** 252 **
Cruise and I felt that this was it! Best friend felt so too!
My first instinct was that this wasn't a good number. Too far behind, no top floors, all the best units gone! But Best Friend reminded me that God ALWAYS gives me the best. How true! I feel so safe now! I feel even safer after knowing the Father heart of God. I know He has plans to prosper me. I know He can't wait to give me the best. If I ask for bread He won't give me a stone. Romans 8:28.
I have learnt how to be thankful. I have learnt how to trust God fully. Submitting my all to Him. I feel so safe!
God, thank You! Finally... After FIVE failed panjang attempts (+ 2 missed chances + 1 no-money chance).
Just did a little planning and.. Woah! It's gonna be an insane 5 years! HAHA! Thank You also for giving the both of us the wisdom to plan things out. Thank You! :) But then again, we can plan all we want.. But these are just plans. If God tells us to do otherwise, we will do it!
On a lighter note, Cruise was saying he wished the number would be his PSLE score instead of mine. HAHA! Funny leh he! Joker! Embarking on a new journey together... This is gonna be so exciting! =D
Labels: Life
| Standing In The GAP @ 1:53 am |

Wednesday, April 18, 2012
** Mummy, IT'S OVER!!!! **
Submitted my thesis... Like finally! After slogging it out since June 2011! That's like TEN months! Wow! Can't believe I made it this far!
Thank You, God, for bringing me through this whole period.. Not just my honours year, but also to and through the entire nursing course. Come August, it will be the start of my entire career! Haha!
Thank You, God, for Meizy, who helped me cross check and critique my work!
Thank You for Cruise and Best Friend and Soul Mate for their constant encouragement and companionship.
Thank You for daddy and mummy who helped me translate so many things and who took good care of me.
Thank You for The Supp and Jay and Angela.
Thank You for allowing me to spot some mistakes in my References and giving me the time to change them last minute!
Thank You for giving me the wisdom to churn out my Lit Review in just a week! Amazing stuff man!
Thank You for many many many more people and things! Too many!
Thank You for Your tangible presence!
Can't believe I only knew Your heart now! It's too late! ARGH! But better late than never :)
Labels: nursing
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:58 pm |

** Trust **
It's really quite scary to see the numbers jump every time it's 8am, 11am, 2pm or 5pm, to see it being over-subscribed.
But I truly believe this is 'The One" God has set aside for us. I have never felt that reassured before. Every time I start worrying, the Holy Spirit within me will just calm me down and throw verses at me... And I will feel better.
Because I've experienced the extent of His love, I know I can depend on Him and entrust my future into His hands. Situations might look bleak, but I know I have a bigger God than my situations!
Matthew 7:7-11, ESV
7 “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. 9 Or which one of you, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone? 10 Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a serpent? 11 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him!
Romans 8:28, Amplified Bible
28We are assured and know that [God being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love God and are called according to [His] design and purpose.
Labels: Life
| Standing In The GAP @ 11:43 am |
