Child Of God




(,") Child of God (",)

Name: Mary || Epidysenile
Birthday: *** 06/08/1988 ***
Occupation: part of God's army
Affiliations: lamerz,inc || cosbt - yi - nissi - G.A.P.
Loves: tigger || lavender || lilies || Man Utd

(,") My Friends (",)

~ adrian ~
~ ajc 1705 ~
~ ajc first aid club ~
~ alexandra ~
~ ann ~
~ calista ~
~ cherie ~
~ DA wanling ~
~ eliz ~
~ esther || sponge ~
~ ewan || airwen ~
~ my friendster ~
~ fungi ~
~ hannyee ~
~ jol ~
~ joey ~
~ keith ~
~ LAMERZ,INC ~
~ liling ~
~ luwei || xiao di ~
~ meimei ~
~ melissa || nursing ~
~ nissi ACTS ~
~ NUS Nursing Class of 2011 ~
~ peijun ~
~ serkun ~
~ stephan ~
~ timo sim - pictures!!! ~
~ timo sim - words ~
~ victor bui
~ wilson || black ~
~ yeewen ~
~ zhonghua kor ~
~ zixin ~




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    Friday, September 29, 2006

    ** 对你有感觉 **

    >>> jol: ya...i dun have an archieve... haha. that guy is seriously wrong... why is aj full of weird people?!?
    >>> fungi: yea~! u tagged =)


    i'm suffering from a sore throat!!! help!!! it's the haze... plus the k box.

    elea, jol, liz and i really got cheated duing ah ping's birthday celebration. zhiwei, serkun, teh and i went yesterday to the amk branch and sang til 7+pm. $10.50. the service was good in the sense that there was no 男人婆 or anyone forcing us to leave the place.

    when we were ushered into the room, the waiter told us that we can sing til 5pm. but the bill came only at 6pm. and the waitress asked, "你们要不要付钱?" so zhiwei was saying, if we said no, she would have just walked away and we can continue singing. i was expecting her to chase us out when she came back with the change but that did not happen. instead, after giving us the change, we went out of the room without saying anything else. think it's the time and place. it was quite ulu on thursday from 2-7. what's more...it's at amk. ulu.

    i'm falling head over heels over this song...

    江美琪 & 光良-对你有感觉

    我曾深刻体会
    对爱感到胆怯
    还好有懂我的你 给我安慰

    看你失落的脸
    又再为爱憔悴
    我心痛的感觉 竟如此的强烈

    眼角的泪 它给过谁
    伤透了心 也无所谓
    我会愿意 静静地陪在你身边

    如果说爱 已不可为
    那我宁愿 藏心里面
    其实我害怕 会失去你的感觉 (wo~)

    Chorus
    怎么会开始对你有了感觉
    又深怕朋友默契转身不见
    矛盾着犹豫不决
    没准备跨越爱的界线

    怎么会开始对你有了感觉
    深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
    进与退 被爱包围
    谁犯规 都狼狈
    谁能解围 让一切完美

    (怎么会开始对你有了感觉
    深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
    你和我 拥抱瞬间
    不后悔 这暧昧
    星光唯美 把爱放心里面)


    yea~! i changed the songs in my player again. the theme is 复古 this time round. haha. there are many old songs like 鸭子, 擦干泪滴 (the evelyn tan song), 也许, 心伤心 痛不痛 (my sebastian!!!), 束缚, 窗外, 爱情转弯的地方, oh my darling, 制造浪漫, girl, 对的人, i've never been to me,on bended knee and dreaming of you. there are also not-that-old-songs like 爱错 and 我还记得. and of cos there are new songs like 退后, 爱失控, 谢谢,黑白配 and 对你有感觉 (the lyrics are posted above).

    to serkun, i dared your dare to put 以防万一 by 费翔 as my first song... haha. and i cant find 家事 by 洁仪!!! so saddening. keke. i realised we didn't sing ann kok's nobody knows. ah haha. rubbish songs =P

    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:21 pm |

    Wednesday, September 27, 2006

    ** OH HELP!!! **

    oh man.... izhar uploaded a few videos on my class blog. i almost died while watching them. i think that i should share them here...

    WARNING!!! watch at your own risk...







    are you able to spot which school this guy is from?!?!

    oh man... someone.... help..... X_X

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:40 pm |

    ** i love the water... **

    >>> peijun: got!!! yeewen can testify too... haha.
    >>> grace: eh... may i know who are you? which grace? admiralty de grace? 10091987 de grace? keke. paiseh la. i know too many graces already...


    i am feeling so tired right now... but it is worth it. i had a good swim with zhiwei, fungi and serkun.

    actually, most of the time we were looking at the people walking past us. haha. people-gazing. this was how we were situated at the wave pool. we looked as though we were spying at the people walking past. what's more. as zhiwei and i were both "blind", we had to use our goggles as specs to get a clearer look at these people. the goggles somehow looked like binocs. haha.

    kay, the drawing is quite awful... but i think you get the idea...

    i've not had a swim in ages. i wanted to swim ever since the june holidays. but it dragged on until now because of the world cup, mid year's, double seven month and prelims.

    the sun was hiding behind the clouds, thus i did not get a good tan. but the feel is still there. the water... it liberated me. erm... do i sound like kingshaw from i'm the king of the castle? joseph hooper is the As. edmund hooper is cambridge. mrs helena kingshaw is ajc. fielding is lamerz.

    we cracked super many lame jokes as usual. like fungi and peanuts? haha. fungi, please tag. there's nothing wrong in tagging. ah haha....

