONQUER ALL~!!! Red tribe, Red tribe, Red tribe red tribe red tribe.....

    I wonder if you know,
    how come red tribe is so pro.?
    if you see us, and you met us,
    then you'll know why we so pro.
    why so pro arh????
    why so pro arh????
    why so pro arh????
    Pro, Pro, Pro, Pro,
    RED TRIBE~!!!

    however, RED and yellow, black and brown, green and blue, all are precious in His sight. what matters most is not about being the winning tribe. it's about us standing up, standing together, speaking out, and having something to say.

    i did some area cleaning today in my study room and i found some antiques...

    (from left) home econs file (Sec 1), thinking skills workbook (Sec 1), art sketch book (sec 2)
    Sec 1 literature homework - research on Catherine Lim.

    YEEWEN~!!!! CHARLES' SCRIPT~!!!!!

    lady with the missing finger.
    fungi, can you remember it now?
    just as serkun was talking about it some time ago...

    hey peijun, look, SANA course~!!! lolx.102 strikebackers, still remember this math file give to us by Mr Tan Peng Chiang?
    and yea~!!! mum bought tako yaki for my sis and i =)

    my mum, sis and i went shopping about bought this many shoes.
    i love shopping with my mum cos... it will not burn a hole in my wallet =P

    the shoes i bought =P wahaha...
    it looks nicer on my feet =)


    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:17 pm |

    Sunday, December 16, 2007

    ** my poor tooth... **

    oh man~!!! tomorrow's THE day. i'm going for YI camp. yes, it is a church camp. it is not those horrible training camps. but... it is still a camp. i've got phobias of camps. really~!! ever since graduating from sec4, i've had this phobia. it's called Camphobia. yes... Sze is suffering from a serious case of Camphobia. so sze pleads with those who are free to drop her an sms while she is at camp from 17-20th Dec o7. sze cannot promise you she'll reply you immediately, but she will reply you late at night before she goes to bed.

    PLEASE, SUPPORT SZERN~!!!

    you may wear RED to support her from 17th to 20th Dec o7.
    cos together, we make the difference....
    cos this is home, truly, where i know i must be...
    cos this is where i belong, where i keep my heart and soul...

    i shall blog nonsense...
    we love vitamin C and Dettol hand sanitizer.

    my GROSS tooth. i'm so sad. i'm toothless somewhere. it feels so weird. i'll miss my tooth.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 6:43 pm |

    Friday, December 14, 2007

    ** dear peijun... **

    don't say i'm not nice to you ok?

    HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY~!!!!

    happy?
    i dedicated one whole entry to you lehx.
    keke.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 2:56 pm |

    Sunday, December 09, 2007

    ** mission trip'o7 (Day 3 - 30.11.2oo7) **

    man oh man. one day of missions per day. when will i ever finish blogging about the many many wonderful things that happened? p.s. i think the Nissi 2 kids' favourite adjective is "wonderful". keke.

    DAY 3 (29.11.2007)

    the nong nongs at the Thai church. don't you think they are so cute???

    Lynn's and our team went to this catholic school that was by the Mekong river. Across the Mekong river is Laos.

    i LOVE this photo. haha. can you believe it? it's the hong nam (toilet)~!!!

    We did skits, sang songs and showed them this movie. It was the first time we were watching it. We were as captivated as the students. I was craning my neck to watch the movie. After the movie, we handed out the tracks and new testaments. The kids scrambled to get the stuff. There was a stampede. W0w~!!! I was shocked to see that scene.

    So many people came over to ask xunxiang and ian for photos and signatures. Scary.

    the Nissi 2 kids and i. my LOVES =)

    dettol, ME, zixin.
    i provided hand sanitizer for the nissi 2 kids throughout the days.
    what to do? i'm their mama, as hau puts it. sigh...

    After that we went to this school with 10-year old kids. They were so cute. Then, we had to watch the same movie again. Thank goodness I was being called to go tracking =P

    from left: winnie, henry and BROTHER weijian acting in the skit, Hands.

    it was a long and bumpy ride. 13 people squeezed into the back of a mini van, 5 of which were Aussies. It was so super packed. Yet, somehow, Ps Ong (left) and Henry (right) managed to fall asleep. Winnie and I kept laughing at them. Keke.

    We did not track for very long. We went for only about 30minutes… “Wan nee mee gan ser den, majak Singapore. Way lah nerng toong, tee telat ban noon sa wang. Chiern ka.” I can memorise it already lor. It means, “Today, there will be a performance from Singapore. Time 7pm, opposite (place) ban noon sa wang. Please come.”

    I was together with hau, zixin and Jonathan. I was so afraid while tracking. I was scared that the thais would not understand what I was saying. But thank God. All the Thais whom I spoke to knew what I was saying. They would go “kao jai” when I asked if they “kao jai mai?” I also thank God for giving me the confidence to approach the villagers. I stepped out of my comfort zone. I thought that I could not do it. I THOUGHT. But in actual fact, I did it, through God’s power. It was then that I felt really small. I had to really tap on God’s power to do things for Him. Relying on the Holy Spirit. Not by power, not by might, but by Spirit, says the Lord.

    the harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.

    We went another place to prayer walk and track together as a team. While tracking, we prayed for this ah ma. It was quite scary. It struck me so hard that the spiritual world is a very real place. Although we cannot see it, it is THERE whether we like it or not. If you want to know more about what happened, just ask me privately.

    my xiao di and nissi 2 children. where's my dear xiang xiang?
    i LOVE this pic as well =)

    The night rally was great. We had a good turn out. Thank God that we actually had time before the rally to rehearse Reconciliation once more cos we were not very familiar with that skit.

    WAHAHA~!!! yes, it is a VERY dark picture of me acting in the Reconciliation skit.

    During the night rally, this guy caught my attention. He was carrying a monk bag. He came on his scooter and took a look at what was going on and scooted off. He came back again for the second time. This time, he lingered a little longer before scooting off. He came again for the third time. This time, I ushered him in. it was so obvious that God drew him to the rally. I was determined not to let this chance slip past. Apparently, he drowned himself in alcohol and became a monk because his wife left him. so sad… He quit being a monk a month ago. he asked us to pray for him. and so we did. He cried. He said that he left much better and could feel love. He was obviously touched by the Holy Spirit. His tears really moved me.

    from left: pee joy, bryan, the ex-monk and BROTHER weijian.

    Then there was this person who had diabetes and was blind. We prayed for her and she was healed. She regained her vision completely! Oh man! Praise be to God! It was the first time I saw such things happening right before my very eyes. I was quite skeptical at first. But after a few rounds of testing, it was confirmed that she could see again~!!!! Oh man man man. WoW~!!

    After that we went to have dinner and went back to the hotel room to grab some rest. Money counting was ok. I had 14 baht extra. Hau told me that as long as we are not short of money it is ok. So, yea~!!! I think I’m a good treasurer – I can make money appear =P joking.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 5:09 pm |