    Man U won Benfica 1-0. yea~!!!
    a brilliant ronaldo (in white) threatened the benfica defence line continuously espcially during the later stages of the game. the only goal of the match came from louis saha. it is such sweet revenge for Man U... heh.
    and Real Madrid beat Dynamo 5-1. crazy scoreline.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:13 pm |

    Tuesday, September 26, 2006

    ** marriage... **

    >>> yeewen: haha. kan kai le somehow reminds me of xiang kai le by ray. er... loooong time ago de no-name boyband. haha.
    >>> james: what thing?! where got sound wrong? discussion only ma. haha. hor, yeewen? keke. and don't think too highly of yourself la. who wants to stalk you?! instead of imagining nonsense, do your work la!!! write your essay...


    i'm supposed to have lunch together with lamerz today but i did not go. sorry le. it's just that i did not have the mood at all. it's the i-cant-feel-anything kind of feel. haha. oxymoron. don't want to elaborate much la. just that different people have different expectations. work harder for the real thing lor... hor, yeewen? keke. our favourite line now other than kan kai le. keke.

    i read from the papers today that more couples tied the knot last year. however, divorce rates went up as well.


    A total of 22,992 marriages were registered last year, about 3.6% more than in 2004. Though the marriage trend is on the upward swing these past few years, the rates were lower than the annual average of 24,800 registered during the 1990s.

    The median age for first marriages and remarriages also increased - by two to five years - over the past two decades.

    This means delaying marriage is becoming increasingly common.

    The median age for first marriages among men last year was 30.2 for non-Muslims and 27.7 for Muslims, said the Department of Statistics.

    Among women, the median age was 27.2 for non-Muslims and 24.7 for Muslims.

    ...


    Even as more people are getting married, divorces have also been on the rise.

    Last year, 8.16 percent more marriages ended in divorce compared to the year before. The number of divorces rose to 6,909 in 2005 from 6,388 a year ago.

    Younger couples, aged between 20 and 24, registered the highest divorce rate last year.

    This is also the largest increase in the past decade. The divorce rates among older couples showed smaller increases between 1995 and 2005.


    what does this show? that i might get married at 27. oh gosh!! no way!! i want to get married by 26 and give birth by 28. ahhh....

    it also shows that if i get married between 20 and 24, i might have a higher chance of a divorce. haha. so getting married at 26 is quite safe =)

    evelyn tan and darren lim are expecting their second baby. so fast! but not as fast as miss and mr spears. haha.

    | Standing In The GAP @ 4:45 pm |

    Monday, September 25, 2006

    ** chocolate fondue... **

    >>> yeewen: kay, i'll do so tomorrow... haha. sk's always so random and kiam pa de wad. you first day know him meh? keke....
    >>> james: aiyah. we did not talk much about it la. haha. just one period of time peijun's blog kept on mentioning you ma. so we were all very curious and kept asking and teasing her lor... haha. nothing much...

    and so monday passed by with me attending just ONE hour of lesson - pe, where we only had to check our cca records. nonsense. so lessons ended at 845am for me. i rotted in school til 1215 before going home. haha.

    this was what we did in school today.... our very own chocolate fondue....

    it looks sad but it's for the fun of it. haha. crazy us... we had red apple, green apple, banana, pear and most importantly, chocolate!!!

    oya~! luwei, u ok le den i buy the chocolate for you la. sick still eat chocolate?!

    so many people's falling sick nowadays... shuen, daryl, luwei, james, liz (almost), aj people sitting around liz during the prelims.....

    and so 1605 got back their econs prelim mcq results and their FULL bio AND chem prelim papers today. erm.... heng i do not have tutorials till wednesday. but 托得了一时, 托不了一世. come what may.... it's only the prelims, right yeewen? keke.


    | Standing In The GAP @ 1:12 pm |

    Sunday, September 24, 2006

    ** back to school... **

    i am happy. cos i spent the last 3 days with 3 important groups of people in my life now - friday: ping, jol, elea, lizzie; saturday - churchmates; sunday - lamerz.

    first things first, i must state explicitly that PEIJUN IS PART OF LAMERZ. *winks at James*

    and to lamerz (referring to yeewen and fungi and occasionally serkun), the james that i just mentioned is peijun's famous gor lor... haha. remember we were discussing about it last year? haha.... ya.... hope you guys feel enlightened.... keke.

    lamerz gathering today was lame. i went to zhiwei's house only to watch tv while fungi, yeewen, serkun and zhiwei played mahjong. then i went down to fetch peijun from the bus stop (to kill time). then we went to eat duck rice at Johnson Duck's. although i didn't really participate much this time round, it was still worth it... cos it's a lamerz gathering =) it's better than some black mass (he-whom-i-shall-not-name) who did not turn up for a looooong time. keke.

    they celebrated daryl's birthday today. it was meant to be a surprise but it turned out to be a total failure. haha. cos shuen gave daryl his cake yesterday and told him, "i'm going to malaysia today. this is your cake. they are going to celebrate your birthday tomorrow." *faints* how could she be so blur?!?!

    i spoilt part of it too. i wished daryl happy birthday this morning at 12.00mn and told him to treasure his birthday card when it was not presented to him yet!!!! haha. blur me... by the way, i was the FIRST to wish him happy birthday. haha. feel so happy =)

    Man U drew with Reading. so nonsense. nevermind. i have faith that they'll be winning their next match =)

    in addition to my previous post, i MUST add that the 男人婆 waitress at k box threatened to confiscate a bottle of plain water and a bottle of 凉茶 cos "no outside food is allowed"!!! WHAT NONSENSE. even plain water is not allowed?!?! pth. i can just say that i got the water from the k box toilet. so it is not outside food. heh. it's not like i've not drank toilet water before. right, peijun? training camps.... they send shivers down my spine....

    and so there will be our very FIRST Y.I. marriage in church on children's day. isn't that sweet? awww... just brings me back to the topic.... I WANNA GET MARRIED!!!! told lamerz again today and they ignored me. so sad. haha. 加油了...

    this is such a SWEET song... 黑白配 by 范玮琪

    太阳晒的我 眼睛睁不开
    你的好脾气 让我心情坏不起来
    下雨下的我 眼神发呆
    你的道歉 听着听着我都快要笑出来

    谁说不能黑白配 世界上没有什么事 能够如此的绝对
    曾经有人这样唱过 白天它不懂夜的黑 你却懂得我的美

    有时候我会 感觉非常累
    有时候也会 不知觉把你拖累
    你有时会说 我们不配
    只要能依偎 真的真的我什么都无所谓

    谁说不能黑白配 世界上没有什么事 能够如此的绝对
    曾经有人这样唱过 白天它不懂夜的黑 你却懂得我的美

    钢琴也是黑白键 一样能看出我对你 只有满满的感谢
    也许黑永远不明白 在这个彩色的世界 有你我才会存在

    thank you luwei for the flower =) next time must remember that you cannot 偏心 arh... if not i adopt another younger brother. ah haha.... joking...

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL~!!!


    | Standing In The GAP @ 10:23 pm |

    Friday, September 22, 2006

    ** ah ping's bdae celebration **

    i had fun today~! celebrating people's birthdays always makes me feel happy =)

    met lizzie and we went to cine together. at the entrance, we saw daryl. heh. he's birthday's coming really soon too! den we went to find shuen and peijun to say hi before going to k box. jol, elea and ah ping were late.

    the guy at the counter told liz and i that we can only sing till 5pm. what nonsense! for all the years that i've been to k box, i've been singing til 7pm, at times 7.45pm for the k student time slot. that 男人婆 pissed all of us off. don't really wanna talk about her. $15 for a tub of tidbits. nonsense. luckily we gop-ped one HUGE packet of tidbits. (look at what ah ping's holding) their service was TOTALLY BAD. i kind of regretted not quarreling with them. haha. i have my rights kay? customer rights. i do not expect to be treated like that. pth.

    liz and i saw justin and another girl at k box too! eh, shall not comment too much la. and saw aileen and her friends too. they were in the room opposite us. they all stood up to sing their songs. so we countered them and stood on the sofa to sing. we even danced para para sakura in full force. it was super malu...but fun! haha. i love the times where we went crazy. yea! by the way, 千里之外 is not bad without the 音多. we sang stupid songs like 明明白白我的心, 情人, I'm So Hot, 一把伞, 选择,流星雨, 烟火的季节... heh. we 复古 la.... i'm having a little sore throat now. sang too much. keke.

    and in the lift after k box-ing, we saw this guy with a crew cut, who looks to be in his 40s, wearing a TIGHT navy blue singlet with all his muscles bluging out. it was quite amusing. the 5 of us were giggling at him. then, when he got out of the lift, he pointed his middle finger at us. what nonsense!!! please la, we're girls kay? it's not proper for a guy to do such a thing. it is insulting. according to ah ping, he is a teacher from *ahem* jc. but elea said it was not. i did not see his face. daMmit.... if he really is a teacher, the consequences are greater kay?!?! what is singapore's education inculcating it's students nowadays?! one cant really blame the students for any wrong doings. blame the teachers instead. 上梁不振下梁歪. gosh.... the fact that he might be a teacher really disgusts me.

    we went to take neoprints at heeren. heh. our usual practice. k box first then neoprints.

    i just love this neoprint (below). i don't know why. keke.

    i love the background. good job jol! =) very candy feel.

    went to have pepper lunch next, or rather, pepper dinner. hMm... it did not really live up to it's hype (heh... sounds like a sermon's title). it was pepperish.... and i guess that was it. really nothing great.

    went to have chocolate fondue at paragon's coffee club. erm... it's nothing spectacular la. the chocolate isn't really that rich and bitter as i would have liked it to be. nevermind, we'll have our own fondue in school on monday =) biscuits, apples, mango, kiwi, banana.

    went home.

    came online.



    and this is what i found:



    1) http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=2658&page=2



    2) http://forums.ohgenki.com/showthread.php?p=1789484#post1789484



    3)http://forums.ohgenki.com/showthread.php?t=87738



    i love jol...

    i love ah ping too..... HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY AH PING....

    church tomorrow! yea!! daryl.... jia you *winks*


    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:59 pm |

    Thursday, September 21, 2006

    ** slacking... **

    i am slacking at home. so shuang.

    this is for yeewen and eliz... it may take some time to load. so in the meantime, read on... haha.



    and this is SUPER HILARIOUS. look out for Paul Scholes No. 18 (in white taking a corner kick), Hasselbank No.9 (in white), the medic who almost killed an injured player rather than treat him, Shearer (in black and white stripes) sending off the referee, Roy Caroll *slaps forehead*, David Beckham (oh gosh! why must they show this again?!) and Michael Owen (who was still in Liverpool then).



    i went for a jog this morning. my stamina really deproved a LOT!!! gosh. ever since the shortened timetable started, i have not had a proper exercise session where i really worked out. anyway, i was panting after 2km. how lousy. wonder how i went throught my 2.4. oh no no no... after my jog i did the usual sit-ups, push-ups and all... man. did only 20 sets each and i cant take it any longer. i felt i was going to faint.

    i went home and laid on the floor for 30mins with my legs elevated. heh. i'm a first-aider remember? so i know how to save myself =) haha. it took me a LOOONG time before i recovered. think i've not been exercising for such a looooong time such that my body cant take the sudden shock. pth.

    but anyway, i felt MUCH better after the jog. =D i feel thinner and more energized. =P

    | Standing In The GAP @ 6:39 pm |

    Wednesday, September 20, 2006

    ** IKEA **

    >>> yeewen: haha. i just want a lamerz gathring soon!!! go go jia you!!
    >>> james: yea!! it ended when u tagged =) haha. don't sad le la. keke.
    >>> luwei: how could i forget your chocolate? =)
    my feet are aching right now as i am writing this but it is all worth it~!! ah ping, u better like your prezzie!! haha...

    my last paper for the prelims ended today at 10.37am. o0h... the air of freedom~!! i feel so vindicated, so free, so glad. but yet again, this is only the prelims. the real thing is due in about a month's time.

    mrs chai was super funny today. after the chem paper, she taught us how to tie our answer scripts together securly (ie. she taught us how to tie a knot). she also reminded us that we are to TIE our answer scripts using the strand of string provided instead of stapling our answer scripts together. this is the Cambridge requirement. she suggested that Cambridge might have made this requirement because the weight of all the staplets, when added together, might incur higher transportation costs. haha. so CUTE~!!!! the whole hall was laughing at her suggestion. keke. i suddenly hope that she is my chem teacher instead of pee....

    i watched ah ping board her train and went out of the station to find lizzie. haha. wasted 40cents. it is was worth it. i walked with lizzie to some ulu bus stop all the way at the National Computer Services Hub and realised that the bus we wanted to take did not stop at that bus stop!!! we were both sweaty (but not stinky). haha. in the end we cabbed to ikea. $9.90.

    at ikea, we found that the treasure chest we wanted to get for ah ping was flimsy!! it was made of cardboard and cloth. it wasn't really a treasure chest. it was not strong and solid. it has holes (what is the point of the treasure chest (think you want to hide something) when you can see through it?). and the WORST thing was that it has a velcro lock!!! oh puh-leeease!!! what good is a treausre chest when you cant lock your stuff in it?!

    after touring the whole of ikea, we decided to buy this frog for ah ping instead. haha. it is green and it looked like something ah ping would like.

    then, we went to anchorpoint to walk walk see see. when we returned to ikea, we went to have our lunch! we had the very famous meatballs. my goodness. they were delicious. i love the jam that they used. it tasted... ...unique. maybe it's just me. becuase it is air flown from sweden. haha. we had potato salad and chocolate mousse too. man.. the mousse was good too~!! oh help!! i think i grew fat. haha. $9.30.


    then we went to get all the things that we wanted to buy. we got ah ping a turtle storage bin on top of the frog that we intended to give her. i also bought my hanging storage and a mini turtle (*winks at eliz*). lizzie and i bought the coloured markers-cum-chops ms yiak gave to us for youth's day. we also bought the heart-shaped pillow and a baking tin for jol. our shopping bag was practically bursting!!!

    my hanging storage (left). ah ping's turtle storage bin (right).

    when we were going to pay for our purchases, this guy kept sneezing non-stop. oh help! it was gross. his sneeze was resounding and the echo could be heard. oh no! gross. eliz and i walked super fast just to overtake him. haha.

    the stuff amounted to $70.70. haha. nice number. can go and buy 4D. after that, we went to get biscuits from the ikea shop. haha. lizzie got hotdogs for her family. so sweet right?

    when we left ikea, we went to a bus stop that only had 2 buses stopping at that stop. so nonsense. we had to walk back to ikea to ask for directions before we arrived at the bus stop that had the buses we wanted to take. then, we realised that we were waiting at the wrong bus stop!!! oh gosh. blur us. we crossed the overhead bridge and just nice, 961 came. so i boarded the bus and left lizzie all alone at the bus top. poor thing....

    it was the first time that in 6 years that i took 961 all the way from Queensway to Farrer Road to Bukit Timah Road to Upper Bukit Timah Road (pass church) to Woodlands Road to Marsiling MRT to Woodlands MRT. w0o.... it was a long ride. somehow, the trees look different in the day as compared to the night. haha. it is just me.

    and eliz called to tell me that she took the bus that was going in the opposite direction!! so she alighted and decided to cab home instead. clementi is miles away from eliz's house.... poor thing. when she boarded the taxi, she realised that she did not have enough money!! so she paiseh-ly (if there ever is such a word) told the uncle and the uncle drove her back to clementi where she boarded. $2.50. when eliz wanted to take the bus in the opposite direction, she realised that 147 does not stop at the opposite bus stop!!! oh no!! what nonsense. so poor eliz had to take bus 52 to i-don't-know-where. but in the end, she managed to reach home safely. thank God.

    when i got home, i found out that the thai military had overthrown the thai government. meaning thaksin is no longer PM of Thailand. haha. so lousy. and according to dad, he said that the Thai Foreign Minister, who is in Singapore to attend the IMF meetings, said that he doesn't need to discuss things further because he no longer holds the job. haha. how sad.

    the Thai Bhat depreciated to a 3-year low. this decreases the foreign price of exports and increases the domestic price of imports. the quantity demanded for exports will increase more than proportionately assuming Marshall-Lerner condition holds. this increases the total revenue for the government. this also improves Thailand's Balance of Trade.

    however, this might lead to an inflation if the Thailand economy is operating near or at full employment level. the increase in exports would lead to an increase in aggregate demand which would lead to a multiplied increase in national income and output and lowers the unemployment rate.

    GIRL!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?! THE PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!


    | Standing In The GAP @ 6:42 pm |

    Tuesday, September 19, 2006

    ** 0-N-E **

    and so i am left with the VERY LAST PAPER FOR MY PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!!!!

    rejoice! elea's and jol's prelims are officially over. good for them. one more day for me. O-N-E.

    guess ah ping will never come here so i'm going to blog this down... i'm going to ikea tml with lizzie to get ah ping's birthday prezzie~!!! hope that she'll like it~!! haha. i'm quite excited about it.

    tomorrow's chem paper 1 and 2 and then it's all over. o0h~!! i can almost taste the air of freedom~!!! haha. but yet again, i cant slack too much cos the real thing's just a month away. yuck.

    and so James, don't be too sad ba. haha. try again.

    你要学着自己擦干泪滴,懂得如何跌倒再爬起,像那幼苗不怕风和雨,不轻易放弃
    你要学着自己擦干泪滴,懂得如何跌倒再爬起,拥有鸟儿飞翔的毅力,从不轻易放弃.

    haha. this is the chorus of 擦干泪滴 by 陈毓芸 aka evelyn tan. hMm... it was 8 years ago, i think. the end song of 薯条汉堡青春痘, starring 陈毓芸 and 陈思恩. haha. think peijun and yeewen still remembers. nice lyrics =)

    think it applies to jol too~!! don't worry about ur parsley seedlings. they won't give up! haha.

    ekin cheung broke up with gigi leung to be with yoyo mung. what's the difference?!?!? stupid man.

    Man U lost to Arsenal. i'm sad. but it's ok. they'll bounce back soon!!


    this little girl's cute. she attempted to feed her mum. awww.... so sweet.



    i want my daughter to be as cute.... when oh when will that be?! 8 more years maybe?

    go go jia you sze~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:34 pm |

    Sunday, September 17, 2006

    ** my two FIRST TIMEs.... **

    >>> peijun: i will jia you de~!! thank you once again =)
    >>> yeewen: ya, haha. my eye was super itchy and red and the images i saw were blurry in my left eye when i went home. wore my specs the next day to school for my math paper. thank God my eye was ok then. keke. i also cant wait for prelims to end... you good la~!! left bio paper 1 only.
    >>> lizzie: it's ok la. it's over le. we can't do anything to change it. keke. we'll learn from our mistakes =P
    >>> jol: ya. but the other producers of the other songs are not looking into the matter what. haha. so it is still "safe". keke....
    >>> luwei: xiao di!!! how you know that i prayed for Man U to win against Tottenham?!?! haha. you are good lehx... keke. and God answered my prayer~!!! awesome God...


    i thank God for the following...

    -bringing the mission trippers back safe and sound.

    - daryl's and all the wonderful testimonies the mission trippers brought back. i am going to use these testimonies to go persuade my dad to let me go. i must prove to him that i am not young anymore and that youths can also impact the world~!!! yea~!!

    - not forsaking me during my exams. though i made silly and unwarrented errors, i could feel God's tangible presence in me. the peace and calmness.

    - making my first ever praise and worship leading session successful.

    - giving patience to andros and daryl so that they are able to teach me everything that is needed for PnW.

    - giving shuen love so that she can love me. cos she called me the night before to give me tips on how to hold a successful PnW session. awww....

    - putting the right words into my mouth and giving me wisdom so that i can share everything i know with dayna. my first time sharing in church. my very very first time was during the evangelistic outreach. haha.

    - holding an enjoyable birthday "surprise" for shuen.

    - bringing sonia back to church. she knows how to flip to the right verses already~!! praise God =D

    - peijun. for everything. sarang hae. *muack*

    - James and Luwei. for being so encouraging.

    - LaMeRz. for always making my day. for always making me laugh even though nothing is funny. for the strong friendships we've forged. ai ni men~!! our darling panig (panda and pig).


    - lizzie, ping, jol, elea. for the times we had. for not double-crossing one another. (think three pin)

    - my family. papa, mama, meimei. meimei espcially for still lending me her calculator as a spare even though she needed it for lessons.

    i thank God for everything....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:44 am |

    Tuesday, September 12, 2006

    ** Contact Lens... **

    ok. gp, econs paper 3 and chem paper 3 are all gone. i'm having math paper 1 tomorrow. jia you le.

    gp was horrible. econs paper 3 was okaaayy... hope that things will not turn out like what happened during mid year's...

    chem paper 3 was okaaayy too...do-able. so unlike mid year's where i spent only 8 hours studying chem. haha. wonder how i did that.

    i was quite cock-eyed for chem paper 3. i didn't see the question where they asked us to draw the electrochemical cell. argh~!! wasted. i could have gotten a few more marks. pth. i have only myself to blame.

    what's worse was... my contacts fell out during chem. *gasp!*

    i was desperate for time and guess what i did?

    i used the solar panel on my calculator as a mirror and put my contacts back into my left eye during the exam~! haha. i think i am great. desperate times calls for desperate measures.

    pastor's tip has been working so far... =D and i know it will always work in whatever circumstance when i am on this earth. *yea~!*

    and so, Man U beat Tottenham 1-0~!

    and Giggs and Ferguson won the Player of the Month (Aug) and Manager of the Month (Aug) respectively. cool~!!

    and liverpool lost 3-0 to everton in the derby. haha. and arsenal drew 1-1 with boro. haha. go go Man U~!

    mission trippers... ... go go jia you

    go go jia you for me too =)

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:09 pm |

    Friday, September 08, 2006

    ** jia you le.... **

    >>> yeewen: haha. can can!! i miss you sia~! so long never see you le. haha. 1 month. jia you for prelims!

    oh... so the prelims are like... 2 days away? haha. jia you le....

    went to lib today with fungi and serkun. met loads of people like huiqian, nk, kasiang, kelvin, yongsheng, anna lee and 0405 people, and adeline. serkun was ultimate. he forgot that adeline was in bp and he wore a weird expression when i waved to adeline. he thought that adeline was NOT from bp and was from wps only. gosh... he's aging.

    hafta say a BIG thank you to lizzie.... *winks* you know what i mean, liz. ^_^ yea~!!!

    and so jay's album is out today....

    no time to blog much. nothing interesting happened much actually these days. just that i kept eating. think it's the stress. haha. people suffer from anorexia while i suffer from over-eating. oh, we went to the new food court at cwp to eat today cos zhiwei wasn't there. haha. as fungi puts it, "we are very 感动." =)

    jia you le~!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:14 am |

    Tuesday, September 05, 2006

    ** heartbroken **

    >>> jol: z3's my youth organisation's band~!! =D i cant put michelle joy's song on my blog cos it is against the law. haha. she might take legal action against me.
    >>> yeewen: haha. woodlands lib rocks~!!! it's the perfect place for gatherings. =P


    i cried.

    cos dad will not allow me to go for missions.

    i really wanna go.

    i ate ice cream after that and it made me feel much better, as always. =)

    i will not give up!

    for "We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose" - Romans 8:28. i do not comprehend God. but i know that whatever He does, He does it for a good purpose.

    for I will "Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ" - 1 Thess 5:18

    Amen!


    looks like i hafta cry at least once every month. sept - missions. aug - my bdae. july - my bag. june - ruxiang. this must stop.

    anyway, hafta thank peijun, luwei, andros, rico and james. haha. ya... jia you le!

    something from luwei that really made me cry...


    His love.

    look at the title of this post.

    now look at this: "When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you." Psalm 34:18

    "One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes." Revelation 21:3-4

    i'm in tears now... His amazing, wonderful love....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:14 pm |

    Monday, September 04, 2006

    ** Poor Steve Irwin **

    >>> lekxaphi: thank u. =) what's so bad about being an american anyway? by the way, i'm a girl. haha.
    >>> yeewen: i also wanna know who he is. if i am not wrong, he is zhiwei's classmate. ah haha. i think i know exactly who he is but as i said, it's only i think. haha. oh ya~!!! fungi loves i think i by fan wei qi lor!!! haha. shocking right? =P
    >>> james: hehe! see i'm so smart. i knew that you were smitten by her. ah haha....
    >>> jol: aiyah. don't care about that trikaisdecember le la. ah haha. wasting our time and saliva.


    went to the library early in the morning to study. i was supposed to meet fungi and zhiwei for breakfast but i overslept. haha. alarm did not ring. so both of them went to have their breakfast together. keke. when i went to the library, i found out that winghan was there too~!!! ah haha. han jie. long long loong time never see her le. there were also many others in the library like kengsiong, huiping (i checked her name up in the year book), mingling, HONG LI (part of the sec 4 MRT gang), shao xian!! (in his beanie), huey eng, jolyn and a few other ajcians whom i can't really remember their names. oops.... haha. according to han jie, there were many njcians (is that what you call them?) there too. we saw han jie's dad too~!!! haha. serkun came at around 11+.

    the day passed by quite okay-ly with zhiwei thinking of all sorts of nonsense to trick serkun. one example is Down's syndrome (no intention of mockery or whatsoever) is experienced by one who is feeling down and sad. and serkun actually bought that~!! oh gosh!! and zhiwei kept suan-ing fungi too! haha.

    after zhiwei and fungi left, eliz sent me a message to tell me that steve irwin (aka croc hunter) DIED while on a diving expedition. he got stung by a stingray. oh gosh~!!! i thought it was some kind of joke. like.... it was so soo sooo super shocking~!!! so sudden. so unexpected. oh no.... and by a stingray. i'd rather it be a croc. and what's worse, he left behind his wife and 2 young children aged 8 and 2. oh gosh... poor things. sigh. there was extenssive news coverage on this from channel 5 to channel 8 to channel u...

    let us observe a minute of silence for steve irwin....... (let 1 dot represent 10 seconds)

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    thank you.

    fungi kept saying wrong stuff today. she said, "我跟他 (zhiwei) 在一起". it sounded suggestive right? haha. she also said this, "我跟 zhiwei 给他 (serkun) sex education". oh man~!!!! this is even suggestive-r. i must explain this. serkun zhiwei and fungi were discussing about the origins of the HIV some time back. serkun didn't quite understand something so fungi and zhiwei explained the issue to him. it is just as simple as that. but fungi phrased it until it was so suggestive. haha.

    and peijun told me that z3 said that i cannot put michelle joy's worthy on my player anymore.... sigh... 我 (8) 心碎了才懂...(8) okay. that was from 江南 by JJ (my fave =P ). it was kind of shocking cos i didnt know that my blog would be that famous until people from z3 would come to know about it. haha. peijun assured me that it is a small matter. okay... small matter.

    and looked what i found on youtube....



    kong ann! haha...

    off to mugging....

    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:51 pm |

    Sunday, September 03, 2006

    ** Mighty to Save **

    >>> james: haha. u bought that linda cd? haha. u find her pretty right? i knew it. keke =P
    >>> luwei: i won't get angry de. like wad u said, angry will have more wrinkles de =D
    >>> god: we should all just ignore him. and can you please don't call yourself "god"? haha. thanks
    >>> yeewen: AGREE~!!!


    okay. i am back. and my blog counter reads 226 just because i got mentioned somewhere.

    firstly, i must really really say a BIG thank you to my xiao di: thank you xiao di for reminding me that i should forgive that day. you were my escape hatch. your words really struck me deep and hard. thank you!!!! i've deleted the counter post to dec le. i'm embarking on the arduous journey of forgiving him.

    secondly, thanks to everyone who supported me. haha. yea~!!!

    thirdly, to dec: be careful of what you write. do not insult my God by typing this "What an insult to God."


    seriously, after reading what dec wrote, i felt horrible. i felt like bursting. cos i said that God will judge him in my deleted post. then he wrote in his blog "What an insult to God". no one can insult my God like that~!!! but then, the Holy Spirit within me told me to control my emotions. then this voice spoke to me and told me that God will judge him. leave it all to God. w0w~! masterlife works. my testimony. haha. peijun, if you are reading this, i know you'll be proud of me! =D

    Went to library to study with luwei and cryst today. Luwei told me a lot of shocking stuff. Guizhen is actually 18!!!! Gosh!! And I thought that she was 21. ah!!! She’s as old as I am. *faints* and weiwei. She’s 19! And I thought that she was 18. peijun told me that sean’s 20. okaaaay…. I thought that he was 22. oh help! This is in addition to the times when I guessed weehuat, joy and jieming’s ages wrongly la!! I thought weehuat was 17 when in fact he is 19. and joy. I thought that she was 16. it turned out that she’s 19. and jieming. I thought he was 23. he is 21. oh help!! What’s wrong with me?!?! The only person whom I guessed his age correctly is james’. 21. okay. I think it is just me. Haha.

    Saw many people in the library today. They include yongsheng, Kelvin, kiansiong, marie and her dad, mingling and chinghong. Haha. My primary, secondary and jc friends.

    Cryst, luwei and I went to take neoprints….


    nice one!!! feels like we are in heaven surrounded by loads and loads and loads of candy. keke =P

    we're back to nature... somehow, luwei's pants suits the theme.

    our all-time favourite. haha. if you cant see clearly, cryst is sitting on a toilet bowl, with me going ga-ga over her. in luwei's hand is a roll of toilet paper. haha. we were just laming around.

    just asked mum about missions. she was unwilling to let me go. she told me that she would discuss with dad. i asked dad. dad said that i need not go for these kinda stuff. i told peijun who in turn showed me melissa's blog. it was super encouraging!! thanks xie xie xie jimei! haha. i will not give up. i will pester my parents till they relent. ha!!!

    btw, cell fused both of peijun's nick names - jimei and xiexie xiepeijun - together to form xiexie xiejimei. ah haha. all thanks to andros =D

    my fave songs currently: F.I.R. - 天天夜夜, 范玮琪 - 黑白配, harlem yu - 静静的 and Hillsongs - Mighty to Save.

    Saviour, He can move the mountains
    My God is might to save, He is mighty to save

    Forever, author of salvation
    He rose and conquered the grave
    Jesus conquered the grave

    FORGIVENESS... i can do it


    | Standing In The GAP @ 11:54 pm |

    Friday, September 01, 2006

    ** Music Trivia **

    got this from lizzie...


    Message:
    1.) Put your music player on shuffle
    2.) Press forward for each question.
    3.) Use the song title as the answer to thequestion.
    4.) NO CHEATING!!!


    The questions and my answers:

    1.) How am I feeling today?
    天灰 - S.H.E. (wrong! i feel the exact opposite!)

    2.) Where will I get married?
    Run Away - Natural (cool... "did it all for love")

    3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
    逆鳞 - 周杰伦 (sounds like yeeween... haha)

    4.) What is/was highschool like?
    原来我 Love You So Much - 杜德伟 (haha. crap la. i don't love high school/jc)

    5.) What is the best thing about me?
    刺激 2006 - Tomorrow

    6.) How is today going to be?
    明明很爱你 - 梁静茹 & 品冠 (ah haha. yea!)

    7.) What is in store for this weekend?
    他一定很爱你 - 洪俊扬 (no link)

    8.) What song describes my parents?
    黄金比例 - 杜德伟 (sweet!)

    9.) How is my life going?
    凌晨三点钟 - 张智成 (har?)

    10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
    勇敢去爱 - K one (gosh!!)

    11.) How does the world see me?
    Borriquito!!! (*faints***)

    12.) What do my friends really think of me?
    safe in a crazy world - corrinne may

    13) Do people secretly lust after me?
    Truly, Madly, Deeply & 简单爱 remix - Savage Garden & 周杰伦 (i did not tamper with my player...haha)

    14.) How can I make myself happy?
    I Never Told You - 陈冠希 (haha. rhetorical.)

    15.) What should I do with my life?
    这么多,那么多 - 张善为 (nice one! =P)

    16.) Will I ever have children?
    Down - 林俊杰 (no link)

    17.) What is some good advice?
    You Said No - Busted (it's good to say "NO!" at times. know drugs, NO drugs. ah haha)

    18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
    超人 - 五月天 (oh! i'm superwoman)

    19.) What does everyone else think my current life is?
    身边的你 - 苏志成 (one third of DREAMZ FM and part-time deejay on 933. aka cavin soh. O0h... i really love this song...)

    20.) What type of men/women do you like?
    没有你 - 罗志祥

    21.) Will you get married?
    Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne ("marry me today. guess i'm wishing my life away" sobx...)

    22.) What should I do with my love life?
    Geh Deh Ji Geum - Lim Jung Hee (Full House's ending song =D )

    23.) Where will you live?
    爱上未来的你 - 潘玮柏 (the original =P )

    24.) What will your dying words be?
    最想念的季节 - 品冠

    25.) When I meet a guy for the first time I'll say..
    天使在唱歌 - S.H.E. (haha. cool~!!!)

    26.) When my parents are angry I'll say..
    The Light In Your Eyes - Leann Rhimes


    it's september first. TEN more days to september 11th. go go 加油!!!!

    | Standing In The GAP @ 12:59 am |